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veda | 18 | she/her tw: this is an outlet for unhealthy thoughts about my ed & other disorders (bpd, adhd). cw: 49kg / 108 lbs , 170 cm / 5'7
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blasphemisches · 4 years ago
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hey ed tumblr, could someone please help me to properly restrict over he next few days? i'm not sure if i'm able to do it alone
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blasphemisches · 4 years ago
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did a whole 24h fast today to compensate for the 200 kcal my mum made me eat yesterday. i also walked and exercised throughout the whole day! really happy with myself :)
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blasphemisches · 4 years ago
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i was already at 49 kg (108 lbs) but when i woke up today i was extremely dizzy and had to eat quite a lot in order to be able to do some lifting or even light exercise... i also got some new ritalin which suppresses appetite, but tonight my mum forced me to eat carbs and bad fats (although i had already binged on 30 grams of nuts...). this day really hasn't been so good
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blasphemisches · 4 years ago
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hey! i'm veda and this tumblr is supposed to be a place for unfiltered thoughts about my mental health. i hope i can find some supportive people with similar struggles here. my dms are always open ;)
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