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m gonna g t bed my chestpains r catching up 2 me 😞

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still rlly upset tht hoyo dsnt have hsr birthdays ,, i need bladie birthday art n white day art like i need t breathe air

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i keep forgetting how long chest pain is supposed to last for and then realising that i 've been blocking it out for months on end like oh wow wonder why i 've been struggling just the ghosts of my paternal line making their appearance earlier in the year than usual to come try claiming me for the list of my fathers dead kin from heart issues

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ppl t kinda silly ,, u read the sign on the fu xuan store tht says " fu xuan may not be at the counter " you acknowledge it and g in n thn get mad whn fu xuan isn 't at th counter bt making out w his husband n th break room n making masky cover his shift ?? dumb

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i need to pay all my moots w npd apology money , how the hell are you guys getting accused of wanting to break up marriages now 😭

like yeah that Is unironically how i behave towards dan feng , ruining that man 's marriage out of my hate for him and pure lust 4 his husband ,

but like are my thoughts accidentally getting put out into the minds of sanists everywhere and getting projected out because man that 's wild seeing you folks be accused of shit i have thoughts of doing

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i need to pay all my moots w npd apology money , how the hell are you guys getting accused of wanting to break up marriages now 😭

like yeah that Is unironically how i behave towards dan feng , ruining that man 's marriage out of my hate for him and pure lust 4 his husband ,

but like are my thoughts accidentally getting put out into the minds of sanists everywhere and getting projected out because man that 's wild seeing you folks be accused of shit i have thoughts of doing

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that is actually genuinely insane jfc

"if you know a narcissist, you know theyre always on a mission to make life miserable" WILD OPENING LINE? /NEG.

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that 's so nanook coded it hurts .

( nanook is the final survivor of adlivun after the swarm attacked soon after the emperors war and basically decimated the already struggling people who had basically Just finished fighting against the emperors war , i guess being the last survivor of an entire culture as a newborn would be an unbelievable and unfathomable thing to bear )

( fun fact both the ew & sd were caused by human intervention in tayzzyronth & the other ones life i forgot his name 's lives that lead tazzy to become an aeon & th other guy to create the anti organic equation and get noticed b nous who is themselves a creation of zandar one kubawa? spelling might b off , who was human and would make that 3 humans who fucked over nanook without knowing before they were even conceived )

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that human choice created aeon with no control over their actions and body beyond destruction can fit so many human action created fear god with no control over it 's actions beyond extinction parallels in themself it 's crazy

Chat is this a fear and hunger reference /j

Actually now that I think of it, the fate of the god of Fear and Hunger seems similar to Nanook's story a bit

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idk man listening to tma again and realising how nanook n the extinction are parallels unintentionally and impossibly because i doubt the hsr devteam listened to 200 episodes of a British podcast and went " ykw , put extinction parallels into our big bad antagonist so we can torment this 15yr irish kid "

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elaborate on that fear and hunger reference right now moot this Is a threat /silly

magnus archive spoilers

that human choice created aeon with no control over their actions and body beyond destruction can fit so many human action created fear god with no control over it 's actions beyond extinction parallels in themself it 's crazy

Chat is this a fear and hunger reference /j

Actually now that I think of it, the fate of the god of Fear and Hunger seems similar to Nanook's story a bit

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( note , turn on audio )

( all vid credits to jp_edits_ong on tiktok )

the extinction tma is so nanook hsr coded

no visible difference here man

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soulmates first words and shadow has such a way with them

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fyi things like insulin, hearing aids, wheelchairs, glasses costing money at all is a form of structural ableism

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/vauge posting , not abt anyone here , forgot tags , ask to tag

she 's back on her main talking abt an admittedly bad prsn i just got the notification , can SOMEONE tell her to please just delete twitter for a while and take a break because i 'm getting genuinely worried about her safety atp , she 's constantly returning to twitter when she should be taking a break from it all she literally stated she was having PARANOID DELUSIONS BECAUSE OF IT !!!!!! if you are having paranoid delusions then you rlly need to be taking a mental health break from twitter dot com not going on there and getting yourself in more drama !!!!

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hAuagyavsgs i wish i could audio respond my reaction to seeing this in my notifications ,,, ackuclf vacajakxingl

OH YAAAAH GIMKIE POKE CHAWP MMM YUSSS DELORIS SAYS HOWDY COOOCHIE FISH 🐟

I genuinely CANNOT tell if this is another trans man hater or if it's one of my mutuals sending me Weird Shit, and either way this is sending me

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just saying :

i do believe ao3 should have some level of censorship : mostly just in regards to all the written csm & other shit on there , like the corrective rape fics that pop up in the wlw ship tags n shit

also tagging shit wrong on purpose and refusing to fix it because you don 't want to or you want to distress people should get you ip banned , stop showing me corrective rape fics in the acheswan tags

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harry potter tv series casting is absolutely wild ( i hate jkr btw ) like , hiring a black person SPECIFICALLY to be the evil neo nazi is insane behaviour 😭 :

the whole marauders pasts , of being vicious horrible bullies to a weird poor kid ,, , are now them being vicious horrible bullies to potentially the ONLY black kid in school who is Also a weird poor kid , amazing choice casting directors !

harry potter why do you hate your only black teacher the MOMENT you meet him wanna elaborate ??? Huh wanna elaborate on that one ??

no hate to the actor btw he 's definitely talented and people SHOULD support him when he inevitably gets hunted down by racist cunts .

although i think it 's bad he works on a harry potter project it 's likely just to get more popularity so he doesn 't need to do that in future so i dnt blame him .