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me: I have clinical anxiety and depression and it often limits me from achieving my goals

adults: um.... okay... but can u explain why ur lazy...

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if you know what I mean by “3am thoughts” I’m truly sorry

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Exactly how I'm feeling right now..

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Depression is:

Depression is waking up at 8am but not getting out bed until 6pm Depression is over eating and/or not eating for a few days Depression is laughing your head off at 3pm and praying for death at 12am Depression is not talking to anyone for days on end Depression is not showering for a week Depression is losing interest in things you used to care so dearly about Depression is always having the word “suicide” in your head even when you’re at your happiest

And depression is trying so very hard to just be okay

Depression is holding on. Depression is thinking of something that can just get you through one minute and then thinking of something to get you through the next and the next.

Please don’t give up. We can do this together.

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Clinical depression.

Everyday and every fucking night I sit in my room thinking about everything I’ve fucked up in my life so far , all the people that give me weird looks on the street because my hair hasn’t been washed in months , because I’ve wore the same clothes for days and because I’ve gained a lot of weight , they have no fucking idea how hard it is , how lonely it is. Leaving the house isn’t just an everyday thing , if I could stay in my bed all day stare at the walls I would , I’ve no energy to do anything even watching tv is just to much for me , I’d rather lay in bed and stare at the walls all day and that’s a fact. Nobody has a clue , everyone around me has no fucking idea how difficult life is becoming , I can’t sleep , I can’t go out and everything feels hopeless. It’s like your drowning and everyone’s just standing watching you , they don’t care. They don’t understand. it fucking sucks and there’s absolutely nothing I can do. I’m just so fucking tired..

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The reason I love tumblr is I can post depressing things without my friends seeing it and trying to get me to talk about my feelings. I don’t want that kind of attention.

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