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I'm abandoning this blog.

To be fair, I abandoned it months ago, but I feel like a closing statement would help clear some shit up.

Some notes relevant to this blog: In case anyone needed these things clarified. I am Jewish, I am trans, and I was assigned female at birth. I am also strictly against use of slurs towards those that have not reclaimed them, or do not want them used anyways. However, I call myself Queer and am perfectly fine with that label.

This was a blog I made to yell at some ableist* comment, I forgot what it was and I don't care to check. I continued using it to yell at other people who were firm in their stances and couldn't give two shits about me, because it made me feel like I was at least doing something useful. *Ableist: discrimination of and social prejudice against people with disabilities Eventually, people did reply, I got into fights, and that lasted for a while. I kept getting into losing fights, kept accepting that people hate what I am and they must be justified because look at all these people yelling at me! It must be because what I am is inherently bad and not because I keep picking fights with idiots on the internet! (sarcasm) Anyways, that went on for a few months. I got suicidal, as you do when you run a page dedicated to screwing your mental health up the ass and out the mouth, and luckily the most I ever did was some not-quite-hospital-worthy injuries. (I won't go into further detail for the sake of not upsetting anyone reading this.) And after a pretty nasty chain of doxxing, threatening to send dangerous shite in the mail, and other commendable and respectable actions from the specific terfs that messaged me (Again, im just too lazy to check this. Also i dont want to look at this blog ever again, sue me ok?) I decided to force myself to take a break. I deleted tumblr app all dramatic-like and made a spectacle of moving to twitter, very cathartic btw! I do recommend being dramatic in a healthy way. Now it's been a while, I'm doing a lot better and loving myself a whole lot more. I've been eating better, I've got 3 kittens now, I'm finally making more IRL friends, and I've put more work into my hobbies and into my job. I feel more accomplished and happier, basically! And jesus christ, thank god I made this blog as an adult. If I was pulling this shit when I was 16 I would quite literally be dead right now. Teen me would have bit the bullet far earlier, cheers for me being late to making drama blogs! Haha.. ha. Honestly, the fact so many of these types of blogs are ran by people under 25 terrifies me. You have so much more you could be experiencing right now and this kind of shit is what you want sucking up your time? Like, for real, this can't be making people genuinely happy. And if it is, buddy I have news for you! That's not normal!! Please genuinely consider talking to someone you trust about it. Taking joy from being hurt or from hurting others can be a sign of issues you might want to start addressing. This is not sarcastic, addiction to drama is a genuine crisis. Please look into finding other outlets for whatever it is that makes you want to start or engage in fights with people you know already wont agree with you. Anyways, if anyone read this whole thing, uhh thanks? Cheers? How do i end this, bye forever? That sounds too morbid... I'm not dying, I'm just moving on Actually I think I got it, I'm going to go be happy, I'm going to go love, and I'm going to go make memories while I still have the time. You're welcome to join me ❤️

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see the ip was funny - the actually location and bomb threats were not 💖 i think u shouldnt water this down if ur trying to defend ur position, it makes it seem like u dont actually condone the shit that was said to me which is super weird when youre defending everyone else who was saying it

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Anyways, dont use slurs people dont consent to just because you, personally, reclaim them.

And then post about the person and get upset when they reply

And then do that repeatedly until your followers start sending death threats on throwaway accounts until the person who asked you not to call someone the r-slur has to close their accounts and talk to their roommate about moving because multiple people now are sending their irl address in DMs with threats about mutilating their corpse

ok?

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of course the asks stop being published the second i explain exactly what happened and then apologise for involving febronia in the first place

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sure you guys win. its morally better to send someone constant death threats and doxx them and describe how you want to mutilate their corpse instead of just not using the R slur for neurodivergent people. go off kings. have a nice night

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yea, you even made sure to tag it appropriately

edit: sorry i misread, that isnt the same person

@blacklist-account​ cracker warning their whole 4 followers with broken aave and crying about posting their whole ip address on their own

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did you just call me white you cunt. lol im not saying the rest bc death threats arent okay

@blacklist-account​ cracker warning their whole 4 followers with broken aave and crying about posting their whole ip address on their own

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blocklist-account -> blacklist-account

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king i dont know you. stop making assumptions abt people lol i only added popular tags

@blacklist-account​ cracker warning their whole 4 followers with broken aave and crying about posting their whole ip address on their own

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I hope you go into cardiac arrest and drop dead at the ripe age of 30

example

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Hi, this is a masterpost detailing how this went from "dont call people r*tard" to "we arent even involved in this fight but lets doxx this person who said not to use a slur anyways" including everyone who was involved!

Here is a list of everyone involved!

The originals: -Meethos -> Idoh who kept persisting until we blocked each other and only did so after followers from that blog kept harrassing me :) -Waxtrax (We resolved this somewhat in DMs though) -Ellenthemurderous who keeps being fucking freaky and says "i hate queers" on every other post

Everyone who decided doxxing was the clear next step: -(Throaway blog) TREPANNED who made a blog specifically for this and DMed me "my" IP address multiple times and shared it publicly (which i shared because Im using a VPN but still, what the fuck?) -Febronia who thought DMing me where I live in the middle of this "doesn't count as harrassment"k and then went back to like this post as a funny flex

HONORABLE MENTIONS: -Pantemy who told me to kill myself in dms (in a funny way tho, look!!) -Murrsvaginx who just dmed me weird ominous squidward in the middle of all of this :) -Sundaysaxon who is probably just the other two honorable mentions bc i keep blocking them while making this post

and im done making this post because in the hour it took me to try and type this, ive gotten so many fucked up DMs and death threats from too many accounts so im just shutting all messaging down and posting this. Thanks for understanding!

I'll add the other info tomorrow (5/17/2021) because im fucking tired of dealing with death threats and other shite today. have a nice night yall

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"omg blocklist changed their name" said meethos, changing that blog name to idoh on the same day

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lmao waxtrax dmed me (thank u) to clear some shit up and like. yall dont even know wax so WHY are you threatening me ur not even involved u desperate weirdos

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lol ok brb <3

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i made the doxx post as a joke but if ur asking for it then like.... its not my fault what happens next lol

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Hows Arkansas?

idk how is it?

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bitch really went  *inspect element*  on my ass