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bittersweetsthff · 10 hours ago
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bittersweetsthff · 15 hours ago
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bittersweetsthff · 1 day ago
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Hi hello! do you have any alien stage fic recs??
i most definitely do!!!
I've only read ivantill until now (cus the brainrot is real) so that's what I'll share here but once I'm done scouring the mizisua tag, I'll definitely return!
links below the cut <3
from ashes by petitfives
vampire till and vampire ivan. ivan is deranged and till suffers per usual. rating: explicit
"This is the face of the dog who has killed so many of my fledglings,” Urak says, snapping Till out of his reverie. “Remember it. It might be the last thing you see.” Till has never liked Ivan more than he does right now. Good, he thinks, as viciously as he can. He doesn’t think his prayers carry any weight, but he stares hard at the saint wearing Ivan’s face and hopes Ivan puts a stake through Urak’s unbeating heart. Or, Till gets turned by a vampire, and Ivan is a vampire hunter.
the silhouette in my peripherals by Anonymous
till in the aftermath of r6. rating: explicit
Ivan is gone, but he is still there. Or: how to haunt a person.
till death do us part (so why are you before me again?) by Aminori
ivan and till reuniting in the afterlife. <3 rating: teen
When Ivan had held his beloved’s throat, felt the pulse of life as his own ended, he had expected to not see Till again. … He had expected Till to live on. Had selfishly wanted it, in fact. But here his beloved was, in his arms, in a place that they were never meant to be reunited in.
And he wasn’t quite sure what to feel, anymore.
(or: Ivan dies. He didn’t expect to see Till again, but he did.)
break a heart, stitch it right back by yamscooper
till being jealous. rating: teen
If Ivan wants to laugh and giggle and twirl his hair at some girl Till has never met before, that’s none of Till’s fucking business. “I don’t think Ivan’s hair is long enough to twirl,” Mizi says. “It’s a figure of speech,” Till bites out.
a certain ivantill fan's origin story by gustavo
somehow luka becomes the #1 ivantill fan. rating: teen
Over the course of his preparation for the much-anticipated Final Round of the hit dystopian drama, Alien Stage, Luka discovers that he might be a lot more invested in his best friend’s love life than he’d expected himself to be. or: the fic where luka somehow becomes an ivantill truther.
breathe again in the world anew by aerivel
more ivantill reunions after r7. rating: teen
Till and Ivan reunite one more time. - “I can’t say I’m not disappointed.” The sound of a deep, gentle voice cutting through the air startles Till enough to bang his head against the tree behind him. Wincing slightly, he sits up and jerks his head to the slowly approaching man in white. “I thought you would win after all,” the man continues, slowing until he stood a few feet away. The man’s attention is stolen by the fluttering of a crimson flower inches away from his foot. Absently, he shifts his shoe and crushes the petals beneath him. It’s enough to spark something within Till. Ivan. It’s Ivan.
your shadow on the wall of my room by ephemeroptera_insecta
ghost ivan haunts till. rating: teen
Till won Round 6. He had his first kiss. He’s one step closer to winning. He’s also, notably, now being haunted. Or : Ivan comes back as a ghost. Till realizes what Ivan has done for him, and the feelings he buried for him out of fear. They navigate life (and death) as a man and his ghost.
what we’re allowed to do to each other’s faces by fakekniferealketchup
ivan lives and till escapes. rating: teen
When Ivan had died, the lens through which Till saw the world had fractured, rearranged, and stuck that way, like a broken bone that wasn’t set. A bleeding kaleidoscope of the past. A dozen years of memories clamored for fresh attention, to be reexamined, to be cut open so they could show off all the terrible wriggling things that had wormed around inside them and eaten them hollow. He couldn’t think of the garden, anymore; only of how stupid he had been. — - — Ivan lives; Till escapes the arena. There's no elegance in their reunion, but there is spit, and blood, and something close to forgiveness.
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bittersweetsthff · 1 day ago
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[ACTOR AU] actor ivan visits till during the recording of round 7
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bittersweetsthff · 2 days ago
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hate when I wanna talk to a person but I don’t really have anything to say. but I yearn for the connection. can’t just message someone like, hi I have nothing in particular to say but you’re fun and cool and I would like to have a conversation
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bittersweetsthff · 2 days ago
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i don't think ivan sees till as a god, per se, he def sees all the nitty-gritty parts of till and he loves/obsesses over till because of that.
on the other hand, till glazes over mizi's negative traits and likely idolises her hence 'god', someone unreachable and unattainable in all senses of the word. i think till believed mizi was 'safe' as a crush because subconsciously he probably realised that him and mizi being a thing was unlikely.
but he still ran after mizi and believed in her so deeply because that is what a worshipper does.
a god may or may not be aware of their worshipper but the worshipper's life revolves around their god.
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I cant stop thinking abt Ivan and Till and Ivan finally got Till to look at him in the end. How Luka went from laughing abt till's suffering to freezing the moment he sees hyuna. How in all in when hyuna thinks abt luka and she looks so panicked. Blink gone being abt losing everything in a second and how till lost everything (mizi and ivan) and how hyuna and mizi lost their so hard-earned freedom in a second AAAHHHHHH IM UNWELL
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bittersweetsthff · 2 days ago
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ahhh that hc is so trueee. i think i first encountered that in a fic and lemme tell u, it ruined my damn day and all I could think about was ivan being a pining loser for till since before even knowing what the word pining meant. it's canon (?) that ivan grew up on the streets before the segyein took him in so it's likely he didn't have the same emotional development as the other kids.
the fact that ivan saw till as his freedom, till saw mizi as his freedom but for mizi, sua was the light :(((
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I cant stop thinking abt Ivan and Till and Ivan finally got Till to look at him in the end. How Luka went from laughing abt till's suffering to freezing the moment he sees hyuna. How in all in when hyuna thinks abt luka and she looks so panicked. Blink gone being abt losing everything in a second and how till lost everything (mizi and ivan) and how hyuna and mizi lost their so hard-earned freedom in a second AAAHHHHHH IM UNWELL
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bittersweetsthff · 2 days ago
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ivan being so sure that his death would have no effect on till is so SAD but yk what's sadder? till not realising how much he was dependent on ivan until he was no longer there... the way he watched ivan fall to the floor, knowing that ivan intended to die. AND HE DIED WITH A SMILE !! ugh my heart
till looking back on their life together, maybe reminiscing what it would have been to like if he had just taken ivans hand...
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I cant stop thinking abt Ivan and Till and Ivan finally got Till to look at him in the end. How Luka went from laughing abt till's suffering to freezing the moment he sees hyuna. How in all in when hyuna thinks abt luka and she looks so panicked. Blink gone being abt losing everything in a second and how till lost everything (mizi and ivan) and how hyuna and mizi lost their so hard-earned freedom in a second AAAHHHHHH IM UNWELL
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bittersweetsthff · 2 days ago
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when ur talking abt headcanons w/ ur friend and they start typing for a really long time
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bittersweetsthff · 2 days ago
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AAAHHHH blinkgone being literally that... blink and tills dead, blink and mizi has lost all of her childhood friends, blink and hyuna is back on the stage that she dreads, blink and ivans sacrifice was of no use because till dies after only a few hours :((
but also to bring in a new point: afterlife w ivantill forever roaming the anakt gardens bec ofc they couldn't escape their hell even after death. sua and hyunwoo have to deal w these idiots uncommunication skills now
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I cant stop thinking abt Ivan and Till and Ivan finally got Till to look at him in the end. How Luka went from laughing abt till's suffering to freezing the moment he sees hyuna. How in all in when hyuna thinks abt luka and she looks so panicked. Blink gone being abt losing everything in a second and how till lost everything (mizi and ivan) and how hyuna and mizi lost their so hard-earned freedom in a second AAAHHHHHH IM UNWELL
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bittersweetsthff · 3 days ago
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anybody out there hiring gay losers. ideally a 100k/year salary and i work for one hour every day when i feel like it. thanks
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bittersweetsthff · 3 days ago
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listening to alien stage without speaking a lick of korean is funny sometimes because the songs get stuck in my head but its just "SO BLACK! BLACK AS IT CAN BE! SOMETHING SOMETHING I DON'T KNOW! SOMETHING SOMETHING DARK SEA! LIKE A BLACK BLACK SORROW! STORY OF SUCH WOE! I DO NOT KNOW KOREAN! OH-O-o-OH! NAI-YEY-AH-NAI-YEY-AH NO! BLACK SORROWWWWWWW"
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bittersweetsthff · 3 days ago
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made character templates for the anakt4 hehe
come debate/discuss w me in the replies on why u think I'm wrong/right !! i love yapping it's my fave
templates under the cut
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bittersweetsthff · 4 days ago
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Fag mode activated
anon, i need you to know that this ask has been sitting in my inbox for two days now and i still have no idea how to respond.
i think about this twice a day at least. i cant stop laughing whenever i think about it. i dont know why. im not sure if you said this as an insult or because people think being bisexual means you change between gay and straight on command or maybe its something else entirely. either way this might be my favourite ask ive recieved.
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bittersweetsthff · 7 days ago
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Blink gone
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bittersweetsthff · 7 days ago
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girl with the pearl earring(s)
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bittersweetsthff · 8 days ago
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blink gone
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