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Tokyo revengers x reader with mental illness Sanzu pt1

I have to put a warning obviously its fucking SANZU so  Warning - Drug usage, Lots of profanity, blood, maybe gore? abuse maybe Idk just know there is a lot and since it's aged up he so he is Bonten Such a toxic relationship but we will make it better trust me.  Illness - Borderline personality disorder

Saying (y/n) met sanzu in a club is too original and it's usually the first thought everyone has when they see the couple but in reality, Sanzu met (y/n) in a restaurant. Boten was going to be having a meeting and decided to go to dinner Koko being Koko wanted a fancy place to eat tired of the takeout they decided on a Fancy restaurant called Rosé Noir. It was newer and to be honest everyone in Bonten wanted to try it out. "don't you have to make a reservation or some shit for a place like that" sanzu asked "The Haitani brothers have it handled" Koko said, "Try not to be too drugged up when we go at least enjoy the moment." Kakucho said "It enhances the flavor," Sanzu said through his smirk. 

Rosé Noir was a beautiful restaurant that seemed like a dream to walk with over 150 chiefs and which expertise in different types of food it was no wonder it was world-renowned. it wasn't easy to get a reservation but also it wasn't that easy to get a job which is why it was quite surprising that (f/n) managed to hit the lottery with a job offer from the owner himself. with such a high-end restaurant of course they needed someone for entertainment and it so happens that she was skilled in different languages. There were certain styles that Rosé Noir wanted around the holidays and special events a time period was picked and for that time period, she would only perform that type of music and wear that style. It wasn't so easy as she had thought at times she had to go through hours of singing and make up for one night. but the pay was good she had to admit however there was one problem she suffered from a borderline personality disorder despite this being a dream it was a lot harder to hide who she was and even though it seemed like she was an amazing person everyone wanted to be around she was quite lonely. the staff hated her and new ones were warned quickly to stay away from her. 

The snow had just lightly coated the ground as Bonten walked into Rosé Noir their coats were quickly retrieved as the manager met them at the door. "welcome to Rosé Noir we have a special table for you near our entertainment tonight you are in for a treat we have just started our winter theme." he said with a smiley Mikey looked around seemed very expensive but Koko was in charge of the money so who cared. "lead the way" Mikey said The manager bowing lightly before turning on his heels Sanzu was last checked out the restaurant which was painted in gold and white completely beautiful if he had to say so himself. lacking behind he paused when he saw a beautiful woman in a red dress quietly shouting at a butler she held a pill bottle in her hand gripping it tightly. throwing the bottle at him she stormed off before the butler picked it up tossing it in the trash. Sanzu walked over, a form of a habit of his to be nosey when it came to drugs or any medication he read the label finding that what she was so mad about was merely Valium. He snickered as he headed towards the back he opened up many doors to find her but all were empty. turning the corner he found the door he was looking for with a large star on it he opened the door to find (y/n) smoking a cigarette and drinking tea she glanced up at the door. "how'd you get back here you creep" she asked sitting forward without a care sanzu smirked as he shut the door "You dropped this" he said tossing the bottle at her. she merely rolled her eyes "so?" she questioned, "can you perform without any I have something that could help" he said walking over he pulled her chin up to look at him. "tch" she pulled her head away from him something about him was completely dangerous how she was keeping her cool was beyond her "why would I put something in my mouth from a complete stranger" she asked. "why would any woman?" he asked, "seriously who needs shit like that, that makes you drowsy when you can for once in your life feel alive." he said pulling a pink pill from his pocket he leaned in close to her face (y/n)'s large (e/c) orbs locked with his purple ones he was beautiful scarily. lost in his eyes she let him place the pill in her mouth swallowing the drug unknown to her sanzu gave her a cheeky smile as he pulled away. "Enjoy the rest of your night girly sing me a pretty song alright," he said, and just as quick as he appeared he left as well. 

Once he returned Koko glanced over at him "Where did you disappear to?" he questioned "to check the place out more I think I like it a lot more now." he said smirking, While ordering Dinner the stage lit up in white lights (y/n) made her way on stage standing before the Microphone. she glided her hand up her dress feeling herself she gave a slight shimmy of her shoulders she lightly grabbed the mic her crimson lips parting slightly. Sanzu leaned back laying his arm over the chair he stared up at her with adoration she was beautiful and pure. (y/n) opened her eyes, the white lights really radiating off of her orbs changing the color slightly a Christmas special indeed as she started to sing "Don't cry snowman, not in front of me-"

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Tokyo revenger’s x reader with mental illness Smiley and angry (pt1)

Illness - D.I.D Dissociative identity disorder  So F/N is for the First name and S/N will be for the second name meaning the other Identity   (This story contains mention of physical abuse, alcohol abuse, and mental abuse not from the twins)  REMINDER - SMILEY (NAHOYA) ANGRY (SOUTA) 

f/n pov  It's strange how our memories can seemingly connect to things so normal to others which is why some people love certain smells or colors and even hate them at the same time. while for many you just scrunch your nose and walk away and for others the very few it can cause PTSD or for the very few a trigger. It took some years to find out some triggers but it's not exact science its just some things the people around me have noticed. Some say it's when I am around really bad drunks or certain smells. To be honest it hasn't been easy living with D.I.D (s/n) is totally different than I am she is the complete opposite of me. She��always tries to change my life to her liking it was hard I mean how was I suppose to have a life when it wasn't to her fitting. 

Author's pov - (f/n) was walking down the dark road she had just gotten off of work and was exhausted. she really didn't want to cook but had little money due to debts she owed for schooling. walking past a colorfully lit restaurant she paused, she had always walked this path and never noticed it before. "do you wanna come in? we're open" Souta asked walking past her he held a large white box with ice and fish inside "I have no money sorry" (f/n) said with a slight bow "well it's your lucky day we are testing recipes you can try for free just in case it's nasty" he chuckled. just as he said that, her stomach growled loudly "I haven't eaten in two days even if it was nasty I wouldn't be able to tell." she gave him a sweet yet sad smile she smiled to hide the pain and Souta noticed that slightly reminded him of his big brother. "well why don't we just see come inside its getting chilly outside." he said leading her in (f/n) looked around the small restaurant it was nice many of the people were residents from around the area better than a tourist place she had to admit. "Nahoya we have a customer" Souya called out as he walked towards the back (f/n) sat down on the stool near where they cooked. "and what would you like?" he asked "oh um that man said you were testing a new recipe and he wanted me to try it." she said "ah right okay so I have to ask are you allergic to anything?" he asked (f/n) shook her head. "okay I'll be right back with the order" Smiley knew angry was a soft-hearted person but he rarely did this giving out a free meal. unless it was someone he knew but for a complete stranger it wasn't like him. 

The warmth of the restaurant made (f/n) pretty tired On top of that she was lethargic from not eating she yawned resting her head on her arm. while waiting for her food she fell asleep. Smiley walked over with the bowl of Ramen setting it down he noticed her pink-tinted cheeks and soft sleeping face. "I think I know why he offered you food you're really pretty" he whispered. Angry walked out from the back to check up on the customer "she fell asleep?" he asked walking over to check up on her. Smiley nodded "yeah she did she looked pretty tired," he said angry nodded "yeah I see her pass by a lot she always looks tired she seems nice." he said moving her purse behind the counter he reached over shaking her awake (f/n) gasped waking up she pushed whoever was touching her away in panic and knocked the bowl of soup all over her. it was really hot but for some reason, she was less fazed by the hot broth and more shaken about who was touching her. her heart was racing and suddenly she realized what happened. "shit sorry" she said Smiley grabbed the kitchen cloth trying to help "I got it, I got it I just am tired." she said cleaning the broth she looked at her skin which was clearly red from the burns. "That really looks bad let me take you to a hospital," Angry said "No way I can't afford a hospital you know how many loan sharks would easily where I look it's okay really I have a medical kit at my house." she said she looked at the mess "it smells good damn what a complete waste." she said "we can make more" angry said quickly "It's fine, it's getting late I should get home." she said, "stop by tomorrow we will definitely have a bowl waiting for you." Smiley said "Thanks," she said heading towards the door "Wait your name, what is it?" Smiley asked "Oh it's (s/n)." she said before hurrying out the door.

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I just added a Toji x Reader story called Milk and Honey. It will be a bittersweet romance story of Toji Zenin falling in love with the reader who started off as his servant turned friend turned lover. Milk and Honey represent the balance and harmony she brings to his life. While also being a double standard for milk can spoil.

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Toji x Reader milk and honey pt1

Y/n's pov The cicadas were loud that day singing from the trees in the multitude it was the only thing that echoed in my head when I made my way up the stairs. my mother walking ahead of me, I stared at the back of her sandals I was sort of nervous it was my first time meeting potentially the next head of the Zenin clan. this wasn't a marriage, I was just being brought in to serve him. I trained for seven years to serve him in a way no ordinary servant can do. it wasn't going to be easy I know that for sure I was a girl after all. and the zenin were known to be misogynistic so I expected Toji zenin to be the same. He was a year older when we first met a thirteen-year-old boy with a monotonous expression his eyes were very dark green and he had a nearly permanent scowl on his lips. "This is my servant? I thought you brought someone who I was supposed to use in training combat as well." he said looking at the clan lead Naobito "y/n's father, particularly her grandfather and such have been aiding the zenin in fighting styles which we use with our curse energy and cursed tools. unfortunately, he has only one child and she is a girl however he has been training her since she was three years old. so while he did pass away his daughter here knows his techniques well and was entrusted with his works." Naobito said my father died of an illness I wasn't sure what it was but I believe it was due to helping this clan that he was cursed. While I didn't want to actually do this I made my father a promise and while I served this clan my mother would be taken care of. "she is tiny do you really think she can teach me anything" toji commented "I hope you know how to make good tea" he said "I do actually My favorite is black tea with milk and honey" I retorted. "so you do speak" Toji walked up to me he was taller and I had to glanced up at him "I may be smaller but I assure you I can handle myself and train you well" I said my father also taught me to reserve my emotions. "show me you are worth it" he said so this is what it means to be part of the head. I glanced at naobito "sir would you allow me to show you and toji that I am worth keeping around." Naobito slowly nodded "go ahead."

Authors pov - Y/n's mother, Naobito, and his brother stood on the side while Toji and y/n stood in the training yard she held a long red staff on the end was a white flag. "Take the flag," she said "that's all you need to do it is simple right?" she asked it should have been simple many would have thought so. Toji was a prideful boy he knew he could take it. y/n stuck the staff out towards him leading him to grab the flag she wanted him to do so if he did then it would be easier than she expected. Toji stared at the white flag she was waving it in his face he wondered if she thought he was dumb he would never do such. he circled her watching her feet she never moved from her spot nor did she turn her head or body meaning she could fight in that spot or she wouldn't let him close enough to do so the only thing was he needed to test that. running at her from behind y/n let him get close enough before slamming the staff back above her Toji moved to the side if he stayed in that direction she would have landed a blow to his head. "Toji has always been very calculated," Naobito said "that's a good thing but thoughts alone won't help him he needs to fight," Ogi said "very true" naobito said Y/n swung the staff around spinning on her heel she slammed it into toji's arm as he blocked "the hell" toji said in confusion the staff was heavy really heavy as if it was steel. he slid against the dirt huffing he didn't even notice the large bruise forming. he knew he couldn't break through to get to her so he would have to focus on dodging and getting the flag. "You're not going to get this flag no matter how hard you try," y/n said "That's what you think I was just messing around," toji said "oh you call that messing around well it's gonna cost you more admit your defeat and I will lighten up I'm getting bored standing here," she said smirking. "well then do something about it," toji said "okay" y/n put the staff down and took the flag she tied it around her arm "15 seconds," she said running at him Toji wasn't sure if he needed to block of dodge he had to think fast she raised her fist back so he ducked squatting down y/n kneed him in the face. forcing him to fall back on his ass. Jinichi his elder brother watched he showed disapprovement on his face he was embarrassed for his brother to get beaten by a girl of such low status. Y/n pulled back and disappeared right in front of him toji looked right, left, up, and down he then turned his head to look behind him. there she was she grabbed him by the back of the head slamming him into the dirt she placed her knee onto his back holding him "Is this enough proof that you need my help" she asked Toji lay there silently "I think that's enough for the day" Naobito said y/n pulled away as toji got up a sore loser he was as he dusted himself off "how did you do that" he asked suddenly. "what?" she asked "how did you disappear like that" he asked "I didn't disappear I was just fast you looked right and left first that is everyone reaction I went over you I wasn't showing off so you know I did go easy you will learn all of this if you give me a chance. and I can show you more if you respect me." she said "respect?" Toji questioned "I may be a girl but I'm not just a servant I'm not here to wait on you every second unlike the others I'm gonna be training you and I need to be respected as well." she said toji looked at her up and down he stretched out his hand "I was looking forward to the tea with milk and honey." he said smirking y/n took his hand "well because I beat your butt in front of everyone I will make you some."

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Wakasa x chubby reader pt4

Wakasa was annoyed with the phone call from Sakura. Not only did she get his phone number without his permission she interrupted his dream about y/n. but ever since seeing y/n in detention, he found himself staying at school just to get a glimpse of her. "Yo wakasa we're driving to the beach tomorrow are you down?" Shinchiro asked "You're seriously gonna ride down there?" he asked "Of course I'm letting everyone bring someone we can have a party," Shin said with his bright smile. wakasa thought about it "Who are you bringing?" he asked Shin looked at him "Oh you remember (friend's name) I finally decided to let her have a chance." he said chuckling "Oh you should tell her to bring a friend In case it doesn't work out between you two." wakasa said though it was only so she would bring y/n "eh why would you be so mean anyway she said she is inviting her friend you mind driving her." shinochiro asked "I guess I could since you're asking so nicely" Wakasa said internally he was happy he could see her at the beach of all places. "I should get to class," he said to Shin as he walked off Shin was actually surprised as (dude) walked up next to him "You notice he has been really into school lately" he said shinchiro nodded "Yeah I noticed that I wonder what that is about?" he asked "I don't know usually he skips but my thought he likes someone at the school." (dude) said "wakasa? doing that for a girl she must be special I wonder who it is." he said getting intrigued now.

"Please, please!" f/n said as she tugged on y/n trying to drag her back "it's like 100 degrees out why the hell would I want to go to the beach after school." y/n complained "Because it's gonna be fun I swear I would never put you in a position where your gonna hate it." f/n said "come on please you owe me a no questions ask remember so go with me to the beach." f/n said y/n couldn't believe she was wasting a no questions ask to go to the beach she knew why she wanted to go it was for shinichiro. "look if I go you have to promise me you won't ask me to go into the water. I'm gonna stay under an umbrella and just enjoy myself okay" y/n said. "Agreed so after school meet me in the parking lot" f/n squealed as she hurried off she was filled with excitement while y/n wasn't so much but she couldn't help but make her friend happy. as she headed to her locker to grab her books she noticed Sakura and her little clique. she really didn't feel like dealing with them so decided to hurry to her classroom. just as she saw them they saw her too Sakura made her way over "Oi I heard you gave candy to wakasa yesterday what was that bullshit about." she asked "I didn't give it to him he asked for it" y/n retorted "you think that makes it any better?" she asked y/n rolled her eyes "I don't care what you think its, not my problem." she said just as she went to leave f/n hurried to her side clicking their arms together "y/n come on let's get out of here." she pulled y/n off forcing her way through sakura and her possy.

y/n's pov - this was utterly annoying all day sakura had been on my ass that and my best friend was going on nonstop about the beach. every period was nonstop talking I just wanted it to stop. "It's time, it's time, it's time!" f/n sang walking over "Come on Shinichiro wants to let me ride with him to the beach." she said which made me confused "Wait what about me?" I questioned, "I thought we would take the bus there?" I asked "I did too but Shinichiro said that he got us a ride there." she said smiling "So who is taking me?" I asked "I am" I turned to see wakasa, he pulled up on his bike "you can't be serious I can't ride that with you," I said "Sure you can It's perfectly safe" he retorted I wasn't comfortable as a bigger girl getting on that bike. "f/n look I don't think i can do this" "come on y/n you promised its a quick ride wakasa won't bite he is nice." f/n said "I know he is" I said bitterly "come on we can stop and get some snacks" wakasa said was it me or did he look smug? for f/n I would do it she usually pushed me out of my comfort zone. I walked over to the bike and wakasa helped me on I placed my hands on his shoulders. "that's not gonna help you put em here" he said as he guided my hands around his waist I took a breath trying to relax my nerves before he started the bike.

Author's pov - wakasa fixed himself he gripped his handles tightly feeling y/n's thighs clutching him he immediately thought about that dream he had. She was so warm and she smelled so good her perfume was sweet and light. riding off he felt her hold him tightly it was that little clutch that was sending him over the edge. he didn't want to just think of this as something sexual Yeah he got turned on seeing her most of the time. However, he was happy when he was around her or thinking about her. he often thought about her when he was down she was a big part of why he even bothered to give Shinichiro a chance. She may not have noticed him when she got to high school but he did her he always noticed her.

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Gojo x reader reprisal pt3

(Just a fair warning there is a bit of a nasty part not gore just icky)

Author's pov - the night remained silent with y/n fast asleep not to far from the students nothing seemed off about her not even her curse energy. Gojo stood outside looking around it was almost four am and he had been making many calls for any info about the farm and this woman. "you ran into y/n while she slept walk didn't you" tenzen said, as he slowly made his way over to gojo "Something like that" Gojo said "that girl is cursed ever since she was little bad things would happen to those around her I didn't want her to even stay here but I am her granduncle. her father has helped me out lots back then he spent every summer here." he mentioned gojo turned to face him "her parents passed away right? can you tell me more about all that" he asked. "well I would have to go back a little it started when she was born, her mother died giving birth to her. she had a tough pregnancy she was always sick. her father raised her for a little while until he met another woman a friend from work. she happily accepted y/n into her life but that was a mistake. her step mother and her father tried to have children she had 3 miscarriages and eventually when they did have a son at the age of two he drowned in the bathtub. her stepmother stepped away for two minutes and when she came back he was blue. it was devistating, her stepmother blamed her and cursed her after all she then found the rumor of y/n needing a break they all decided they would come out here get away from the city and on the way the car crashed her father and stepmother died and she was left untouched. rumors spread by the time she got here my neighbours were begging for her not to live here." Tenzen said "why did you accept her to live with you werent you scared?" gojo questioned "I was, but I got over that fear the land seems to be more affected than me." he said

as the hours passed Yuji, Nobara. and Megumi were woken up by y/n the house smelled of food and she walked out in an apron "I hope you all are hungry I made American-style breakfast." she said The teens were a bit confused after seeing what she was last night it was hard to see such a shift. she placed the plates on the table Yuji stared at the food it seemed normal. "it looks good" nobara said to be polite "Try it everything is fresh the eggs and bacon I even made the bread." y/n said walking back into the kitchen "don't touch that food" sukuna said "not that I wouldn't mind you getting sick after eating I don't want any part in trying to save your ass" sukuna said "what are you talking about it looks fine" Yuji said picking up the bacon Megumi quickly knocked it from his hand "don't touch it!" he shouted "what the hell man" Yuji said "look" megumi said staring at the meat black warms slowly started to crawl out, the yolk of the egg turned bloody. and the bread is moldy. "What the hell" Nobara covered her nose and mouth disgusted "We can't eat this Where is gojo" megumi asked looking around. "Gojo the man with the white hair he left" y/n said as she sat down at the table she cracked her neck as she settled in. Yuji's eyes widen when he seen her start to devour the food he wanted to gag did she not notice? "I've seen some disgusting curses before but this is just foul" sukuna commented y/n tilted her head leaning her arm on her knees she stared at yuji. "foul? your one to talk this is my home and you came here rudely you act, how dare you." she said Yuji megumi and Nobara all looked at each other as megumi turned to take a peak out the window something was off. "We didn't mean to disrespect you it's wrong just is city teens having no understanding as such." he said "we'll make it up how about we help you with the farming today" he said megumi noticed they were trapped in a spirit barrier. y/n smirked "I would like that" she said.

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I have been trying to post some of my updates for stories and it's been not letting me. I'm sorry 😔 but I'm gonna keep trying so the updates are wakasa x Chubby reader, Toji x reader, and gojo x reader. Hopefully I can get it through tonight.

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hmm thinking of some ideas for a toji x reader

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Geto X Reader forced marriage

My eyes lingered on the stitching on the rug the conversation in the room seemed to fade. into white noise, I couldn't believe I was being subjected to such backward thinking. then again this clan only saw us women as payoffs it was the boys they wanted and us girls no matter the strength and power we had simply traded for a male with better status. I knew this day would come I prepared for it so why did it still hurt knowing I was about to leave my home and never see my family again. my mother, I loved her dearly she was sweet but very submissive to My father's wants and needs. My father even though he did show some kindness he was misogynistic and pressured me daily to be what he thought I should be. Because of this I formed bad anxiety and picked up some habits that I am trying to get under control. "after some thought, I have decided that she will go to Getou Suguru an exceptional young man at jujutsu tech his parents have offered a lot of money and land and I believe he and y/n will create strong curse users. one child later in life will be given to the clan either male to pass down our name or female to create more strong curse users." my father talked as if I was an animal used to breed a pedigree child. "they are still in high school but it's better to get acclimated to each other before the wedding so I will be sending her to jujutsu tech." why, why did I have to go so far it was hours away to a man I had never met before. what if he was just like father? or worse like the other men in this clan. I could make a run for it when I get to Tokyo it would be hard on the streets but I can handle myself. "You can plan all you want y/n you're not escaping this me and your mother will be taking to Tokyo ourselves with the things you need. all your money will be sent to the school you can't use it off the grounds your Passport and ID will be held by the school as well." I couldn't believe my father what a jerk of course using his curse ability to keep an eye on my mind. gojo looked at Geto he was inches from his face "Your joking right?" gojo asked, he was in disbelief his best friend was gonna get married to a stranger "That's bullshit geto why didn't you tell your parents no." he asked what was geto to say although he and gojo were on a similar level but in their respected clans it was different the gojo clan was one of the top three geto wasn't. "You don't understand-" "Just say no!" Satoru interrupted "Look this is a trial period and if it works out I'll marry her if it doesn't then I'll send her back. from what I am told she is a sorcerer with the ability to use shikigami similar to mine though I don't think she has to eat them." he said "Geto are you seriously thinking of doing this? what if you come across someone you want to be with?!" Gojo shouted. "the life of a sorcerer isn't promised we could die any day I don't have time to go on dates and stuff besides what if it does work out?" Geto asked "still that percentage isn't certain" gojo said "why are you so angry it's not you who is getting married" geto said as he started to walk off from his friend "look Satoru I don't want you getting in the middle of this alright she is gonna be joining jujutsu tech. She is probably scared and worried as well from what I know that family is similar to zenin with their women." he said as he finally disappeared from his sight.

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Gojo Satpru x Reader Reprisal {PT2}

author’s pov 

Gojo sort of got the gist of things the farm was cursed by whatever curse was attached to y/n. Problem was he wasn't sure if killing that curse would have any side affects to y/n. or if she was the one creating the curses so that night while Itaori, nobara, and megumi walked around the farm gojo lingered closer to the house.  Itadori covered his nose he didn't think pigs stunk this bad “I don't think I can eat pork again” he said to nobara “how are you not covering your nose?” he asked her “I lived around farms, you get use to it” she said. looking around “do you see anything megumi?” she asked “I haven't so far but it does feel heavy” he said nobara nodded “I agree it's like there is a curtain but I don't see it” she said.  Megumi held his hand up forcing the others to stop "what is it?" Itadori asked "look" standing yards away was a giant boar it looked infected almost it was covered in black worms and screamed out in agony. "That's a wild boar it's no farm pig" nobara said. "If you let that thing touch you your body will be cursed and you will rot alive." Sukuna chimed "so what do we do?" Itadori asked "you run" megumi said as he turned on his heels rushing away from the beast. The mud mad it hard to get any traction, ontop of that the boar was fast. "Run! Hurry!" Megumi shouted "devine hounds" megumi forced his wolves to keep the boar at bay the two jumping the boar biting and keeping it distracted. The pigs in the pig pens started screeching the sound was horrid. But just as everything began it soon stopped as well. Y/n made her way through the muck holding a light "Shouldn't you lot be in bed." She asked "we were just looking around why are you up?" Gojo asked as he suddenly appeared behind her. "I heard the pigs I was wondering what was going on." She said gojo had a lot of questions for her why did she had such a aura coming from her. “you three go rest we’ll talk in the morning” gojo said. Megumi, Itadori, and Nobara left gojo knowing he could handle himself. 

“alright spill it who are you I know your not the woman you're a curse possessing her.” gojo said “and willingly too possessed is such a harsh word six eyes” the curse said “and why would she do such” he asked “because this is all hers” stretching out her arms “this land is hers the pigs are hers her blood had been shed in this soil by that man who hired you. a greedy man like him who killed every being on this land to call it his. she curses the land and him shall he never raise grain from this soil, not a sow or a hog forever shall he eat rotten and that's what I plan for the sake of my dear y/n l/n” the curse laughed, gojo seen this before this curse was caused by y/n l/n meaning she was powerful not only did she curse the person who died she cursed the whole land and maybe even this man’s kin. “you said he murdered there is no record of anything of such.” gojo commented the curse laughed “you didn't do that much research” it said before dispersing over the land vanishing. y/n slowly came to she looked around “w-was I sleep walking?” she questioned “something like that” gojo said “y/n I know you know about the curse now you need to spill it what is going on here.” he demanded y/n looked at gojo “it doesn't involve you, I don't know who you are but you can't fix this non of this!” she shouted “I am satoru gojo I am the strongest!” gojo said pridefully “I don’t care who you are! you could be a king and I will still look down on you!” she shouted running past him never before had gojo felt this his heart thumped and he was in shock this woman denied his placement in this world. 

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Tokyo revenger’s x reader with mental illness Mitsuya (pt1)

Illness - Bulimia Author's pov - In the future, Mitsuya achieved his dream of being a fashion artist he even shows off his work on his own body at times. he has worked with famous models and has made a name for himself as famous as Gucci or Versace. His work was extraordinary there were many pieces he has made especially for specific people many of his works was known as one of a kind. but working with him wasn't easy he was known to turn down high-paying models a rumor spread once he turned down Kendell Jenner. but that was mitsuya for you he needed a certain look for his clothes and if you didn't have it you weren't it. which is why (y/n) hardly doubted she would have been picked when it came to signing up to work alongside him she was a new model with only a year of experience but she was already known for one thing. that one thing was well she use to be part of a hardcore gang and she was covered in tattoos and had a rough look to her. but it was her face that pulled many companies towards her she was beautiful her eyes lips nose everything was perfect.

Mitsuya woke up early he had fallen asleep in his office and needed to move or he would be stuck with back spasms again. walking to the kitchen his maid already had coffee and breakfast ready "here is the new print of vogue" she said handing it to him Mitsuya. Mitsuya sipped his coffee pausing when he saw the front page "who is this person never seen her before?" he questioned the maid turned to see what he was talking about "Oh her, her name is (y/n) (l/n) she is a rising model plucked from the streets. her story is unique it's been said her manager had to pay a million to her former gang leader just to allow her to leave." the maid said "is that so?" he said "mhm they say she could be the next-" "don't even" mitsuya interrupted "I hate when people compare new actors, models, and shit to old ones, especially in modeling. Fashion is always changing looks are always changing. this girl isn't going to be the next Gigi or Kendell she is going make a name for herself bigger than them." he said smirking "seems like you found your muse?" The maid said, "I think I have." (y/n) stared at herself in the mirror as she rinsed her mouth out with minty mouthwash anything to cover up the bad taste in her mouth. Modeling had taken a toll on her body despite living healthy with diets and exorcise it wasn't enough and her mental state was heavily affected. there was a sudden knock on the bathroom door and (y/n) hurried to wash her hands and spray the air. "just a minute" she said cleaning herself up she walked out to see her manager and some random girl "uh?" "(y/n) I want you to mee, someone, this is Yuzuha Shiba she represents the one-percenters and well-known designer Takashi Mitsuya." (y/n) eyes widen "of course right um It's so nice to meet you. I wasn't aware we had a meeting would you like something to drink?" she asked, "No, no it's fine can we talk," Yuzuha asked "sure come this way." (y/n) lead Yuzuha and her manager to her dining room to talk "so um what is going on?" she asked "Takashi Mitsuya seen you on the cover of Vogue and I got a call 4 hours ago to get on a jet and see if you're interested in working with him. He will pay double for your contract and move you across the country. there is something about you that he likes and well as you know he has turned down many models the one-percenters are specially picked by mitsuya himself." she said Yuzuha pulled out a contract and check "The contract if a yearly one in case it is too much to work with him you can leave after the year is up. Mitsuya has special conditions for his models as well No dating within the company such as managers, designers, makeup artists, or other models. You will receive personal aid, lawyer, and doctor which you must comply with you may not release any photos of workspace or wearing any clothes made that have yet to be released. you may not talk to paparazzi, or any form of media outlet about any work you do or personal experience about your co-workers such as models, make-up artists, hair artists, or even mitsuya himself. it isn't as bad as you think its more of to keep drama out of the workplace and to keep it professional you can look over the contract the deadline for a decision is-" "I will sign it now I don't need to think it over this is Takashi mitsuya a one in a lifetime chance." (y/n) said Yuzuha smiled "well shall we celebrate." she said

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This man is why I would join an occult and not question it.

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Tokyo revengers x reader with mental illness Draken {Pt1}

Illness - Bipolar disorder 

(warning mention of suicide, drug use) 

(y/n)'s pov - I am Bipolar I've had it for a long time now. I hate people who romanticize it like it's such a dream to have. They love the intensity of it they love the mania because they love excitement. that's why movies always have those doped up people their life like there is no tomorrow. As if it's something so simple to handle but it’s exhausting. it's tiring to be in your own skin, the best I can describe it is having a high nothing can compare to. you feel Invincible have you ever seen a picture of a club aesthetic a hazy picture or a person dancing and having fun the night will never end. you do things and say things that could be very unintentional your not thinking of the next day you make promises you can’t keep. To do things you regret fucking who you want putting yourself in danger cause it gives you a rise and your at the highest peak of everything you could ever reach. and suddenly you crash hard falling from the heavens you become this person you don't even know. smiling hurts, laughing hurts, being awake hurts. constant thoughts of how worthless I am fill my mind, I am unloved, unwanted, alone, and I deserve to sleep forever or die. seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks turn into one giant mix up that I don't keep track of. Did I sleep for two days? was I awake for four? did I shower? did I eat? am I alive? that's all I feel but amongst all that I wish people would understand It isn't a decision it's not like I wanted this, I can't just make it go away.

Author's pov - (y/n) walked next to Inui dressed nicely it had been the first time in a while that she had been out. suffering from her lows for four months now she finally started to hit her highs. "Where are you taking me Inui?" she asked "I want you to meet someone," he said "eh? why?" she asked "because he is my friend and you owe him an apology," he said. "an apology for what?" she asked clicking her arms with his "for punching him on new years eve." Inui said "New years? I didn't punch anyone the hell are you talking about I was dancing with someone had a few drinks made snow angels snowball fight and Uh?" "let me correct you before the 31st you went on a drinking binge remember you got kicked out of 2 clubs. I told you to meet me on the rooftop for the new years eve party you came high on coke yes you were dancing and it was all fun until you wanted to dance on the edge of the rooftop. Draken pulled you down twice and the second time you were mad and punched him in the face. After you made snow angels in the parking lot. tried trading your panties for mitsuya's bike which you ended up stealing. you didn't get far but yes we had a snowball fight until you threw a shoe at takemichi and bruised his eye." he said "also you got mouthy with Mikey you called him a midget" he said before showing up to the Garage.

Draken opened the door seeing Inui and (y/n) "Hell no" he said trying to close the door "wait she is here to apologize" Inui said. (y/n) crossed her arms "I never said I was" she said "(y/n)" Inui gave her a warning tone (y/n) sighed she loved inui he was her best friend and the only one who stuck around in her moments "Okay, okay." she said Draken let the two in Inui sat down on the couch while (y/n) took a look around at the photos and stuff. Draken walked over with some drinks setting them down on the table "(y/n)" Inui called over he usually acted like a older brother sometimes a father when need be. (y/n) walked over sitting next to him "well Inui tricked me to come here but I will apologize for" she dragged the word on as she looked at Inui trying to remember what she did wrong. "punching him in the face on new years eve." he said, "Punching you in the face on new years eve even though it is your fault" (y/n) said. Draken stared at her blankly. "how was it my fault? I was just trying to keep you from falling over the damn railing" Draken said sternly. "so" (y/n) said "so?" Draken asked "who cares if I would have fallen" she said. "Do you really think no one would care." Inui looked down getting up his hand and bawled into a fist. slamming his hand on the nearby wall "h-how could you say something like that I would fucking care!" he shouted, "if you died I would definitely care your my best friend!" he shouted, "we have so many memorable days spent together!" he shouted before pausing he looked at her empty eyes just she gave him a sweet smile to reassure him "your not in your highs yet are you." he asked (y/n) remained silent as she sipped her hot drink. Draken glanced at Inui he had heard many stories about (y/n) especially when it came to him dealing with her depressive episodes. "I wouldn't want you to die" Draken said as he sipped his own drink "honestly even though you punched me it was nothing really, I've been punched countless times you made that night pretty memorable." he said with a smile "Inui always talks about you and that night wasn't the first time I met you. we actually clubbed together a few times that's why I didn't want you to fall it would be really boring you remind me of someone I use to hang out with all the time. you kind of took his place and it made me really happy." draken said

(y/n)'s pov - Sometimes the haze can make your brain foggy. Like with the time jumbling all together everything around me did as well. I thought I was getting better I was looking forward to those highs. I wanted to die, I really did I was blindly following Inui cause I don't have the strength to make my own decisions. this man who I don't remember who do I feel different I feel content around you Draken who are you?

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Hi love!

Looking for ward to more updates for reprisal ❤️

Can I be tag-listed on reprisal story plz, if you are making one 🙏?

yes is that like where I just add your profile under tags? sort of new at this, and I'll definitely be making more updates for reprisal.

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Gojo satoru x reader  reprisal [PT1}

(hello! this is my first JJK fanfic I do absolutely love JJK and hope I can kind of keep gojo’s personality as best as I can.) 

Nobara huffed while she followed her teacher “and here I thought I was escaping the country side.” she said lugging her bag it was so heavy “you wouldn't complain if you didn't bring so much stuff” Itadori said. “eh like your one to talk what the hell do you need that big ass dufflebag for?!” she shouted “oh this well I heard they wouldn't have much of the food I like so I brought some.” Itadori said while smiling “idiots” megumi whispered. “we shouldn't be long it seems like a simple task plus I am here.” gojo said after finally hitting the dirt road which separated the rice fields gojo paused. looking out into the vast acres “what is it?” megumi asked “I don't know but it's something.” gojo said “hey!” a old man shouted “your from jujutsu tech aren't you I’m the one who called you will be staying with me” gojo smiled “great then.” he said “I’m Tenko I was raised around here and have a very exceptional farm.” he said “so you own a rice farm?” Itadori asked “too much work especially now that I am older I own a pig farm I also have a acre for potatoes and garlic.” tenko said bringing them to his home “its not much but it will do” he said “its all good it's late but I have some questions” gojo said “well let me get you some food and drinks and then you can ask just so you know it's at night when things are most active.” he said before going into the kitchen. 

“sensei what did the others say about this job?” Itadori asked “the principle said that there was rumors of a farm where the meat was killing people. people started to say it was cursed no doctors could prove it was poison or bad meat physically there was nothing wrong with the pigs. but then one day the surrounding areas the goats, cows, chickens started to drop dead and the pigs were fine. but then slowly the crops started to die as well nothing around here could be grown. we don't know what we're messing with her to be honest that's why I am with you all. but how is it that everyone here is affected but the farmer himself.” he said “so our job is to find out where the curse is isn't it obvious it's the pigs?” Nobara said “thats what one would think however animals don't carry curses like humans do so no it's not the pigs. and it isn't the farmer it's something else or someone else.” he said as the door slid open and in walked a woman “hello I’m y/n l/n the farmers niece” she said standing there everyone eyes were shocked when they seen the curse attached to this girl. It was huge, bigger than the house it was like a large shadowy being. “well now what is this?” gojo said with a smirk the curse hissed before fleeing. 

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"Ruthless, my styles as a juvenile ran with a gang, slanged in the meanwhile."

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Wakasa x Chubby reader pt 4

(warning smut, dirty talk) 

Wakasa pushed his head back into his pillow his chest tightened as he held his phone in one hand and cock in another. he spent an hour alone trying to find the best pov with a chick that had a body that matched y/n it sucked but he couldn't stop thinking about her. “come on, come on baby” he moaned out reaching his peak he was right there his cock twitching y/n face was in his mind and felt the tightening in his stomach ready to release his seed when suddenly the phone rang. “fuck!” he shouted loudly he was pissed who the hell was calling him? he looked at the caller ID and it wasn't saved so it wasn’t someone that he knew? he decided to answer “hello” he said irritatedly “waka?” he knew that voice “y/n, how did you get my number?” he questioned sitting up “I always had it I just wanted to say thanks for what you did the other day I didn't mean to be so rude.” she said Wakasa laid back “Its okay” he said closing his eyes “so uh how have you been?” he asked trying to remember everything about her that day. 

“I’m fine just a little wet at the moment” y/n said seductively Wakasa clenched the phone “wait you’re wet?” he asked “yeah I am, I can't stop thinking about you” she said. “I hope you don't mind me calling but ever since I last saw you I couldn't help but remember how cool you were taking charge.” she said “is that all you like” he asked flirting back “well I mean you didn't give me much to see” she said back. “I should leave you wanting to see but I got a good glimpse of what I needed” he said “oh and what is that” y/n licked her lips. “that skirt it's shorter on you it hugs your thighs tightly. and your belly I love how it looks in that skirt.” he said “you love my belly?” she questioned “of course I wanted to hold your hips and belly when I-” he paused catching himself “when you want? tell me what do you want to do to me?” she said sweetly “when I fuck you, I want to hold you melt into you, fuck y/n don't do this to me.” he said “waka there is so much you can do you just have to tell me.” she whispered before his alarm suddenly went off Wakasa opened his eyes sitting up he was hot and sweaty. he looked down at his hardened member, it have never been so painful before throbbing and in need of help. “damn” he whispered he couldn't believe he was hung up on y/n he couldn't believe that being that close to her would make him so crazy.