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WHAT I WANT DOESNT MATTER AND IM MAKING IT MATTER TO ME BE MAD WHY DO YOU GIVE A FUCK ABOUT MY LIFE OR MY DREAM. DONT TALK ABOUT THAT SHIT ITS MINE. NO YOU CANT JOIN ME ITS MINE. I SINK MY FINGERS INTO EVERYTHING IVE EVER LOVED AND YOUR FINGER MARKS ARE FADING VERY VERY QUICKLY. BORING! NEXT!
#im hate work#i hate people#i hate having friends and i hate having crushes#fuck those hoes#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd#borderline personality disorder#mental illness#rage vent#old draft
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It's over. After like a whole year I finally escaped. I feel better than I ever have in the last 2 years. It was nice having this but I think by the end of this month I'm just gonna completely log myself out and keep it that way. Thanks.
#actually bpd#actually borderline#mental illness#borderline personality disorder#bpd vent#bpd#toxic relationship
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101 of not understanding BPD: a comprehensive list from my ex wife!
#eeheehee#actually bpd#actually borderline#mental illness#borderline personality disorder#bpd vent#bpd#borderline personality traits#favorite person#actually autistic#vent
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Me staring at the teeth shaped bruise in my arm cause I was bullying him
#old draft#i think i was just hyperfixated on him#actually bpd#actually borderline#mental illness#borderline personality disorder#bpd#borderline personality traits
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Always debating if I'm making the right decisions and never seeing the results
#bad day#actually bpd#actually borderline#mental illness#borderline personality disorder#bpd vent#bpd#borderline personality traits#actually autistic
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I know I shouldn't talk about my craft until a cycle is complete but I always get so excited when it's happening :(
#the one and only time im talking about my work#i like other people being excited with me okay man#it feels nice#actually bpd#actually borderline#mental illness#borderline personality disorder#bpd vent#bpd#borderline personality traits#favorite person#vent#actually autistic
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Okay I've had my goal skinny body now I want my goal built body
#gym era#my wife pointed out my dysmorphia and now im hyperaware of hoa i actually look#also had the thought of “people like me best for the parts i hate about myself” but it didnt feel negative???#like why do i try so hard to not be those things that people love about me?#anyway jojo bod era#actually bpd#actually borderline#mental illness#borderline personality disorder#bpd vent#bpd#borderline personality traits#actually autistic
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ALSO HE CALLED ME A TSUNDERE WHAT THE FUCK THAT IS SO FUCKING RUDE!!!
#god im gonn kiss him on the mouth#i swear to it#actually bpd#actually borderline#mental illness#borderline personality disorder#bpd vent#bpd#borderline personality traits#actually autistic
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So me my face when
real photo i swear
#totally normal and cool#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd fp#bpd shitposting#actually borderline#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd#bpd vent#obsessive#tw obsessive love#obsessivelovedisorder#obsessive yandere
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I love making him squirm
#not even in the way you think#just bullying him#absolutely dunking on him#he dont even know that hes in love with me#actually bpd#actually borderline#yandere coping#yanderecore#mental illness#borderline personality disorder#bpd vent#bpd#borderline personality traits#favorite person#actually autistic
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I get what I want okay? This has been my dream, my goal since I was a literal fucking child. If I can't do this then I've got nothing, all my other plans depend on this one. I've got this I have this
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He doesn't text me ever but, after work when we sit in the car outside of his house and smoke weed, sometimes I can catch his eyes on me.
#yandere community#it doesnt actually mean anything since he stares too much at them but i can dream#i pretend at the very least#being normal about things#yanderecore#actually delusional#actually yandere#male yandere#irl yandere#quiet bpd#actually bpd#actually borderline#mental illness#borderline personality disorder#bpd#borderline personality traits#actually autistic
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✨️mixed signals✨️
#am i delusional or is he dumb#makes me wanna bang my head into a wall#and kiss him#crushcore#actually bpd#actually borderline#mental illness#borderline personality disorder#bpd vent#bpd#borderline personality traits#actually autistic#he bit me what
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And it was all in my head again
#i figured but now i have to actually believe it#its never ever me#always the best friend and never the lover#actually bpd#actually borderline#mental illness#borderline personality disorder#bpd vent#bpd#borderline personality traits#favorite person#vent#actually autistic#stupid fucking crush
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Me: sulking in the backseat after work, feeling like I'm 3rd wheeling my wife and my crush
My crush: passes me the weed w/o me asking
Me: 🥰oh my god heyyy🥰🥰
#he doesnt know hes in love with me yet >:]#feeling silly#im jealous of both of them and also neither???#treating both my mommy and daddy issues#actually bpd#actually borderline#mental illness#borderline personality disorder#bpd#borderline personality traits#favorite person#actually autistic#bpd vent#cw weed#ig#crush posting
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Shout out to all the lesbians reblogging my posts
#i see you guys#mlm wlw solidarity#actually bpd#actually borderline#mental illness#borderline personality disorder#bpd vent#bpd#borderline personality traits#favorite person#actually autistic
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