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wing statues, and gothic ish architecture for my nether roof portal. (Entrance for my base) Dont look much like wings but wtvr.

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OOTD 🖤🕸🦇

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at least i can rot away in fictional Minecraft land when irl sucks ass lol.

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ph. Danko Maksimovic - Cologne, Germany (2023)

Film: Kodak Portra 800

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Köln, Germany 🇩🇪

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Kölner Dom Cologne, Germany

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Cologne cathedral, June 2024

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ph. Danko Maksimovic - Cologne, Germany (2023)

Film: Kodak Portra 800

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ph. Danko Maksimovic - Berlin, Germany (2022)

Film: Kodak Portra 800

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i feel like no one really talks about how this all is a permanent condition, the sadness never really goes away it just brews in the back of your head. no matter what you’ll always be reminded that it’s always lingering. sometimes i can’t accept it’s always going to be like this. i swear i’m fun and chill i just have this irrevocable ache inside of me. it’s a part of me now and i don’t think i ever wanna let it go. oh i wish to be a normal girl. what is wrong with me?.

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the jealousy is killing me

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i hate it when i have to keep being rational and calm

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Jesus fucking Christ I have so

Much hate in my heart wish it would go away

I didn’t want it from the start

I can't sleep i wish you were here

It’s my fault that I fucked up

I lost something that meant so much

Do you know what it’s like to live so numb

Wishing for death that shit's so dumb

I'd rather slit my wrists

Then fucking move on

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ph. Danko Maksimovic - Essen, Germany (2023)

Film: Kodak Ultramax 400

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I hate when people are better than me.