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the way i have to actively explain to my brain how no, im not trying to fool anyone, maybe im just a kind and decent human being that is kind and decent for no reason other than well, being kind and decent

why are you trying to convince me that being polite to people is just some obtuse way for me to kidnap them, kill them and then throw them into the river? Who hurt you? i just said hi cause she said hi to me before, not because im trying to recruit her into my non exsistent cult

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im like no worries & then feel so upset i get chest pains

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being in yr 20s is abt experiencing the worst thing you can imagine & then having to go to the grocery store

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I love linguistics, i love her with my whole heart. ill never ever leave her but istg sometimes i do not like her. i just can´t.

like, there´s no possible way i could pay attention to her exclusively, all the time 24/7, i have a life, yet if im not at her disposition every waking moment she gives me all this dirty looks and listen, is not like i dont want to but sometimes i just do not understand her and she makes me feel stupid and sad.

but im the problem, of course i am. I always am because there´s no possible way in gods good earth that she could be wrong ever, she´s perfect.

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unstoppable force (trying desperately to see the good in life) vs immovable object (wishing life would be kinder to me)

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despite the amount of chemicals i have absorbed into my body and the external stimuli i have immersed myself in i am still not doing very well has anyone else on god's beautiful earth encountered this issue

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i need to cut my hair i need to evolve i need to see a good thing when it’s in front of me i need to be respectful i need to listen i need to respond i need to move on

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i come on tumblr and see a line of poetry that throws me into a series of deep meditations and takes me through the 7 stages of grief for the next couple weeks. it’s like dying everyday and being reborn at every corner on here.

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Me when I remember something I said ages ago that was wrong or my values no longer align with

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I feel like there's gotta be some sort of nuanced position in between "I don't want multimillion dollar companies ripping off my work to make money without paying me a dime" and "the concept of a library is damaging to my intellectual property"

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is mindblowing how this website keeps swooping back into my life

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Omfg...

worried about what this means for the trout population

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lawyers arguing their case but like it’s an internet discourse post

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just so u know everything in the entire universe is always about love and when it isn't about love it is abt the absence of love. hope this makes sense

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I love reading writers for whom english is their second language and analyzing how their first language influences their style. People whose first language is romantic tend to be very descriptive and flowery with their english, whereas german or russian first language speakers are a lot more concise and almost abrupt. Most of the japanese writers I've read have had a simple, surrealist quality to their writing. Almost like watercolor paints. I just find it interesting.

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Yes, i do you feel a sense of superiority in how i squeeze the tube of toothpaste

what are you gonna do about it?