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Tessa in the backyard

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Some recent photos

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peace

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Didn't really realize how bad my right eye had gotten until I was using the viewfinder of a new camera I bought. When I close my left eye I can barely see a thing.

INSURANCE! INSURANCE! INSURANCE! Please come through in August.

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pakicetus

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some pictures

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manifestation

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saturday

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I've been forgetting to draw after work recently. I'm not honestly sure why. I've just been kind of going home watching Street Fighter 6 streams.

I got asked recently why I draw ghosts so much. It's a good question...They're simply just so easy to draw. I'm sure there is more than that... but I don't really think about it. I just draw them. I've always adored the concept of ghosts and how differently you can interpret them. It's very loose and interchangeable. If you asked me if I believed in them, I wouldn't know if I could answer that with certainty. I don't think I do, it'd just be too tragic to never die. Can you imagine being bound to this world even after death? (In a ghost voice) hell noOOooOOOoOOOo.

When I was young we had a school trip to St. Augustine. I was really hyped for it. I didn't really know what was gonna be there, I just was glad I didn't have to be in class for a day. It was a painfully long bus ride. I remember the seats felt so cramped. It felt like every student was going. The day before the trip a friend and I were hanging out around our neighborhood. There was this one house that looked empty. I don't know what it was but something made us stop there and look at the windows. Maybe it was the tall grass obscuring the house, or the way some of the windows didn't have curtains and all you could see was a formless void inside barely lit by the sunlight. The house was for sure abandoned, you could tell by the furniture left outside. It was inviting us to explore it. Before I could even get close to the entrance I remember being stopped by my friend as they pointed towards the window and we saw what looked like a ghostly figure. Two dark eyes and its mouth wide open. We ran. (I tried drawing it for the post. It looked kind of like this.) The next day was the trip, I'd just about forgotten about the events that preceded the day before. I was just so damn happy to have some fun. My friend must have felt the exact same way until we reached the gift shop. The gift shop had tons of goods, and I had a couple of dollars for some snacks. There was, however, a book about the ghosts that haunt the local spots in St. Augustine. I flipped through it in curiosity just to be shocked by what I saw. One of the ghosts in this book looked exactly like the one we saw the day before. When I showed my friend, we were both just silent.

I think about that day a lot. I know it for the most part, it was just a huge coincidence. My memory probably altered what I thought I saw in the book, but it's such a cool story to tell. I do have plenty of more bizarre encounters to tell. But those are actually real and dangerous, and they scare me way more than a ghost could ever.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! probably gonna be busy tomorrow so early b-day post... Made a little blog post on my site (best viewed with desktop. I haven't formatted it for mobile yet. sorry) Thanks for liking my crude art. Being 29 now is a weird feeling.

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rainy day

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new cover for my site

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drawing has been really fun lately