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Hello to all my friends and new mutuals,

First off, I want to express my gratitude for the interest you've shown in Viktor and my other muses. After some reflection, I've decided to officially put this blog and all my active projects on hiatus. A new project has been weighing heavily on my mind, and I believe it's time to focus on it, especially after everything that’s happened over the past month.

I want to take a moment to address something that’s been on my mind: it’s easy to get caught up in the expectations of others, but I've realized it's a bit pointless to stress over people who only want to see a version of you that fits their idea. I feel confident enough now to step back and take a break. I’m excited to slowly work on this new project at my own pace. I have so many original stories that I’m eager to bring to life and share with you all.

This new project will be a collected series of narratives, focusing entirely on original characters, with the occasional appearance of canon characters written for close friends. As I’m planning to retire in the next couple of years, I’m eager to devote as much time as possible to my writing. I'd love to write and make affiliated ocs with mutuals.

If you'd like me to follow you back on this account in the near future, feel free to like or comment (I know some people clear their likes). If not, I want to take this opportunity to thank you for being part of my dashboard. I wish you all the best in your creative endeavors & hope you have a blast :-)

See you soon,

Ettie

new discord: 0brighta!

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I MISSED MUNDAY! BUT HERE IS A PICTURE of me and my new boyfriend;)

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you know I talk too much ! ©

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Viktor, driving in his nice car blasting guess by Charli xcx? more likely than you think.

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OH IM SO PUMPED!

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and what if i followed you from my horror multi? then what???

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Hiatus ; low writing and social activity expected between September—October. Commissions still open.

I love writing with you all. I also love plotting. Many of my friends know that this past month was super stressful. I don't want to share too many personal details, but I had a health issue confirmed as of this week. I want to be here. I know this news will please some people. I just can't really force myself to be online when I have IRL stuff going on. Life is looking up despite bad news.

Please expect slow activity and this follows for discord too!

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give this a like for a 1-3 sentence starter from viktor.

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HISTORICAL HEADCANONS ┈ TIMELINE PT. 1

001 ┈ Viktor embraced the era's fashion and societal norms, blending into the upper echelons of society as a refined gentleman. His business ventures thrived, and he became known as a patron of the arts, often frequenting operas and art galleries in London and Paris. 002 ┈ As scientific breakthroughs took center stage, Viktor became captivated by the era’s obsession with the mysteries of life and death. For the first time, he considered the possibility of sharing his secret with a few trusted mortal companions. He frequently mingled with scientists experimenting in anatomy, electricity, and even reanimation, quietly observing from the sidelines. Though he never fully revealed his true nature, he sometimes offered discreet financial support to those whose curiosity mirrored his own. 003 ┈ Viktor was deeply drawn to the Gothic culture of the time. He had numerous romantic entanglements with poets, writers, and women who were fascinated by the occult. These relationships often ended tragically due to his eternal nature, leaving Viktor with more melancholic memories. He is forever haunted by his maker. The other who ripped him from his family and drew him into the darkness. 004 ┈ Viktor roamed the fog-shrouded streets of Victorian London, a shadowy figure whose presence became the stuff of whispered legend. His nocturnal wanderings sparked rumors of a dark man seen only in the dead of night. Though he was known for his occasional acts of kindness, it did little to ease the fear he inspired. Locals wove tales of him into their ghost stories, convinced there was something more sinister behind his unsettling aura. 005 ┈ Viktor immersed himself in the spiritualist movements and occult circles flourishing during the Victorian era, often attending séances not out of belief, but curiosity. He sought out individuals who grasped the deeper, hidden forces of the universe. As these mortals grew more theatrical in their fascination with the supernatural and divine, Viktor found it easier to steer attention away from the truth about the Others. The more obsessed they became with the dramatic spectacle of ghosts and mysticism, the more comfortably Viktor and members of the high council could move among them, shrouded in intrigue yet unnoticed for what they truly were.

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hello all the new and old vampire lovers in my phone.

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LIBERTY TO THE WOLVES, is death to the lambs. ┈ original character.

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ENDLESS EDITS OF VIKTOR ( 3 / ? )

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[ V. MODERN / SHIPPY STARTER ] ── Viktor’s dark hues bore into @rotdame, intense and unwavering. His brows furrow for a brief, sharp moment, as if his thoughts wrestle beneath the surface. His hand—adorned with a ring that glints faintly in the dim light—reaches out deliberately, slowly, until it closes around hers. The warmth of their connection pulses softly, a beacon of light flickering in the oppressive darkness that surrounds them. His grip is firm yet gentle, a paradox of control and reverence, as though he were holding onto something precious and fleeting. "Death may behold you," he murmurs, his voice low and rich, like velvet brushing against stone, "but it cannot claw at such beauty."

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[ V. TWILIGHT SAGA ] ── Viktor’s puzzled hues flicker toward @godsdefied, his gaze lingering on her for a moment before a soft smirk tugs at his lips. "Have you gotten soft, Rosalie?" he teases, his voice carrying a subtle challenge. If they were preparing for a fight he wanted to taken on the very best. Beneath the playful tone, there's a hint of curiosity, as if he's testing her, gauging whether time has changed her as much as it has him.

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Viktor stands in the cozy warmth of the Cullens’ home, his thoughts distant but his smile genuine as he gazes at Esme. His connection to the Cullens was the closest he’d ever felt to being human again. Esme—kind, nurturing, and radiating warmth—was, in his eyes, the most human of all the immortals he had encountered over his long existence. The feeling unsettled him, yet he welcomed it, letting himself bask in the rare emotion. He looks down at the rug laid out in front of them, his dark eyes flickering with a trace of humor. "I was actually thinking of it as a gift for the newlyweds," he muses, raising a brow skeptically before a quiet snicker escapes him. "Though, now I think I’ll have Juno return it." He shakes his head, amused by his own indecision, before the conversation shifts in his mind. "You know," he starts thoughtfully, his voice softening, "I think it’s rather great that we live in a time where we can witness a marriage like this." The mention of marriage pulls Viktor back to memories of his past human loves—watching them age, wither, and slip away with the cruel passage of time. His stomach tightens with the familiar ache of loss, though he doesn’t let it linger on his features. "Anyways…" Viktor trails off, letting a rare gentleness settle over him as he tries to push away the nostalgia.

Esme is perched on one of the kitchen island's stools, her own mouth resting in a natural smile that hasn't faded since seeing her friend exit his car. It's few and far between that they get to see each other, and Esme welcomes the few days they'll get together.

Her honeyed eyes flicker from Viktor's face to the rug and her smile grows wider as she waves a hand dismissively. "Persian, authentic... No, I don't think it's too much at all!" Despite the way her words could seem sarcastic, Esme doesn't particularly have an opinion on one's choice for interior design. Their space deserves to feel like their own and, more importantly, comfortable. "Besides, I'm sure there's many a furnishing that seems a "bit much" around our house. When you've lived for centuries, you have to do some thing with the stuff we've collected."

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[ V. MODERN / SHIPPY STARTER ] ── Viktor's dark eyes narrow slightly, a glint of amusement dancing within them as he studies @khrused before him. His lips curve into a faint smirk, one corner tugging upward in a way that betrays his attempt to remain composed. "Well, well…" he begins, his voice smooth, laced with a hint of teasing. He leans forward slightly, the gesture subtle but purposeful, as though drawn closer by an unseen force. "I'm starting to think your charm is disarming me," he says, his tone soft but edged with playful intent. There’s an undeniable tension in the air—a balance between control and curiosity, a tug-of-war between the immortal walls he’s built and the vulnerability that sometimes threatens to slip through. His gaze lingers, more intent now, as though testing the waters, watching for any hint of a response. For a brief moment, Viktor allows himself to wonder if his defenses are, in fact, crumbling, or if this was just another game they both were playing.

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[ V. MODERN ] ── "Do you think mere immortality makes you a god?" Viktor dares to ask @stainedpast, his voice cutting through the thickening cold that envelops the room. The air seems to sharpen, as if the very atmosphere bristles with tension. His breath almost etches itself into the space between them, as if at any moment they could freeze. "You cannot blame mortals for their naïveté," he continues, the words slipping from his lips with a biting edge. "They don't know the truth to everything." There’s a trace of pity in his tone, but also a warning, an acknowledgment of the vast divide between the mortal and the divine.