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I'm very proud of him rn he gets kisses all over his face

Showered for the first time in a week forgot how nice it feels to be clean

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A bit of an update on my life

Simple and sweet, I escaped my mom, I refused to allow myself to be emotionally abused any longer, so I left <3 im now living with my father, which is 100% better for me. I had to unenroll from my previous college, and im currently trying to reenroll in my local university for a Bachelor in Education! So what's up with me now? I found out im part native, specifically of the Choctaw tribe! which has helped me a lot with my own personality and how i expressed myself finding this information out, yes I do identify as Two Spirit now and it's helped me a lot. I also found out that im indeed a Lesbian and have been going through a sort of "Comphet" with my abuser, who turned out to be a predator towards systems. i feel like this is all i needed to update with my life what will happen to my tumblr accounts? im going to archive the Mogai blogs as i dont think im capable of upkeeping multiple blogs anymore, I might turn this blog into a more personal blog for me and also post sims content!! thank you!!

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Me and Snom have the same birthday?!! I smiled

cc ^ )___\ It's my birthday today!

cc •)___\ While I would have hoped to post this earlier in the day, I just woke up.

cc ô )___\ But Vidri told me that they have a surprise for me.

cc - )___\Buuut I have to wait for it.

cc • )___\ Since it's my birthday, you know what that means!

cc ^ )___\ Yep! The submission box is open once again!

cc .")___\ (and i am going to try my best to keep up with all of them this time. seriously, you are shockingly fast.)

cc ^ )___\ See you all there!

[benshapirosgaylover]

Sick and tired of feeling like I don’t amount to shit in life.

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NOBODY WANT HER 😭😭🙏🙏🙏 yes we’d love our first Black female president but she didn’t even claim her blackness until she became VP

IM CRYING

GIRL DID YOU HEAR THE NEWS BIDEN DROPPED TF OUT

here’s a video of me dancing about it on TikTok

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTNu8rGVE/

Look at my face I’m so happy

YES I SAW OMG FINALLY!!!!!! I hope be burns in hell foreverrrrrrr. but ISTG I’m already seeing ppl say “HARRIS 2024” and imma scream like she’s just as much a genocider as he is stfu y’all 😭 but this is GOOD and I will take it

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I was ovulating.

That’s me in tears because boyfie is goin to be gone all day and my severe attachment and abandonment issues can’t even handle him being gone for five minutes lord help me

Hes also my FP :((

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I HAVENT WATCHED IN A WHILE OR INTERACTED WITH THE FANDOM BUT DOSLALALSXO GOD I LOVE THAT SHOW SO MUCH 😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏

You…y-you watch the dragon prince?? /pos

I DONT MERELY WATCH IT, I CONSUME IT ON A SPIRITUAL AND PHYSICAL LEVEL!! MY SECOND FAVORITE SHOW! AHHHHHHH /pos

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I think my ovulation just got worse because all I can think about is him inside me Jesus fuck I’m just his helpless little bunny who wants to be used by him right now

I want to be touched and felt all over and be his good boy his adorable little thing..

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Kisses my boyfriend on the public TL like we’re in a movie

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Scariest thing about being a Femme Trans man???

The fact both Chasers and Cishet men who perceive me as a women can and will both say the most degrading and horrid fucking shit to me.

For at least a Month of Twitter I was getting Rape threats and being told that I should be violated.

Had instances where in public I wore a gag shirt that says “I <3 DILFs” and men would ligit take that as a sign I want to be hit on.

My own boyfriend told me I have to start being more aggressive towards men I do not know in public because men are pigs and take any form of kindness from a fem person as “I want you in my pants and between my legs”

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Lemme just tell you right the fuck now black people, specifically black afabs are not tme. We just aren't. Because transphobia, transmisogyny, misogyny, and racism go hand and hand.

Black people who are perceived as female have to present in hyperfeminine ways to avoid masculinization and to be accepted as women, the same way trans women do.

Black women have to make themselves look socially docile and take so much abuse just so people don't attack them due to being perceived as aggressive (which is tied to the social concept of masculinity) bc again, transphobia and racism go hand and hand.

If a black woman is perceived as "aggressive" she'll be faced with having similar stereotypes of violence and aggression pushed on her the same way trans women do. Some people even go so far as to say an aggressive black woman is no better than a man.

Transmisogyny doesn't just function on the basis of a transphobe 100% knowing you're trans. If they did transvestigators wouldn't be a thing, and if you haven't noticed the features transvestigators like to call out the most are features strongly associated with black women and black people in general.

Transmisogyny functions on the basis of if you adhere to eurocentric standards of femininity as closely as possible and if you stray from that in any way you're perceived as a threat to white womanhood.

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@addithegaycowboy explain.

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That was your ASMR last night

My boyfriend just discovered he snores in his sleep a lil bit and it's like the cutest thing ever. Like it sounds so soft when he snores. Like a lil bunny!

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We all collectively sighed…

Well time to put “Hatsune Miku” on my ballot in November

of all the times to miss 🙄🙄🙄

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I think Sylus has a very big personality

One second he's over here sobbing over how much we love each other the next second he's doing this tomfoolery.

@benshapirosgaylover explain yourself to the audience

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Yes I was :3

One second he's over here sobbing over how much we love each other the next second he's doing this tomfoolery.

@benshapirosgaylover explain yourself to the audience

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I was talking about his personality obvi

One second he's over here sobbing over how much we love each other the next second he's doing this tomfoolery.

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