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OH OH OH FERNANNDOOOOOOO

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CODY CHRISTIAN NOTORIOUS NICK (2021)

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You own the home you live in. The last owners painted the walls of your bedroom a horrible off white.

You fucking hate it. Every day you wake up to off-white walls and off-white ceilings and pass through your off-white door to get to the rest of the house. You feel like you've been locked up in a padded room. It makes you want to die.

So what is there to do? Well, you own the home. Go out and get some paint, a roller or two, and a drop cloth. If the color makes you want to kill yourself, you should obviously change it.

But what if you didn't hate it. What if it just mildly perturbed you? Or maybe what if you didn't, like, reeeeeally mind it all that much, but you knew that another color would make you a lot happier? Does the decision that you come to change?

Sure, it's work moving the furniture out, setting up, painting, making sure you get the edges, cleaning up, letting it all dry, etc, but isn't adding joy to your life worth the effort? Don't you owe it to yourself to subtract mediocrity and add happiness? Do you need to be miserable to envision a better life?

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Wait so you’re telling me my only options for letting people know I’m having a hard time in real life are 1) telling them (won’t happen, humiliating) or 2) public mental breakdown (also won’t happen, more humiliating)

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martyr by paul fryer

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Because, Randy. I have been watching you, and I know for a fact that you are better than this shit. You have a full-sized, honest-to-God, functioning human brain. And yet, today I watched you eat a day old cheeseburger because a walking dick with arms fucking told you to. You are twenty years old, and you are already more pathetic than every person in this godforsaken town, and that bugs the living shit out of me. But there’s something about you. There’s something fixable. And I believe that. I mean, hell, when you were standing there watching me, waiting for me to kill you... that was the only thing I believed. Does that answer your question?

THE PASSENGER (2023) Dir. Carter Smith

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objectifying him

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chimera pack: the future they deserved

there's an understanding among all of them that, when the doctors come again, they'll be dead. the practical solution to that is obviously to pile onto the nearest car—which just so happened to be theo's—and run for their lives.

chimera pack | theo raeken | josh diaz | tracy stewart | corey bryant | hayden romero | fanfic

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but if I don't get weird and horny about this then who will

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I can't talk about this to Sammy. You know, I gotta keep my game face on. But, uh, truth is I'm not handling it very well.

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Stress having physical effects is so stupid your body's just like "you've been having a real shit time and I'm about to make it worse" I hope you die I hope we both die

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idgaf if my parents are disappointed in me I'm not impressed by them either

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I was gonna make ten for a nice round number but I ran out of gas.

I'll throw in Franco to sweeten the deal

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Something about how Snape says in anger about his first time going to the Shrieking Shack, "Saved? Saved? You think [James] was playing the hero? He was saving his neck and his friends' too!" (DH)

Something about how Snape tells Harry in exasperation in his second time in the Shack, "I have just saved your neck; you should be thanking me on bended knee!" (PoA)

Then something about how Snape dies from a neck wound on his third time in the Shack, doing the exact opposite of saving his own neck, while "Harry remained kneeling at Snape's side"... (DH)

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He's a cunt, SO WHAT? Get the fuck out of his way or accept the consequences 😤💅

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So while I know Stiles canonically is probably a classic rock guy going by his shirts (although you cannot tell me the kid doesn't jam out to lady gaga's the fame monster), are you really in a fandom unless you project aspects of yourself onto characters?

Specifically an unhinged case of 'will listen to absolutely anything' taste in music - I'm the 'never pass the AUX cord' in my friend group.

The song in question (that i had on repeat enough one year that it was on my spotify wrapped) :

I just quite like the idea of Stiles zoning out to some strange beats :)

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my dealer: got some straight gas. this strain is called “daylight savings time” youll be zonked out of your gourd

Me: yeah whatever. i dont feel shit.

1 hour and 5 minutes later: dude I swear it’s only been 5 minutes

my friend the oven, pacing: the smart devices are lying to us