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nothing has changed in the four months that passed :'D

i have so much shame in my body and it has prevented me from doing so many things, but i dont know what to do about it

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comparison ! is ! the ! thief ! of ! joy !!!

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im graduating in a month so im kinda going through the motions and would love some movie recommendations of young adults finding their place or purpose in this world PLEASE

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i have so much shame in my body and it has prevented me from doing so many things, but i dont know what to do about it

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i am too full of life to be half-loved

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existential crises hit different when school's over 🤪

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i want to make the life that i want to live a reality, and not just a want

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i was supposed to be so much more than this

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fully forgot about the guy but im now kinda obsessing about him again because my friend mentioned that he asks her how i am 😾

a guy held my hand 4 days ago and i have not stopped thinking about it since

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if im gonna have an eating disorder why can't it be the one that makes me lose weight

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what the hell am i doing with my life. it just seems to be such a waste and that's so sad.

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a guy held my hand 4 days ago and i have not stopped thinking about it since

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{Words by Anaïs Nin, from The Diary Of Anais Nin, Vol. 4 (1944-1947) / Cynthia Cruz from diagnosis,The glimmering room}