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started crashing out bcs dad ate the last cheese, this isnt the first time

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"cause homes not home unless youre there/ill never be ready but i dont care" starts shaking and seizing

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eating breakfast food for dinner, bitch i am so free

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wish i could go back to 2014 tumblr days ... (i was 7 and instead i was probably playing roblox speed run 4)

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"whatevers wrong with me/i will take to bed." oh hayden you make me sick

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i have nothing to post so heres a raiden shogun i drew last month

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one thing about me is that i hate melanie martinez, but what highschool sweethearts (specifically the bridge) does to me needs to be studied

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i started playing some kind of gooner game, nu:carnival bliss, its honestly trashy and cringy but quincy and the main guy is hot so whatever #gooner4life

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ethal cains onanist is on, im looking at lamb tattoos on pinterest and i suddenly had the overwhelming urge to cry

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gonna tell my future kids this was supposed to be their father but instead i married my idiot husband

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another collage!! this time based on "где мой дом" by IC3PEAK, its been on repeat since the album release

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one of my earliest memories is when i was watching something on my ipad as a kid (i was maybe 9, 8?) and suddenly my moms cousins family came over, and the daughter asked me "what the hell are you watching?" and i got grounded as a result. for years, when i tried to remember what i was watching, i mistook it for gay porn when really it was albertstuff. i feel like that explains a lot

okay maybe not one of my earliest memories but i have very few memories from my childhood so it counts

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a collage of media ive been consuming as of late - preachers daughter, jonathan byers, the virgin suicides, and brown aesthetics in general :p