beingofthestars
“I need to feel like I exist.”
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beingofthestars · 13 hours ago
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cmon, kiddo. you dont have to sleep for long. hell, ill probably fall asleep here too if you do. im pretty tired myself.
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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beingofthestars · 14 hours ago
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alright. if you feel its necessary then i wont stop you. just dont stress over it, okay?
try and get some rest, kiddo. lord knows you need it. want me to play music while you do?
WEEPS.... xe probably pulled the blanket a bit further onto steven.
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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beingofthestars · 14 hours ago
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of course, my star. i wouldnt wanna neglect your feelings. and theres no need to thank me, its just common decency, no?
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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beingofthestars · 14 hours ago
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you dont have too, kiddo. it was only a suggestion on ideas to help you feel more confident in your restaurant after all. you dont need to accept it!
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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beingofthestars · 16 hours ago
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we can ask harry if he supports you changing it if you wish. im sure he has ideas himself. and if not? then we can leave the building be and maybe just add a few things on? its okay if you dont like those ideas either.
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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beingofthestars · 17 hours ago
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hes not too busy, i promise, kid. if youd like? maybe i can call him and ask before we go over.
hm. how about this. have you ever asked anyone else what theyd like to see in your restaurant? tried to make little tweaks based on feedback? im sure the people youre close with have ideas.
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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beingofthestars · 17 hours ago
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maybe once you wake up me and you can go say hi to him together, okay?
xe hugged steven with one of xis arms.... comfort.....
and you are doing amazing with your business. sure it could always be better, but youre running a restaurant, kiddo! its not gonna be perfect.
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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beingofthestars · 19 hours ago
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you should likely check in on him when you have the chance. if you want, that is. i know hed love to see you.
xe probably put a hand on his head.. comforting pats<:3
i do agree with your view on that however. must be so sad to live a life so full of hate, huh?
and of course youre intelligent, my star. dont ever believe you arent. youre intelligent enough to run a business, correct?
and of course i dont mind kid. you dont need to leave if you dont want too.
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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beingofthestars · 1 day ago
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oh! those are rather pleasant sounding flowers! i can see why they fit me and jake. im glad you see me in such a positive light.
xis tail is wagging again!! :3
and shockingly? you actually remind me of a crow yourself. people who dont know you all too well seem to view you as a bad omen, at least from what reviews ive seen, but those of us that are closer to you? see how family driven and intelligent you are. which is how crows tend to be.
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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beingofthestars · 1 day ago
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xe let out a sigh and nodded in response to the first half.
hm. how about you tell me more about your flowers, kid? any in specific that you associate with anyone in particular?
xes trying to shift the conversation to something steven might actually want to talk about! :3
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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beingofthestars · 1 day ago
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my star, im perfectly comfortable. you dont need to worry about me. i like being able to help. you sharing this with me isnt a burden, okay? im not stressed, simply worried my advice isnt enough to help you. ive said it before and i will say it again, your family is here to help you get used to this kind of stuff. we dont mean to pressure you nor make you scared of us. do tell us if we do that, however.
xe could probably notice him looking around if hes still human. xe probably grabbed the nearest blanket, assuming theyre back at the couch, and gently handed it to steven! its soft!
we can move on from that topic if you wish however. mess with that if youre overwhelmed, okay, kiddo? i tried to steer clear of getting wool or velvet blankets. theyre a commonly upsetting texture.
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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beingofthestars · 1 day ago
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kid, ive- ive been in your shoes before. trust me, i know what its like to want to believe so badly that its not their fault they never gave you the attention you deserve. thats its not because of them that you are the way you are today. that they do still care and can still change. but you want to know what else that neglect led me too? the worlds lowests self esteem and hardly recognizing myself as a real person. and i dont want that for you, my star.
xe sighed.
again, i really cant talk on the topic of not wanting to forget someone despite all the bad things they did, i tried to meet with someone who hurt me when i heard they were back for fucksake! kid, i just want you to know, that even if you still believe that? those of us that are trying to be better people are here for you. you can believe whatever you want. just know youe current family? we dont plan on leaving you anytime soon. okay?
and i suppose that last part would make sense. apologies if i talked too much, kiddo, just trying to help where i can-
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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beingofthestars · 1 day ago
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ah. thats what this is about. but yes. i understand that perfectly, i promise. its difficult to let go of someone who you feel youre supposed to be attached to. again, something im still struggling with myself. but as joe and harry have told me? it will happen eventually. once you surround yourself with the right people youll see that the people you wish to forget are in the wrong. apologies if that doesnt make sense nor provide much comfort, we really are in the same boat you and i-
oh! im glad im.. trusted. im glad im able to provide comfort of some sort. do you know why youre scared of joe and harry? if you dont mind me asking. you dont have to share if you dont want to, my star.
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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beingofthestars · 1 day ago
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then we'll get you one. okay, kid? and its not silly to own one in the slightest. whoever told you that simply thinks in a more negative light. as long as its comforting for you? thats all that matters.
as for.. that last bit. im not too sure of that myself yet. from whats helping me at this current point in time, however? just surround yourself with people you trust. make sure you feel safe talking to at least some of those people. like youre doing right now. im not the best at that myself, so i can tell you im very proud of you for being open about this.
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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beingofthestars · 1 day ago
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oh! kid, if youre referring to wanting a plush? i can absolutely make that happen. is there any specific kind youd like? i mean, im assuming you want a fox one, but do you want a small one, a big one, weighted, just filled with fuzz, all those fun details. its nice to have things you dont really need sometimes. also? of course im nice. i wouldnt dream of being rude to you.
xe made xis own cup.. though xe made it iced coffee and it probably has enough sugar to kill a cow so. can you really call it coffee?
hm? of course you can. whatever you want to talk about, im always here for you, my star.
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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beingofthestars · 1 day ago
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my star, id see it as fun to spoil you. even if you dont need much, if you ever do? just tell me and ill try and get it for you. that is if you will let me. if not? ignore this.
woe! cup of coffee be upon ye! it has the creamer steven likes in it!
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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beingofthestars · 1 day ago
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no need! zhes your aunt after all. im sure zhed be thrilled to share with you. plus, zhes, like.. exceedingly well off. wouldnt call zir rich, but zhe definitely has enough money if zhe is able to support me and pay for my therapist.
xe giggled for a second! being silly..
as for that last part, then im glad i can help you get used to it. you can have whatever you like when youre with me. its nice to be spoiled sometimes, no?
[Hai moon! I offer up your son! His hair seems to be a mess. His eyes are puffy, and his cheeks are probably stained from crying so much! Also, this time? He's not in his usual suit attire. Sure, he still has slacks? But Sly seemingly has Joe's shirt on their shoulders! His voice is probably cracked. He is… A mess.]
 
"I just wanted to check in with you. Hha. If.. it’s a bad time I can come back later.-“
@ask-steven-stevenson
hi steven! you are currently in xis sisters house! xis sister isnt here at the moment, however, so its just you n moon. xe steps forward, attempting to reach out before hesitantly folding xis hands to xis chest. xe looks concerned.
hi! hello, kiddo! nonono, its never a bad time for you to visit! is something up?
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