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they all have something to do on a sunday

you're the only loser staring at the wall

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reblogging for emphasis. move along

its been three days since ive been home and my mother has already called me incapable and the source of unhappiness in this apartment <3 so good to be home! was it better to be suicidal and alone or sucidal and with a support system of 3

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i wish i could let go

tbh i dont know what i expected

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All My Friends Hate Me And I Don't Necessarily Think They're Wrong To Do So: A Memoir

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@roach-works // Melissa Broder, "Problem Area" // Mary Oliver, "The Return" // @annavonsyfert // Koyoharu Gotouge, Demon Slayer // Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance Dance // David Levithan, How They Met and Other Stories // Tennessee Williams, Notebooks

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Npd culture is being excited that people are talking about you when you're not there, even if it's bad stuff, because they haven't forgotten you.

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to be perfectly honest i think that ghosts being transluscent and faded is kind of antithetical to what they represent. they're an echo that cannot move on, cannot fade out - they should be oversaturated and stiff and strangely out of place and unchanging, like something preserved in clear glass.

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(You’ve chosen to not remember this part.)

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NPD culture is stopping to look at yourself in the mirror, giving yourself a lovesick look for a few minutes, and then giggling when you realize your eyes are dilated at yourself

- vagary

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i found you in this lifetime and i’ll find you in the next. consider this a warning

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feeling bad again

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i had a point i think

is it morally okay to hate all of your friends

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differently place same song

why is it that when you talk about your boyfriend it'll stretch for 40min of the same fucking thing but talking about my friends gets me a "it is what it is"

man i really want to die my home is gone

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in hindsight that night was very much a premonition

tbh i dont know what i expected

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i am in so much pain . for so many different reasons

i wish i had the privilege of only hating my body over aesthetic reasons lmao