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Oh hell Edâs reading fanfic again. đ±đ±đ±
I donât recognize any of these, thoâŠ
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the sheer offensiveness of rereading something you wrote, discovering that, hey, itâs actually pretty good, and then reaching the end, wherein you realize that if you want more you actually have to write it
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This seems like an appropriate reblog for tonight. đ
Happy New Year! đđ„đ
BECAUSE PURPLE - Chapter 13: Â Because Iâm Graceful Like That
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My mom called me the next afternoon, offering to take the kids for a few days over the New Yearâs weekend. Â She said I should make some plans with my friends and have some fun. Â I was pretty surprised by the offer, but thought that I should probably take advantage of it. Â I definitely didnât want to sit at home feeling sorry for myself on New Yearâs Eve.
âGive Jen and Izzy a call. See if they are free. Â Maybe you could all go out for dinner, or to a party. Your father and I will have our own little New Yearâs celebration with the kids, here.â
âReally? Â Wow, thanks, Mom. Â Iâll give them a call right now, and get back to you.â
âSounds good, honey. Talk to you soon.â
âBye, Mom. Â Love you.â
 I called Jen and Izzy right away.  Jen answered, and excitedly gave the phone to Izzy after I told her I was suddenly free on New Yearâs Eve.
I repeated everything to her.
âAre you kidding? Because I just heard from Adam, and he got a hold of some comp tickets to the New Yearâs Eve party at the Planetarium. Iâm talking $300 tickets! Â Wanna go?â
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Merry Christmas Eve! â€ïžđâ€ïž
âWeâll Be Quietâ - A (belated) Christmas One-Shot
Itâs finally here! I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I did writing it! Â
I am sorry for the delay. Itâs really hard to find time to write when the entire family is home 24/7! Throw in some bad autism days and a lot of sleep deprivation, and itâs actually a Christmas Miracle that this is only 4 days late! LOL
WARNING: Here Be Sexy Times :-)
Without further adoâŠ
Weâll Be Quiet
Our guests had finally all gone to bed. Â Ed and I just finished cleaning up empty bottles, leftover food, and other remnants from the Christmas Eve festivities. The room was dark but for the glowing embers in the fireplace and the multi-colored, twinkling lights adorning the enormous Christmas tree centered prominently at the front of the room.
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Oh the nostalgia - my very first one-shot!
Itâs a One-Shot!
No actual Sexy Times occur, but there is some nakedness - sadly, itâs not Edâs. My sincere apologies.  Itâs mostly fluff and silliness.  :-)
I hope everyone likes it!
Without further adoâŠ
ICY HOT - A One-Shot
What was I thinking?  Iâm so stupidâŠ
I can totally do this, I thought. Â It will be fun, I thought.
Except I could not do it, and it was not fun at all. Â It was hell. Â
It was just a stupid Pilates class - I thought it would be easy.  Iâm a former nationally-ranked gymnast, for Christâs sake.  OK, that may have been years agoâŠbut Iâm in pretty decent shapeâŠI think.  I mean, I still run.  I thought I was pretty limber.  But I apparently have âpoor core stability.â  Whatever that means.  Hmph.
I pulled into the driveway, turned off the ignition, and just sat there in the car for a few minutes, the back of my head leaning against the headrest. Â I didnât want to move - my muscles had already started stiffening up during the 10 minute car ride home. Â I was sore everywhere, but my upper back and my ass were feeling particularly awful. Â My body definitely wasnât used to the kind of workout that Pilates involved. Â
Damn.
I eventually made my way inside, and headed directly for the shower. Â It was a weekday, near noon, and no one was home. Â The kids were in school and Ed was out at some sort of meeting. Â
Iâd been standing under the spray of water, just savoring the sensation of it beating down on my sore body, when I heard the bathroom door open.
âHey, Iâm back.â
âHi. Â Iâm dying. Â Iâll be out in a bit.â
He pulled the shower curtain over and peeked in at me, his eyes roaming appreciatively up and down my body.
âYou donât look like youâre dying.â
âI had my first Pilates class. Â And Iâm definitely dying. Â My entire body hurts. Â Iâm going to lather myself up with some Icy Hot once Iâm done in here, and then Iâm not moving ever again.â
âSexy.â
âIâm telling youâŠâ
âWant help with that?â
âWith what? Â The Icy Hot?â
He raised his invisible brows up-and-down at me in a comical attempt at lewdness.
I stood there, naked and soaking wet and so, so sore, and rolled my eyes at him as I tried to suppress the grin that was threatening to give away my amusement.
âSure, that would be great.  Thank-you.  I canât really reach my back, anyway.  But this is not going to be a sex thing. I can barely move.  And Icy Hot would feel awful in certain places.â
âOK.â Â He leaned in and quickly kissed me. Â âIâll be here when youâre ready.â
Ten minutes later I exited the bathroom wrapped in a towel. Â Iâd combed and toweled my hair, but it was still wet. Â I handed the tub of Icy Hot to Ed and took off the towel and laid it out on the bed. Â Then I laid down upon it, face down, completely naked.
âIâm ready.â
âBe right there,â he answered softly from across the room. Â A few seconds later I heard the beginning notes of the âAnd Winter Cameâ album by Enya floating softly through the room.
He climbed up on the bed and unscrewed the lid from the tub as he sat on his knees, straddling my thighs.
âWhere are you sore?â
âEverywhereâŠâ
âYou want me to rub this stuff everywhere?â Â
âNo, maybe just my shoulders and backâŠand my ass.â
âYour bum is really sore, then?â
âFucking burns like a motherfucker.â
A surprised gasp of a laugh burst from him. Â âI guess so?â
âYou have no idea.â
I couldnât see him, since I was laying face down on the bed, but I just knew he was silently laughing at me.
âCâmon, itâs not funny! Â You try doing Pilates and see how funny it is when you can barely move afterwards.â
âSorry. Â Youâre just almost never this grumpy.â
I heard him unscrew the lid, and a few seconds later I could feel him smearing the cold, goopy balm over my shoulders and upper back. Â The coolness of it was slightly startling. Â
I usually prefer deep pressure back-rubs. Â Since I was already so sore, though, I needed a lighter touch. Â I still wanted to feel some pressure, but nothing like I usually prefer. Â Â Ed seemed to instinctively know that without having to ask me, and he applied the perfect amount of pressure to my achy body. Â I closed my eyes and enjoyed the beautiful music and the amazing feeling of his hands on me, applying the cool, menthol-infused cream all over.
âIs this OK?â
âMmm-hmmmâŠâ I breathed out.
Between the warmth of his fingers massaging my skin and the Icy Hot doing its thing and heating up, I was feeling so relaxed I almost could have fallen asleep.
But then his hands moved down to my bottom, and I was instantly hyper-alert.
After a few nice, firm caresses, his hands disappeared from my skin for a few seconds, only to return with more of the cool, menthol-y balm. Â He began massaging it in, and it soon covered all of my backside.
I know that he has a âthingâ for my ass - heâs never been shy about that. Â Part of me wishes I could have watched him while his hands were on me, because I have a feeling he was enjoying it just as much as I was. Â He was being very attentive and very thorough, using a combination of finger-tips, thumbs, palms, and knuckles to work out all of the tension in my muscles. Â It felt freaking phenomenal. Â
SoâŠIâm low-key turned on pretty much at all times when Iâm around Ed, especially when he touches me.  And this situation was no exception.  I mean, I was naked, he was straddled over my legs with a very close direct view of my ass, and his hands were all over it.  Unfortunately, they were also covered in Icy Hot, which severely limited anything else he could touch.
Fuck.
Without any forethought, I found myself starting to arch my back and move my hips a little bit - up into his hands, seeking outâŠsomething.
âYou enjoying this?â Â I could actually hear him smiling.
âMmmm-hmmm.â
You like my hands on your arse, yeah?â
âYeah. Â Feels good.â Â
âToo bad I canât put them anywhere else.â
I groaned in frustration and he just quietly laughed at me. Â âDonât blame me. Â Youâre the one who laid out that rule. Â Not that I disagree - in theory.â
I took a sighing breath. Â âI know. Â Doesnât mean Iâm happy about it, though.â
We were quiet for another minute or so. Â He brought his hands to my hips then, and began to lightly smooth his hands over them, from my waist to my thighs, and then up, slowly repeating the action. Â
âYou have the prettiest bum Iâve ever seen.â Â His voice was low and soft, and hearing those words come from his made the butterflies in my stomach take flight. Â I was officially putty in his hands.
I was honestly so turned on by then and squirming fretfully and wanting to be touched in 100 other places.
DAMN YOU, ICY HOT.
He held me by my hips to keep me from fidgeting too much.
âDown, girl.â
âHey!â Â I brought both hands back to the middle of my back and double-flipped him off.
He wasnât even trying to hide his laughter anymore. Â âSorry. Â That was rude of me.â Â He gave each of my butt cheeks a light smack. Â âAll done.â
After he climbed off of me I turned around and sat up to face him. Â I still felt sore, but it was much less so than before.
âOK. Â Put your hands out like this.â Â I held up both of my hands, palms facing out, just to the sides of my shoulders. Â He mirrored my pose, and I grabbed hold of his wrists.
âWhatâs this?â
âJust making sure you donât touch me,â I explained, sidling closer to him. Â
He blinked a few times at me curiously, but was more than willing to see what I was about.
I kissed him then - first with short, sweet pecks to his full lips, then the corners of his mouth.
âThank-you,â I murmured in between kisses.
âFor what?â he muttered into my mouth.
I laughed softly into his mouth before leaving another kiss. Â âFor the Icy Hot.â Â Then I left a small nibble on his lower lip. Â âAnd the massage.â
I pulled away and saw that his eyes had zeroed in on my boobs. Â
âHey. Â Up here,â I grinned, releasing his hands and gesturing to my face.
He let his hands drop to his lap as he slowly dragged his eyes up to mine, smirking the whole time.  âI just thought Iâd take a good lookâŠsince I canât touch.â
âOhhhhhh, OK.â Â
He leaned his upper body into mine, keeping his hands in his lap, and returned my kisses. Â I rested my hands at his hips while we smiled goofy smiles and just enjoyed each otherâs closeness.
After a minute or so, his phone started vibrating from his jeans pocket.
âYour pants are vibrating.â
He looked at me meaningfully as he pulled his phone out and shook his head. Â âYou have no idea.â
He glanced at his caller ID and sighed.
âI have to take this.â Â He sounded sad.
âHoney?â
He looked up at me as he was about to answer it.
I was waving my hands in front of me and trying really hard not to laugh.  âNo, stop!  I think you just got Icy Hot all over itâŠâ
He looked down at his phone in surprise - as if heâd be able to see the offending substance on it. Â His finger was poised just an inch from it. Â It stopped buzzing, indicating that he missed the call. Â Then he looked up at me, seeming to be both annoyed and amused at the same time. Â
âI - Iâm sorry. Â I just didnât want you to get it on your face.â
âOh!  OK.  ThanksâŠI need toâŠI need to call him backâŠâ  He was still holding and staring at his phone.
âWellâŠwait.  Wash your hands and wipe down your phone, first.  Iâll get dressed and make us some lunch while youâre on your call.â
âYeah. Â Iâll do that. Â Why the fuck is my brain not working?â Â He shook his head and laughed, and then gave me a slightly accusing look. Â âI think your nakedness distracted me.â
âHa - my job here is done,â I uttered softly. Â
With a grin, I got up off the bed and started rummaging through my dresser for my underwear. Â He watched me for a minute before going to the bathroom to clean up. Â Donât think I didnât notice the look of admiration he was giving me before he left, though.
âAlright. Â Iâll be down for lunch in a little bit, then.â Â
âOK,â I answered softly. Â âLove you.â
He stopped just before he was about to close the bathroom door, looked back at me curiously, and smiled. Â âLove you too, sweet girl.â
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Wow, reading through my old stuff is a trip - Iâd completely forgotten all about this! Itâs cozy...kinda nice on a chilly fall day like today. â€ïž
Hereâs a tiny lilâ blurb, not part of my BP series (although it probably could work there, too). It was a request, so thank-you, Anon!
I hope you like!
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becuzpurple  :39: âI wish we could stay like this forever. â
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I Wish We Could Stay Like This Forever
Itâs Sunday morning, and weâre sleeping in. Â Well, Iâm awake, but weâre both still in bed. Â Heâs sound asleep. Â
Checking my phone on the nightstand, I see itâs only a little after 7am. So much for me sleeping in.
I quietly slip out of bed, hoping not to rouse him, and wash up and brush my teeth before heading straight downstairs towards the kitchen and some much-needed coffee.
After a couple cups and a few loads of laundry, I spy my sleepy boy shuffling into the living room, where Iâm currently sitting on the sofa folding clean clothes while the morning news show drones quietly from the TV. Heâs wearing gray and white plaid flannel pajama pants and a long-sleeved red thermal shirt. Â Itâs more than he wore to bed, but mornings have been a little chilly lately.
He squints at me through drowsy eyes, hovering in the archway. Â âMorning. Coffee?â Â His voice is still crackly with sleep.
âHey, you. Â Yeah, thereâs half a pot left. Â Bring me one, too?â
âMmmm,â he nods as he sleepily plods into the kitchen.
A few minutes pass, and he joins me on the sofa, setting down two steaming mugs. Â Without more than a glance he begins sorting and folding socks from the pile Iâd formed.
âAww, youâre taking on sock mountain.â
âTheyâre mostly mine, anyway, yeah?â
I consider the black socks with the blue Divide logo all over them that he is currently rolling up into a ball, and huff out a small laugh through my nose.  Itâs so funny to me that he wears his own merchâŠthatâs my goofball. Â
âYou arenât wrong.â
My mind wanders as we fold and sort.  Heâs a bit of a dichotomy.  Heâs so normal, but his career is so not normal.  All the fame, money, and special privileges that have come his wayâŠI think it could be very easy to get completely caught up in that lifestyle and to forget that itâs actually quite exceptional.  But he works really, really hard to maintain as much normalcy as he can.  He loves the simple things in life:  family, friends, love, laughter, kindness, good food and drink⊠He puts effort in every day to make sure he doesnât take any of these things for granted.  He surrounds himself with them. Thatâs not to say he doesnât enjoy the perks of his job.  Who wouldnât?  But heâs not an asshole about it, and that speaks volumes to his character.  Heâs the goods.
âDo you have a lot left to pack?â
âYeah, like, everythingâŠâ He rolls his eyes self-deprecatingly.
Nodding, I ask, âWhat can I do to help?â
âUmm, nothing really.  I just need to shower, pack, and then confirm my rideâŠâ
âWell, Iâll feed you, then - you need to eat.â
He flopped back against the sofa, a slightly petulant sigh escaping him. Â Turning to me with his signature cheeky grin, he answered. Â âYou take such good care of me. Â Whoâs gonna take care of me on tour when youâre not there? Â I might starve. Â And Iâll have no one to cuddle or snog or fu-â
â-OK, Mr. Letâs Eat 1000 Wings by End of Tour,â I tease. Â âI donât think you starving is a possibility. Â And the other things? Â Youâll just have to wait for me to visit in a few weeks.â
I turn my body into his and direct his lips to mine. Our kisses are lazy and languid - soft pecks and tugging lips and smiles and sighs. Â Then they become longer and more thorough, yet we still take our time. Â His slow kisses are my kryptonite.
Itâs a perfect Sunday morning. Â Weâre together in our home - our home! - sipping coffee, still in our pajamas, folding laundry, smooching on each other, and I donât want it to ever end.
âI wish we could stay like this forever.â It just slipped out.
Heâs still for a few short seconds, and I wonder if I shouldnât have said that. Raising my head up from his shoulder where Iâd been resting it, I glance at him. Heâs wearing a faint, soft, knowing grin.
âPretty sure thatâs the plan, pretty girl.â
Ohh, my.  Jesus, the way heâs looking at me nowâŠIâm sure itâs how every girl dreams of being looked at.  I thought heâd already completely taken my heart, but hearing him say those words, and seeing that look on his face when he smiles at me?  Iâm starting to see that my love for him isnât finite, but keeps growing.  My heart is his to take again and again and again.  Forever.
âItâs the plan?â
âIsnât it?â
I feel myself mirroring his beaming face, nodding.
âYes. Yes, it is, Teddy.â
ââââââââââ-
Well, itâs not much, but I hope you like it, anyway. :-) Iâd love to know your thoughts!
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Piggybacking on last nights reblog of âHospitalâ (pt. 1)...hereâs the reblog of pt. 2, called âHomeâ.
I hope you enjoy it!
Home - A One-Shot (pt 2 of 2)
WARNING: Sexy Times occur đ
(Pt. 1 - Hospital)
12 Days Post-SurgeryâŠ
ââŠheâs been here, ya know?â
âMm-hmmâŠâ Nathan sounded distracted - probably on his Nintendo. Â
I couldnât see them - but was only feet away from the door to Nathanâs room. Iâd been about to bring him some laundry, but I stopped in my tracks when I heard the tail end of what Lucy was saying. Â They were both in there, but they couldnât see me.
âNate,â she sounded almost like a teacher or a parent trying to get the attention of a daydreaming child.
âHold on! What? OKâŠitâs been fine, I guess.  Heâs helping Mom a lot.  And I donât think sheâs sick of him,â he laughed.
I couldnât see them, but I guessed that Lu was smirking and nodding her head while looking down.
âSooo, what if he stays?â Â Lucyâs voice was very soft.
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I canât believe itâs been over 3 years since I wrote this. It feels like it was only a year ago.
Anyway, I hope this finds a few readers - new or old!
Hospital - A One-Shot (pt 1 of 2)
I was asked for some Cuddly/Caring Ed and came up with this idea. Â The bulk of the cuddles and caring will actually come in part 2, though (sorry!).
I wrote a part of this from Edâs point-of-view for the first time, which was really weird for me since Iâm so used-to and comfortable using Kateâs voice. Â But she was unavailable (youâll see why soon), so Ed needed to step up!
Enjoy!
Something was definitely not right. Iâd had a stomachache since late morning. It was just below and to the left of my belly button at first, and then it traveled right. Â Eating didnât help, and I was pretty sure it wasnât intestinal pain, either. Painkillers did nothing - it actually got worse as the day went on. Â It was unfamiliar to me - Iâd never felt pain quite like it before.
Weâd had plans to visit my parents that evening, and celebrate my momâs birthday. Â I wasnât sure if I should cancel or not, or maybe just stay home and let Ed take the kids without me. Â But I decided to suck it up and go. Â At about 4 pm we all piled into the car and made the short ride over to my parentsâ house.
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Ok youâve convinced me! đŹ
Seeing @fingersnthumbsbaby reblogging her writing is making me think that I might want to do a little bit of that, too. đđ
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Seeing @fingersnthumbsbaby reblogging her writing is making me think that I might want to do a little bit of that, too. đđ
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IâM WRITING!
Itâs not the main BP story!
Who am I?
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Would anyone be interested if I did this? I got almost zero interest/feedback when I mentioned over the weekend that Iâm writing again. I know Edâs on break, but maybe some new stories could revive our blogs a bit?
blurb night blurb night blurb night!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!
so i KNOW i said âno blurb nights until july because i have school!!!!â but school sucks and i need serotonin so tonight is going to be a blurb night!!! itâll start OFFICIALLY at 9pm PST (because i have a class until then rip me) but you guys can send in ideas now if you want????? and when i start to get distracted from my essay and end up on tumblr iâll answer them!!!!! iâd say iâll answer right at 9 but we all know my attention span is in the negatives so. im gonna end up on here before then.
if you havenât been around for a blurb night before, hereâs how it goes!!!! you can send in:
concepts about harry
aus about harry
thoughts about harry
soft stuff. not so soft stuff.
basically anything to do with harry???Â
truly anything
and niall too we love that lil man sorry i forgot about him
and if youâre wondering âleyla!! wait!!! i love aus but donât know which ones to choose!!!!â here are some popular ones from past blurb nights!!!
mob/mafia
photographer
prince
best friend
boxer
college
bad boy
greaser
eras like 70s/80s
actor
anything else you can think of!! the list is endless
if you donât wanna see any of blurb night thats fine!!!! just blacklist the tag #blurb night and i promise there are no hard feelings!!!
okay iâm gonna go work on my essay so start sending stuff in!!! see you all at 9pm OR when i get distracted in like. 20 minutes oops
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I know itâs not new, but Iâd love your feedback just the same!
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(this is a re-posting of an old story I started almost 2 years ago, but never completed. This is the introduction, and I have 2 more chapters to repost within the next few days. Iâve just started continuing to write the story, so, in hopes that I follow through, Iâm reposting the existing parts now. I hope you enjoy this, and please shower me with positive comments and likes, because that will definitely encourage me to keep writing, lol!)
Samantha Jean Kinney needed to start over in a big way.  Sheâd been in a bit of a rut, just going through the motions of everyday life, feeling slightlyâŠdissatisfied but unable to put her finger on why, exactly.  After an unexpected blow to her personal life, she decided it was the perfect time for a much-needed fresh start.
Life is weird.  Bad things happen.  Wonderful things happen.  Do we control these things, or is it fate?  Maybe itâs both, or maybe itâs neither.  In any case, I donât want to let life just pass me by any more.  I want to take it by the horns and enjoy the hell out of itâŠto be kind, be generous, and make the most of what I have.
I want to really live, rather than just exist.
â
INTRODUCTION - No Returns
November
I was in shock. How could I have been so wrong? I loved him so much, and I believed he loved me right back. How could I have not seen this coming? How could he have done this to us? Â
I thought Brandon had been under pressure because of work.  I knew things were really busy at the law firm, and his client-load was heavy. For the past several months heâd been working long hours and not getting enough sleep. But I understood.  I was supportive.  If he needed time to unwind or be with friends, I encouraged it. On the flip side, if he needed my shoulder for emotional support or my body for physical comfort, they were his. I was there for him, damnit.
Not that I was his doormat.  I had my own life, too, and I didnât put it aside for him. But I thought we were sharing, blending our lives. I thought weâd eventually get married. We lived together for almost 2 years, for godâs sake.
So when I returned home from a long Thanksgiving weekend visiting my parents (he said he couldnât come because of work) to find our apartment virtually wiped clean of his existenceâŠcalling it a complete shock would have been an understatement. Heâd taken the majority of the furniture and all of the electronics. He left me the older sofa, the bedroom set, most of the kitchen supplies, and the cat.  My own personal belongings were untouched, thank goodness. Â
He left a note taped to the refrigerator door spelling out his reasons. Â As far as I could tell, it was mostly lies, exaggerations, and ridiculous accusations used to justify his actions.
âThereâs no point in maintaining a relationship that brings no returnsâŠâ
âIâm sure youâve been with other menâŠâ
âWe donât have the same interests or goals anymoreâŠâ
âI hate your fucking catâŠâ
No person is perfect and no relationship is perfect - weâre all works in progress. Iâd always put effort into Brandonâs and my relationship - it was a priority to me. So, I was baffled as to why the first Iâd heard any of this was literally AFTER he left. I guess I really wasnât as important to him as he was to me.  He pretty much came right out and said it, didnât he?
I never cheated on him, nor even considered it.  So, naturally, his accusation led me to wonder if heâd been cheating, and if he was deflecting his own actions onto me.
I wondered exactly what his goals in life were, and when and why I stopped fitting into them. Â Or if I ever did, for that matter.
And my cat? Â Really?
I sat down hard on the sofa - the sole piece of furniture left in the living room, and considered crying.  But I couldnât summon tears - yet. PB appeared and wrapped himself around my legs once before jumping up on my lap.  At least I had something living and breathing to hold on to, even if it was only my somewhat apathetic cat.
I wasnât sure what to do. Â Part of me wanted to call him and demand he tell me what the actual fuck was up his ass. Â I wanted to defend myself and refute his ridiculous claims. Â Yet I didnât want to give him the satisfaction of knowing I was so gutted. Â
I didnât call.
I was too numb to do anything, to be honest. Â I sat there for a long while, trying to wrap my head around everything, but all I felt was shock. Â It hadnât sunk in, despite the evidence all around me. Â I knew heâd been unhappy lately, but I never imagined it had anything to do with me. Â I thought it was a temporary, work-related thing, and that heâd eventually work through it. Â And he let me think that while he was planning this.
Fucker.
Eventually I got up, scrubbed my face, pulled my hair back into a messy, loose ponytail, and changed into my most comfy flannel pajamas. Ambling into to the kitchen, I wondered if he left me anything in the refrigerator, and was relieved to find a bowl of leftover pasta. I warmed it in the microwave and opened a bottle of red wine.  I didnât bother with a glass.
I could do worse than wine and pasta, right?  Itâs comfort food. Â
I thought Iâd sit and watch something on TV while I ate - something that would make me laugh, because god knows I could use it. Â But then I remembered that he took the TV and all the TV equipment.
Double-fucker! Itâs fine, though.  I have my laptop and Netflix.
But the goddamn twatweasel took the router, too.
And thatâs when the tears finally came.
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What the heck Iâm writing again. Who am I?
#it's not BP tho#It's NUMB#I should repost the 2 parts of NUMB#maybe that would motivate me to keep going#thoughts?
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Love Letters From Your Writing (via Electric Lit)
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Haha. Hello, Iâm still alive!
Turns out that in order to post my fics, I have to write them! Shocked and upset.
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...and to all a good night. Merry Christmas!
âWeâll Be Quietâ - A (belated) Christmas One-Shot
Itâs finally here! I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I did writing it! Â
I am sorry for the delay. Itâs really hard to find time to write when the entire family is home 24/7! Throw in some bad autism days and a lot of sleep deprivation, and itâs actually a Christmas Miracle that this is only 4 days late! LOL
WARNING: Here Be Sexy Times :-)
Without further adoâŠ
Weâll Be Quiet
Our guests had finally all gone to bed. Â Ed and I just finished cleaning up empty bottles, leftover food, and other remnants from the Christmas Eve festivities. The room was dark but for the glowing embers in the fireplace and the multi-colored, twinkling lights adorning the enormous Christmas tree centered prominently at the front of the room.
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#becausepurple#becuzpurple#ed sheeran#ed sheeran fan fic#ed sheeran mature fanfic#ed sheeran smut#Ed & Kate#Ed & Kate love story#one-shot#christmas one-shot#We'll Be Quiet#CODEFUCKINGGINGER#merry christmas
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