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i don’t mean this rudely and i am happy you’re giving love to your autistic child, but the actuallyautistic/actually autistic tags are meant for people who are, as stated, actually autistic! i take it from what you said that you’re not autistic, which is fine and i’m glad a non-autistic person is being open and willing to learn, but i just wanted to let you know! have a good day!

I am very sorry I didnt know.. I’m new to social media tbh I didnt know it meant personally me I just mean my daughter..but I’m glad I did cause it did bring others with Autism to my post and having that insight is better then any article, doctor, or even other mothers with Autism can teach me. I’m sorry If it offended you and it certainly isn’t rude! Its very helpful! Thank you 😊

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Twisted

Hello tumblr.. I am in a bit of a manic state..so if I am posting a long winded weird post dont mind it..I wanted to ask anyone who will respond..am I disturbed for loving movies/shows/reading true books/articles etc about psychopaths? I am not one..but I'm absolutely fascinated by the way these..inhuman soulless creatures inhabit a human form and take lives like it's a game, or a thrill. When I was in elementary school I went to mid evil times and yes they were mid evil times no mispelling)..I was soo bored..until I saw the torture chamber. In 6th grade I took out the book in library (yes I'm old people) called killer clown about John Wayne gacy and I read the book cover to cover. If you dont know who that is you've prolly stopped reading this by now. I have read multiple books articles on every serial killer or killers you can think of. And it doesnt stop at the Jeffrey dahmer, Ted Bundy types. I read everything on the ice man, hitman for the mob that used to kill with an ice pick, whitey bulger, the infamous mob snitch of black mass and very loosely based on the departed. I watch ID investigation channel " the murder channel" my mother dubbed it, constantly. I have watched every live interview..I even learned about how their brains work. They did studies on several known supposed psychopaths. They hooked up areas of the brain to a screen and played image after image to the known killers and then played them to John and Jane doe. The results..the images of happy people, happy faces, people doing nice things, hugs etc, the control groups lit up on The signals of the brain that indicate happy, love, affection, when people were scared, when violence occured, they lit up . The killers brains didnt light up a not at all anywhere.not happy, not sad, not angry on the happy posts, but the sad, violent, and scared faces their brains lit up like Christmas trees indicating excitement. They werent happy, they weren't angry, they were excited..violence made them feel something, fear made them feel. The true evil of a psychopath..they feel nothing inside. In order to fe1el, they need to see fear and violence. It excites them, it turns them on, like a drug addict who gets a fix or a sex addict..pure rush.. pure dopamine. Psychopaths enjoy killing because it gives them a true feeling where nothing else does. They are dead inside. They are not people, not really, they may look like us, they may play the part they need to so we dont know what they are, but even they know they are monsters. And once they kill and they usually do..they dont stop til they are stopped. In prison they still kill when possible. They see us as weak prey to hunt, stalk, bide their time. A psychopath doesn't kill for any other reason then the thrill of the hunt and the kill. Have you ever thought about what animal is the most psychopathic animal possibly out of all? You know and may even have one laying right next to you purring. A simple house cat. A pet cat does not need to kill to eat or survive..but my cat I've watched him torture small animals and couldnt catch him to get it away. Big Tomcat loved to hunt and be outside, scrappy. But I nicknamed him "Dexter" from the HBO show cause he would just have such fun with these small creatures for hours..letting them run a bit and grabbing their tail pulling them back. I yelled at him a few times..he made that flattened back ears " dont tell me what to do" tail flick cats do..and would leave. Was he hungry? Was he protecting himself? His space? His food? Etc? Nope. Hes just bored. It's a game. That is the nature of a true psychopath. They dont ever need to kill..they simply enjoy it. And that sounds like something out of fantasy right? Only its very real..and people often dont know who is one..until it's too late.

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Heyo! I'm autistic myself and please ask AUTISTIC people about autism! Make sure she can stim freely! And always ask to touch her. (Those are just the few most common things)

Please I would love to ask

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i don’t mean this rudely and i am happy you’re giving love to your autistic child, but the actuallyautistic/actually autistic tags are meant for people who are, as stated, actually autistic! i take it from what you said that you’re not autistic, which is fine and i’m glad a non-autistic person is being open and willing to learn, but i just wanted to let you know! have a good day!

I am very sorry I didnt know.. I'm new to social media tbh I didnt know it meant personally me I just mean my daughter..but I'm glad I did cause it did bring others with Autism to my post and having that insight is better then any article, doctor, or even other mothers with Autism can teach me. I'm sorry If it offended you and it certainly isn't rude! Its very helpful! Thank you 😊

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Follow up on last post

Just a quick clarification she Is low functioning when I said so high I was wrong

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Noticing new things

So now that I discovered my daughter having autism and such a high level, I have been noticing little quirks that I never added into the equation. For instance, she often paces in a pattern like, toybox to couch to chair to toybox to couch to chair, you get the idea. Another quirk is she has to reach out and touch certain items as she passes them. I knew she did those things but I never thought to attribute it to Austism. She is my first and only, I thought of it as being a 2 1/2 year old. I have to admit, I'm still not read up on austism..to be flat out honest it scares me. I have been using this Christmas to spend every moment with my little girl and husband. Learning can wait for now. This Is all about sitting back and taking it all in.

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Hello all!

I'm moving my actual blog to siteground from wordpress.com and its taking some time. Really wish I had done my research but you live and learn. Anyway I am hoping to get somewhere in the blogging world but with little technical skills, this has been quite a challenge for me. I wish there was an easy way to grasp all of this but my brain simply does not work that way..oh well heres to trying my best. Or at least trying at all.

This is my baby girl. She actually 2. I recently as in this week found out she has autism. Its rough stuff is on a mother. I have not had a chance to take it all in. Part of me has absolutely no idea how to feel. I do know I'm worried stressed and upset. I have problems with bipolar disorder and anxiety as well..its often hard for me to cope in these situations. I feel like avoiding it entirely but that just isnt possible

Lastly, I'm not used to writing these deep feeling blogs for the world to read. Dont be surprised if this is deleted later after I've come to my senses and decide to shut down

Love to all, BeautyGirlStyle

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