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Amber’s eyes trailed up and down his features in attempts to figure him out but even after all the years she knew him, she couldn’t be a hundred percent sure of what he was thinking right the moment he saw her. Sure, she could read him per usual but in this case, in their current situation it was nearly impossible for the blond to do so. Her feet dragged her over to where Johnny was within the blink of an eye-lash. Seconds felt like eternity as she made her way through the crowd. Her eyes met his and the sweet confession that fell from his lips only two heart beats later, caused a wide smile to play around her glossy lips. “I’ve missed you just as much” She told him in all honesty, finally bringing herself to leaning in to brush her lips against his own. The taste of his lips as alluring as it could have been and a shock of electricity shot up her spine at the desired contact. Johnny had never been someone to shower her with confessions and compliments and he didn’t have to either- his looks, the sparkles in his eyes were saying so much more than words evers could. And in his own admirable way, with just his looks and the way he treated her, he made her feel like the most beautiful and special woman on this planet. She took a seat next to him, her hand brushing down from his shoulder to his arm until she reached his palms and interlaced them with her own, listening to his every word. “What’s gotten you so tired, darling?” Amber asked curiously as she made herself more comfortable in the bar stool. “Are you alright?” Just hearing he was tired had her worried and even though she knew she was overdoing it, she couldn’t help herself. 

The blond sighed, her smile fading slightly as she looked into his eyes, just as tired as he seemed to be. “I-” Amber started and bit her lips before she took a deep breath and continued. He had been honest with her, now it was her turn to return the favor. “I wanted to see you Johnny. “ It was as simple as that. There was nothing else to say. The female just couldn’t bear the distance between herself and her husband anymore and before she knew, she found herself at the hotel Johnny booked himself in. The moment she got here she wasn’t quite sure if it was a good idea but right now, standing next to him, feeling him close and practically feeling his looks on her, she made up her mind. She sure as hell would have preferred to have this  kind of conversation in a more private environment but she didn’t want to go too far - yet. Their relationship was on a fragile point just now and she wouldn´t want to put it on risks because of her own impatience.His words reached each and every sense of hers, her eyes reflecting what her mind couldn´t avoid to think at the mere tone of his voice. A one-sided playful smirk made it´s way around her lips as she looked back at him with the same need reflected in her orbs. “And I thought you’d never ask” She teased as she got up from the stool and adjusted her short dress, waiting for him to lead the way to his room even though she already knew where it was.

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Johnny wasn’t surprised with Amber’s reaction. Maybe because he knew she missed him perhaps as much as he missed her. Once she ran into his arms, he caressed her back while she hugged him tightly. There wasn’t a single hug in the whole world that felt as good as his wife’s on that moment. I was like it was something he was needing for a thousand years and finally did it. He wasn’t sure if he should tell her all of his feelings and express them with kisses and foundling or should keep quiet, but he decided not to. “I missed you like hell, Amber” those words softly came out of his mouth as he grinned. He was indeed saying the truth, his eyes were now fixed on her’s as his fingertips clearly passed on the back of her hands. All he wanted in that moment was to give her some love and affection and enjoy the time they had together. “I was with the boys. But then I left. I couldn’t manage to stay there. I was real tired” Alice Cooper and Joe Perry, two of his biggest friends and also band-mates of Hollywood Vampires were obviously very close to Johnny. But they wanted to spend time with their family in London which was completely understandable, so he decided to spend some time alone to rethink about the shitloads of things he had on his mind for the past months.

“And what are you doin’ here?” His eyes met her’s once again and he furrowed his brow, curiously. Even though Johnny wasn’t the man who expressed his emotions the most, he knew Amber would be sure he was very excited to have her around, even though of everything that had been happening in the past couple of months. The third glass of wine had been given to him as he focused his gaze on her outstanding big green eyes and he could only manage to say “thank you” to the barman, not evening paying any attention to him. It was like he was some kind of hypnotized by her. The brown eyed actor figured he should’ve find some other place to have that kind of conversation with his beloved wife and his brain instantly started to think about many places where they could sit and have a conversation alone. With a preference, of course: To bring some more drinks. “Do you want to go upstairs? To my room?” He whispered softly once again, loud enough for his hoarse voice be noticed by her.

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Amber Heard & a bust in Paris (2013). Photos by Julian Torres.

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Her heart beat was racing from the second her eyes spotted his name on the screen of the little device in her hands. Once she sent her reply, she chewed the inside of her bottom lip almost desperately. God did she miss him. It was almost as if she didn’t realize it until now - of course she knew better, all the endless nights she couldn´t beat insomnia, thinking about what he was doing, if he felt the same, if she should text him or even fly back home to visit him. So mant questions and no answers. Every second she had to wait for his reply felt like ages and when she finally got a new message, she opened it, one hand resting on her chest to stop herheart from jumping out of it. Where are you? I miss you... It was probably the alcohol that got to her head already but her thumb pressed the send button before she realized it was probably too much. Maybe she should have given it some more time before she threw that confession out there. But his words just excited her a little more than she would have thought. It had been a while since the last time she got a message from him, let alone one that actually indicated affection. Amber never made a secret of who she was and was outspoken with her opion but at the same time she wasn’t someone to brag about her private life. It wasn’t anyone’s concern. As simple as that. 

She was almost done with her third drink, her thoughts still all over the place as she heard someone say her husband’s name. Her head instantly lifted up and her eyes scanned the room. Was it possible she didn’t come for nothing? The actress almost cried out as her eyes met the ones of her other half. A smile no one else but him could cause plastered on her lips as she jumped up from the bar stool and almost ran it over as she made her way to the other side of the bar where an obviously surprised Johnny was sitting. By the look on his face she wasn’t sure if he was happy to see her, it seemed as if he had seen a ghost. But Amber’s excitement couldn’t be stopped by anything once she finally reached him. The blond put her arms around him and whispered his name softly into his ear before she kissed his cheek. “How long have you been sitting here? I thought you were out with the guys. “ She babbled, still not fully letting go of him as she kept her arms around his shoulders. The need to feel his embrace was just too deep to resist. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to pounce you I’m just --” Amber stopped in the middle of her sentence not wanting to go too far with her confession but her excitement got the best of her and before she knew her words already sliped her mouth “I missed you Johnny-boy”

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When he finally got the answer he almost desperately waited, he opened the text and wrote a new message. “Funny. I’m having a drink, too. I’m glad you’re okay. I worry about you.” Johnny wasn’t quite sure about the last phrase but he just couldn’t help it. He hit send and when he finished drinking the beer, he gently asked for a glass of wine. His head was focusing on his family now, he missed them more than anyone could tell. Johnny had always been a family man, especially when he was with his kids - The most important thing in the world for him, although there were a lot more reasons, including Amber, his family had always come first. When the glass of red wine was given to him, Johnny lighted one of his hand-rolled cigarettes, grinned, leaned back, exhaled and a plume and said, “Fuck it” quite happily. Johnny was as sure as he could have been that people would comment his drinking habit and in the following day everyone would be judging him for every goddamn mistake he had done the day before. It was part of the fame he got and he couldn’t do nothing better about it than ignore the media and the press. He was a very much grown 54 year old man living his own life and he was with all words tired, of should and should not do’s.

Little did he know his wife was sharing the same room as him. And she might have been sitting far less away from him than he was expecting. His eyes ran the whole bar and when they met his wife’s, his expression turned into despair and happiness at the same time. It was like his face had become a big question mark. What was she doing there? Did she came there for him? Or it just happened to happen? The actor and musician was really confused but he couldn’t be more thankful for it. The amount of nostalgia he was accumulating inside of him and the powerful desire to see her soon was now accomplished. “Amber?!” He said with a higher voice tone than the usual, obviously surprised.

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Texting Amber

Lily-Rose: dad is freaking out that I am here in London and moved out from moms, can you please tell him that I'm 18 and I'm good on my own?

Amber: Wait. What? When? Okay. Uh.. I can try? You know him. I'm sure internally he's very happy and excited to have you here. He missed you a lot. It's just his way of showing affection I guess?

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Amber Heard & Johnny Depp attend the gala screening of ‘Black Mass’ during the BFI London Film Festival (Oct 11).

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That’s very generous of you. I appreciate that. How long have you been in London?

You have my word! I just couldn’t and wouldn’t leave you in the same pit I’m struggling with.

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That’s smart. I’m doing pretty much the same if possible. It’s nice to meet you too. Have you been in London for long?

I am aware of that fact, yes. That’s one of the reasons why I prefer going places on foot or on train if the distance is bigger. Anyway, it’s nice to meet you, Amber. 

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The atress probably filmed too many horror movies or had seen too many. It was the only explanation she had on why she was so jumpy lately. Or maybe it was just because she didn’t feel as safe about anything anymore ever since her relationship was on the rocks. Either way, her heart was pounding in her chest and she knew what a terrrible idea it was to go out to the park at night. She should have called a taxi instead but the temptation to catch a breath was too strong. One thing was for sure, she wouldn’t tell her parents about this. Once the figure finally came close enough for her to see her face, she exhaled deeply and chuckled at her own stupidity. “Oh god. No. That’s fine. I totally understand. I think I just realized what a dumb idea it was to walk through the part that late rather than just calling a taxi. “

She knew exactly where the other girl was comming from. As a celebrity they constantly met new people and were followed around by the paps. Sometimes she found herself in the exact same situation and could have sworn she’d seen a face before but she couldn’t remember where. Emma Watson however was one of these faces she wouldn´t forget - she just loved her movies too much to forget. “Yeah that’d be me. I know who you are and I’m sure we’ve met before but nothing against a little introduction away from the spotlight. I’m Amber. It’s a pleasure Emma. If you don’t mind I could go to the groceries with you? That way neither of us has to continue through the dark alone and I get to re-fill my fridge. It’s kind of overdue anyways. “

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Emma blinked and took a double take when she saw a figure jumping off of the park bench. Startled couldn’t even begin to explain the adrenaline rushing through her at the moment. Gods above. “Hey, sorry if I started you,” Emma smiled apologetically. “I was just passing by because I end up having to buy groceries later in the day, aka at night, due to stupid papz always following me around. It’s stupid really.”

Emma put her paper bags down on the bench and extended her hand, motioning for a handshake. “Hey. You look familiar. Are you…” Emma paused, trying to find the right name to place on the face. “Amber? I think I’ve seen you somewhere though I must apologize for forgetting where. My mates these days ramble off too many people for me to remember in a short time period. Blimey, I do hope you’ll forgive me, I completely forgot to introduce myself! I’m Emma, Emma Watson.” The actress grabbed her bags again. “What brings you here at this time of night?”

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Of course it came to her attention days ago - someone like Johnny Depp coldn’t go anywhere without being discovered by some papparazzi. They even used to camp outside their house or the hotels where he was staying waiting for a chance to take a shot. And Amber would have been lying if she said she didn’t think about paying him a surprise visit from the minute he put a foot into London but she wasn’t sure if it was a good idea in their current situation. Thinking about it, she was sure, he would have said something if he wanted to see her. But he didn’t and so the blond forced herself to give him space. She became pretty good over the years at ignoring the media and nasty headlines about her marriage. It didn’t mean she was pleased about them but she wasn’t going to pretend to be someone she was not or let them control her life. To her it didn’t matter what they thought. If they wanted to believe she was only after Johnny’s money and fame, then be it. Important was, he and the peole they were close to knew the truth. She fell for the man behind this famous name, the gentleman behind the pirate and really who could blame her? Amber sipped on her drink, staring at her phone and waiting. She stopped counting the times she typed in a text and deleted it again but it just got harder with every day, hour or even minute that passed. 

She placed the tiny item onto the counter and sighed again. Why did this have to be so complicated? Knowing herself, she wouldn’t be able to refrain from texting him after this drink anyways. And maybe that was the main reason she needed one. To finally get over herself and hit the damn send button instead of deleting the message again. Just when she was about to put it back into her pocket, it started to peep and she tried to not get her hopes up too soon. It was probably one of her friends or her mom checking up on her. But her heart told her otherwise and it turned out to be right. Johnny’s name appeared on the display and no matter how small the text was or how meaningless it seemed, it almost made her jump off her chair in excitement. Finally. Amber quickly answered it as if she had only one more minute to live. Hey there.. How are you doing? Well... kind of. Just having a drink. What about you? She debated on adding a miss you or love you but decided against it to not scare him off already.

On The RocksIIAmber & Johnny

Johnny was in London for a few days already and one thing was right. He was missing Amber more than his bones could take. But he tried not to worry a lot about it because he knew they were having a break in their relationship. He often thought about texting her but when he thought twice, the answer was always ‘no, you can’t’. The media didn’t help either. Everyone was making horrible and disgusting comments on their relationship which was something that always got on his nerves. After almost a week of long days, he decided to have a drink or two and take some time to chill.

Once he stepped in the hotel, he instantly went to the bar zone and sat down in one of the many bar stools in which he felt comfortable for finally having some rest. The man sighed as he took off his phone from the pocket of his ripped denim usual jeans. Then, he ordered a beer and waited for it while immense thoughts ran through his brain, making him more confused than he already was. When the beer was given to him, which didn’t take a lot of time, he whispered “thank you” to the barman and nodded with a friendly smile showing on his lips.

When the liquid of the tasty beer finally reached his mouth he couldn’t help but express satisfaction on his face. Johnny wasn’t really aware of who was on that bar since he wasn’t, and never would be, someone who would look around to notice someone familiar, even though it would be nice if he recognized one or two people that he was already missing. He landed his beer on the counter as his gaze was focused on his front and he read the many kinds of fine wines he could that were on the shelf. Minutes later, his fingers were already sliding through his phone, something that rarely happened because Johnny never was a big fan of telecommunications and modern stuff. He typed his girl’s name and started a small text, just asking if everything was alright.

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On The RocksIIAmber & Johnny

It was already past midnight when Amber left the studios and took a taxy back to her hotel. This day wasn’t her most productive one which was probably because she got too distracted. Her and Johnny weren’t in the best situation as it was which was why she came to London in the first place. She needed time. They needed time. But that didn’t mean she didn’t miss him. Despite popular belief their marriage was happy for the most part and the age difference had never been an issue for her. The actress fell for the person, the entertainer and gentleman he was not for a number on some paper. Hearing that he was in the same city now brought many emotions to the surface. Anything and everything between exxcitement and fear. She was excited to finally see him again but feared it could make things worse or maybe she was just scared of his reaction.

Halfway down to her hotel, she checked her phone. Nothing. Sighing she decided to take matters into her own hands instead of waiting for wonders to actualy happen. “Hey, turn please. Change of location” Amber told the taxi driver and directed him to her husband’s hotel instead of her own. If he wasn’t happy to see her well then at least she knew where she stood. Once she arrived at said hotel, she got out of the taxi, payed and entered the building. Sure, she could have just texted him for the room number but what if he wasn’t there? The actress figured she might as well just ask the receptionist though given the fact they already knew her - and were aware of who she was, it wasn’t hard to find it out. She took the elevator, her heart beat raising as she reached the door. Amber took a deep breath and knocked. Once...Twice.... but no answer. “Johnny? Are you there?”

She could barely hide the disappointment in her features as she turned around to step away. Knowing him, he was probably out for drinks with his guys. Which was alright, especially since he didn’t know she was going to see him. But still... The blond slowly walked down the stairs and as she reached the first floor, she could hear the music coming from what she assumed had to be the lobby. Since she didn’t have anything better to do, she figured, she could have a drink or two. It wasn’t like anyone was waiting for her at home anyways. Amber strolled to the bar and took a seat at one end of it without noticing the strangers around her. Not that she cared. “Whiskey on the rocks please” She ordered before she settled one of her arms on the bar counter, waiting for her drink. It didn’t take her long to pull out her phone and check if there was any sign of him but she didn’t have any luck.

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Dark Night Out II Amber & Open

Amber just came back from filming, her feet hurt like a bitch as she finally got a moment to herself. She sat down on the park bench which was probably not the best idea this time of the night. Young blond all by herself after midnight in the park sounded like classic horror movie material but the actress had never been one to be scared easily. The only part of the sentence was the word alone. It was how she felt way too often for her own liking as of late. Not that she ever needed someone else to make her feel important or happy but she missed her friends and family back in the states and often wondered if moving to London was the right decision. It offered new possibilities, that was for sure and after all she wasn´t someone to deny a new path if it meant growth in any sense of the word. Amber took off one of her shoes and rubbed her foot gently, sighing at the stinging pain and secretly cursing herself for not being smart enough to bring a pair without heels in her bag. 

It wasn´t until then that she saw someone approach her and even though she wasn´t exactly scared, she put her shoe back on quickly and got up. Just in case it was some creep who was hiding in the dark to do god knows what. You never knew. She adjusted her short dress and for a moment she even thought about running but the figure didn’t seem to make any attempt to attack the young woman. “Hey there “ Amber greeted the person, she’d heard somewhere attacking is the best defense . Hoping it was true, she figured she might as well pretend she was about to call someone. Taking out her cell, she almost felt stupid for her thoughts as she finally recognized a familiar face. A laugh escaped her pink lips as she shook her head at herself. “Alright I’m probably watching too many movies” She admitted now with a bright smile upon her expression. 

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Taxi drivers can be really weird. I´m glad you survived your journey Hugh. Welcome back home and rest assured not every taxi driver is a creep. I´m Amber by the way. 

I only understood that I’ve played too many American roles when I come to London and the cab driver asks where I come from, because my “try to fake the English accent gives it away”. All I could say is that it was a very awkward journey going only downhill from that. However, it’s great to be home. Feels quite nice, actually. To avoid any further misunderstandings, my name is Hugh Dancy and I am indeed from England.