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[beanie2419]

Seriously! These are perfect goals

How I lost my hunger

[beanie2419]

I need help

I do so good for days about eating only healthy things and very little. I drink so much water and then I screw it up on day 4.

I NEED HELP!! I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I want to be skinny and beautiful but if I keep being stupid and fat I’m never going to get there.

[beanie2419]

Hey..

I’ll be 23 in February. I have two beautiful kids. 5 year old and a 6 month old.

I have an eating disorder and suffer from sever depression so I’m over weight with the mind set of an anorexic. I restrict, I binge. I workout and eat low calorie diets most of the time.

I’m not married but still with the father of my children.

He’s made me feel worthless and fat and stomped on my heart too many times to count but I can’t leave... I can’t leave because I know no one else will want this fat piece of shit.

I’m laying in my bed crying after yet another lie. I’ve basically become his fuck toy and that’s it. He treats me like dirt, he doesn’t show that he cares, he doesn’t act like he loves me but I can’t leave.

I am so torn. I’m so broke. All I want is to just end it but I have to stay strong for my kids.

I just don’t know what to do anymore...

[beanie2419]

21 days

It’s supposed to take 21 days before doing something becomes a habit. 

So just think. 

21 days without binging could be a lifetime of self-control.

21 days of not eating after 6 could mean always waking up skinny.

21 days of actually working out could mean a lifetime of thin.

21 days.

[beanie2419]

10

Reblog if you started worrying about the way you look before you were even 16.

Follow back similar💀

[beanie2419]

Thank you for this

Diet! (lose up to 2 kg/4,4 lbs a day)

Day 01: 1 apple + 30 min workout

Day 02: 2 tangerines + 30 min run

Day 03: 10 tomatoes + yoga

Day 04: 4 green asperagus + 30 min workout

Day 05: small container of fat free yoghurt + 30 min run

Day 06: 1 banana + 2 hour walk

Day 07: fast + 30 minute workout

If you keep this up, you can lose around 14 kg/30 lbs in one week.

So set your goal, believe in yourself and keep this shit up because you are in control and you can do this.

Prove everyone wrong.

[beanie2419]

Repost if you know your fat

[beanie2419]

Day 4

My greatest fear about weight loss is that my skin will be flappy.

My second greatest fear is that I still won’t love me

[beanie2419]

Someone needs to shove this in my face daily

Thinspo

At the end of the day it comes down to you and your willpower

How badly do you want to be skinny?

If you want it you have to make a change

Stop putting it off

Do it.

[beanie2419]

Yes I would

reblog if you would do literally anything to lose 10 pounds

[beanie2419]

Motivation

I need motivation. I need to start skipping dinner. I need to stop binging. I need to eat healthy foods when I eat.

Someone please motivate me to stop being a fat slob...

[beanie2419]

Reblog if you would be devastated if you found out one of your followers committed suicide.

[beanie2419]

DAY 3: this is my favorite thinspo.

The thing I like most is the thighs. Her thighs are so small but not too small. I literally just want to be her.

[beanie2419]

I don’t think I ever will

[beanie2419]

...will I ever get here?

[beanie2419]

I have fallen back into the dark hole that is Ana

[beanie2419]

Ugh... I want to look like this

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