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Ive gained weight during this Christmas and new year stuff, the thought of it doesn't let me sleep at night. Posting this cus im dealing with the thoughts rn XD! i better lock in, gotta go back to my lw til school starts.

Diet plan: omad (eggs, buckwheat, rice cakes)

Workout: 10k+ steps every day (ill try my best)

Wont weigh myself til day 2

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having an e@t1ng disørder feels like this

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The Holy Trinity

Cigs, gum and black coffee.

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Eat wise, drop a size

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Me telling my friends to eat when my devious ass doesn’t

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Feeling the fat on me feels so disgusting, i cant stand being in my own skin. Its so gross feeling my big flappy arms, thighs and stomach. Fml

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if you’re an 3d account please reblog this!! i need more mutuals<4

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Little too relatable

Credits to the creator (dolliecherie on tt)

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You know its bad when anything related to f00d and w31ght triggers you

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𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐡𝟒𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐬.

to whoever sees this, please do not report 4n4 blogs. i cried this morning when i woke up and saw mine was gone. i had an anxiety attack in class an hour later and when i got home i cried more and then ate a pint of (diet) ice cream and considered sh for the first time in years. these blogs are h4rm reduction. everybody here encourages recovery, but a lot of us aren't ready for that ourselves. having a community takes away some of our isolation and self loathing, which at times is the hardest part. 4n4 is the most lethal health condition, and the majority of deaths are from su1c1de, not st4rv4tion.

in the few hours i spent without my blog, i spiraled far worse than any of the time that i had it, and that's as someone with a community outside tumblr. i fear for the people with no support system besides this.

you aren't helping us, you're k1lling us.

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Motivation ᥫ᭡

Not my pics!

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Lost my acc for 3rd time and this is 4th, i need my moots back!!:((

Former accs:

@tightjeans

@tightjeans2nd

@woodendollz

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Dream

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Its so fucking hard to keep living.

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Will you waste another summer being f@t?

Summer bodies are made in winter

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If i got skinny, i wouldn't tell anyone but there would be signs:

Micro shorts n skirts :((