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Final episode who? I don't know her🙂‍↔

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i don't know about yall but i will not be saying goodbye to the heart killers tomorrow. i will be knee deep in this fandom for a good while and tomorrow is just the beginning of all the fun we'll have. much love.

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The official The On1y One IG account posted this...

There's a printed out script for ep 13 and a page of the ep 24 script is on the monitor display.

Now I'm trying to remain calm and not jump to any conclusions since director Pat had mentioned before that the script was already written. This doesn't necessarily mean that S2 has been confirmed and filming has started.

BUT. The fact that the script has even been printed out in physical form indicates it's currently being used. There are sticky notes on it like it's a working copy.

SO. Season 2??? Yes??? Don't play with us. 🥹

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🪞

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I’m the type of person who holds on to ticket stubs and photos and presses flowers but never puts them into a scrapbook I just have them scattered everywhere which brilliantly illustrates how I’m a sentimental piece of shit who can’t put their life together

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excuse me while i go cry

[text ID: tweet by Heather Christle replying to Danez Smith that reads, “Once a first grader asked me how long a poem had to be and when I said it could be just one word he wrote a poem that was just his best friend’s phone number. 💖]

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There is something about the one spotlight on the center of the room, in between them, but leaning more towards Fadel that (under the assumption that this scene, like many compositions, uses a big spotlight from above as a metaphor/visual representation for the ever watchful eyes of God, or that it applies Foucault's theory that being seen is the start of being punished) says a lot about the scene and visually represents the conversations they have. The whole place/room is being watched, with the chairs all standing under the light, so anybody who comes to the meetings is being seen. They come here to share their feelings and lay themselves bare, so it makes sense.

But because Fadel comes here often and it is more his confessional than it is Styles, when it is just the two of them the light leans more towards him. This, together with the fact that they are discussing Fadels problems and his emotions, makes it feel like he is more in the focus, being watched more.

Later, when Style joins him on his lap (and under the light), he shows that he is there not just for Fadel but with him as well. What Fadel will be judged for, so will he. Because they are one and they stand together. This message is, ofcourse, reflected in Styles words, but it is nice that they emphasized it with the lighting as well.

Also (working within Foucault's theory) there is power in seeing and submission/powerlessness in being seen, so for Style to sit on Fadel's lap making it so that they are both unable to see eachother, because they have their head on eachothers shoulders, (other than giving physical comfort also) puts them on an even level of both not seeing or being seen. So that Fadel will no longer feel watched and judged.

(Might also be why Fadel likes stuffing his face into Styles neck. It's hot ofc, but I've discussed many times that Style is very observant, even when they kiss (and more) so kissing Styles neck assures that for a moment he cant look at Fadels face)

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Introducing Tay’s evil twin, Tawan

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I will have y’all know that a good portion of my time celebrating Gelboys on this site will specifically focus on the FABULOUS Paper Peerada. I got my first glimpse of her in War of Y, where she played an actress who dated a slime ball of a co-star, and her character was cruelly outed as transgender. War of Y totally wasted Paper with that show’s shit writing, but I was hooked on her immediately, and I literally YELPED when I saw she was cast in Boss Naruebet Kuno’s Gelboys. Hell fucking yes, and rightly deserved.

She has participated in medical videos about her transition care, and she is just — I don’t have words, she’s just so fucking awesome. Follow her on IG and Twitter and everywhere, she’s fucking GREAT and I know she’ll be amazing in Gelboys.

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A filming schedule has finally come out for ReVamp with BounPrem, it was released during their press conference for the novelization. They’re going to start filming on the 25th of February, which is awesome, I’m super excited. But lowkey what I find the funniest is that GMMTV has shifted so far into queer media at this point that they’ve started marking non-queer series with HL.

My dudes, there’s officially a ‘heterosexual love’ category at GMMTV 😂 They’ve gotten so gay that they have to start marking down which series aren’t queer as fuck 🏳️‍🌈

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I just had the best encounter with a child at Kmart. I was in the aisle shopping, and this girl and her dad come around the corner. The girl sees me and excitedly exclaims “There’s a human here!!” to which the father replied “Yes, there’s humans everywhere.”

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The pookiest pookie to ever have pookied🤏🎀

(i love phu so much, he is pookie but he knows what he wants, who he wants, is aware of his desires and exactly how to fulfil them)

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And surprisingly, that was not euphemism at all

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Umm, maybe cuz it's 9.59pm Phu??

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fake idgafer, I saw you use maladaptive daydreaming to feel a sense of control and comfort