ayeri1706

[ayeri1706]

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[ayeri1706]

really just my thoughts

i got anxious today and i dont know for wht fucking reason i reacted that way .i was just a happy fucking soul on my way to get myself an icecream till i saw my fucking ex downstairs .

at first i thought so wht he is my ex but idgaf will walk past him acting as if idc with a bad bitch attitude .well as a matter of fact it all sounded a great move in my head.

but a minute later i got so fucking anxious i turned back and headed home .

i mean he acts as a good person but bitches that i am too heavy that he cant pick me up . as a matter of fact ik i am heavy and he cant pick me up i said dont even try to pick me up but ig that just hurts his male ego or wot idk he is legit weak .the fact he said this to the girl who typically is the girl he had a thing before me .he fucking broke up on text like 100 times saying "we r done " and the second day coming back saying on no we r still in a relationship dude literally was so confused he fucked up my mind .i cried when he broke up the first time .i used to cry with the thought of losing him .but this time he broke up i didnt cry tbh i felt nothing for him ,but i did feel bad about myself it felt as if i have been used it felt wht i had with him wasnt a relationship rather a one night stand thing that went on for 3 fucking months. idk that guy fr made me feel like shit .i regret now why i choose him over others tbh my friends go like bitch u left a good and caring guy for a toxic one .i mean i know i am at wrong but nobody can help it .the conclusion is every body is into the toxic boys .

idk if anybody relates to this but all i know is i really felt sad after seeing today and have no one to talk to in the middle of the night so decided to write abt it here .it might be stupid and all but now i just dont have the energy to give a fuck abt wht others think .

obviously the positive views are always welcoming .