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[aycius]

life's been soooooo boring for me tooo😔 like I gen need som type of entertainment other then Tumblr‼️

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same!! omg i’ve been playing love and deepspace and recently got into working out and it’s lowkey relaxing like i look forward to doing both things now even tho i used to hate working out!

[aycius]

hiii i hope everyone is doing well 💗😖

[aycius]

I haven't used anon in a whileeeee

SO I JS WANTED TO ASK HOW HAVE U BEEENNNN LIKE ANYTHING NEW GOING IN UR LIFEEE😝???

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HAIIII, i’ve been good! i start college soon so im kinda nervous about that, other than that im traveling next month so ive been purchasing some vaycay clothing 🥰 my life’s pretty boring lol HOW HAVE U BEEN NONNIE IVE MISSED U!!

[aycius]

IT MUST BE L-O-V-E !‧₊˚

feat. satoru gojo, suguru geto, nanami kento & choso kamo!

author’s note. finally back! i’m sorry for being mia for a while i had some things i had to deal with. here’s an older work of mine teehee, i hope you guys enjoy :3

SATORU loves seeing you in his camera roll. videos, photos, .5s, and photos you took when he didn’t have his phone with him. needless to say, it’s only mandatory that he takes photos of you whenever you two are together. especially on dates, where he turns into your personal photographer, and let me tell you—this man is good at the job. you’re trying to take a photo but it’s too dark? that’s fine, he’ll place his phone on his left hand and turn on the flash and keep your phone on his right to take the pics. your storage is low? use his phone to take pics. he’ll send them to you later. it’s a bonus in his eyes because now he has extra photos of you to add in his photo albums. this man literally has a photo album for .5 photos in which it’s raining and you both forgot to bring umbrellas. his phone is all up in your face and your hair is usually drenched and sometimes your mascara is running but satoru claims it’s hilarious to look back on. sometimes when you guys are in the middle of an argument he sends one of those pics to you and says “i miss you” while he’s literally just in the other room. 

SUGURU is on the porch of your house at two am. why? well, while you were trying to use the bathroom half awake, you were greeted with a spider crawling on the bathroom floor. and to be honest, you’d never want to bother toji’s sleep, but the spider was really big and there was only one bathroom in your house. that’s why when you open your door, your boyfriend (who also hates spiders by the way) has a face mask on, latex gloves, and bug spray in his hand. “where is it,” he whispers and it doesn’t even sound like a question, either way, you point into the direction of your bathroom and he firmly nods like he’s off to war, entering your place and letting out a deep sigh while striding into your bathroom. he hesitantly opens the door and peeks head first, scanning the bathroom but not seeing said spider. “it’s gone.” he grumbles while turning off the lights in the bathroom. before he can turn to face you, he notices you gripping onto his shirt hard and can’t help the chuckle that escapes his lips. “you seriously that scared of a spider?” he snorts.  “maybe… maybe you should just stay the night.” 

NANAMI is the type of boyfriend to take initiative. he’s observant, understanding, and does anything possible to make sure you’re comfortable and feeling okay. that’s why kento is the one who speaks up when the restaurant gets your order wrong. he’s aware that you can speak for yourself, but when he noticed you picking your food with a fork, he knows you’re not going to. and to him, it’s pointless to come to a restaurant without enjoying your meal. so, he waves at a waitress and kindly asks them to bring the correct order. and even though you tell him he really didn’t have to, he smiles at you, “i insisted on us coming to this restaurant, it’s only fair you get your correct order.” while kento thinks that what he did was the bare minimum, you think you just fell harder for him.

CHOSO is literally an angel brought to earth. you swear he’s the biggest gentleman you’ve ever met, and you’re so grateful to have him in your life. this lovely man always makes sure you’re walking on the inner end of the road. it doesn’t even matter if there are sidewalks—choso doesn’t want to take risk. since you guys live closer to the city, you take that as an opportunity to take frequent walks to enjoy the sights. the second you guys step foot on the sidewalk, making small talk and pointing at interesting views, choso will casually switch positions with you, nodding along at whatever you’re rambling about. he’s so smooth with it that sometimes you don’t even notice. “you’re being overdramatic, y’know.” you tell him, laughing at the tight grasp he has on your arm. and he laughs as well because how did his arm get there in the first place? he may worry a lot about you, but it’s only out of love. “i need you to be safe at all times, pretty.” 

[aycius]

hi lovelyy! really glad ur back <3 but please, don’t force yourself to be here, if u need more time, then take more time to yourself, your health in general it’s what matters the most!! and don’t be worried about being on a hiatus for too long, ur amazing, me and other people will be waiting for u, don’t matter how much time it takes! we appreciate u and your work, so if needed, take another break, u hear me? ❤️‍🩹

anyways, saw ur asking if anyone likes love and deepspace here, and oh my god!! I downloaded it today, been playing for 4 hours straight …(i need to sleep lol) it’s amazing!! still pretty new to the game, but im already loving it!! wich character is ur fav?

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hello 🤍 anon, i’m sorry for not answering your asks as consistently but thank you for your understanding 🥹 it makes me so happy to know that there are people who genuinely enjoy my works and i can’t appreciate you enough. i just wanna thank you for your patience with me 🫶

AHHH IKR,, love and deepspace is amazing and so addictive. i used to be loyal to zayne and then… sylus came and stole my heart 💔💔

if that’s the case, then i’ll absolutely begin writing for l&d characters!! :D

[aycius]

are any of you guys love and deepspace fans :o i lowk wanna start writing for them too!

[aycius]

hi omi!! it's been a minute since i've been on here due 2 my hiatus but i wanted 2 say hello :))

i hope u feel better :(( i saw ur post on why u've kinda been inactive & i just wanted 2 say ur not alone, i've been feeling a similar way

just remember that it's okay 2 take some time to urself if u need it. it's important to take care of yourself + do what's best 4 ur mental health <33

also i'm looking forward 2 ur smau 🤭

ahhhh hi!! i hope you’re doing well!!

thank you for this, you’re so sweet 🥹 and i hope you’re taking care of yourself as well, i really needed to hear this since i felt kinda bad for my sudden hiatus 😭💗 as for my smau, heheh i promise i wont dissapoint! i hope u have a nice day nonnie!

[aycius]

hi pookie ! I just listened to the songs u recommend, and I have so much opinions!!

“i only want to be with you” ITS SO CUTE? i love the lyrics so much, added to my playlist!! it’s something I would listen while doing makeup lol!!

“she won’t go away” my fave, this song is art, really, just plain and straight 10/10

“crack rock” this one i already knew!! I’ve been getting into frank ocean recently and I really liked it

“monks” it’s so good?? loved it, probably my second fave !

“Bam yang gang” already knew it! i only listen to like, 2 BIBI songs and this is one of them !

have u listened to Taylor’s new album yet? it’s very calm and chill, but some of the songs are more fast and interesting to listen to! u have really great music taste, really! i loved it all, you’re the kind of person you can make shared playlist with and they will actually turn out good?

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AHHHHHH OMGOMGOMG IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED MY PICKS!! :D the fact that you actually listened to them wow 🥹 i feel insanely special nonnie <3

also i haven’t had time to listen to taylor’s new album unfortunately:( once i get to that i’ll update ya on my favs hehe, but calm and chill, that’s the type of music im into nowadays so ill give it a listen!! ANYWAYS im so glad you liked my song choices i hope you’re having a good day nonnie 🥹

[aycius]

CONGRANTS ON 100‼️🎉 U LITERALLY DESERVE IT SO MUCH GIRLL

ALSO CAN U DO A SMAU WHERE READER CHEATS ON JJK MEN BC IM LITERALLY SOOOOO DONE WITH SEEING THEM CHEAT ON US😭

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AHHH HI 👀 ANON, TYSM!!

if i can, i will make it but im still debating whether or not im writing as of rn 🫶 i should be back in a few days but i hope you’ve been well!

[aycius]

hello everyone ! hope you are all well :D i’m sorry i’ve been quite inactive recently ive just been down in the dumps, but i alr have an smau incoming :)

[aycius]

omg hii, if you want I can recommend u some taylor songs ! and u can recommend a song from ur fav artist, what do you think?

anwyas, how ur having a good day Naomi 🫶����

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OMGG YES!! let me recommend you some

i only wanna be with you —tommy February6

she won’t go away — faye webster

crack rock — frank ocean

monks — frank ocean

bam yang gang — bibi

there’s so many more but these have been my current favs!

i’m having a swell day! i recently started a show and i did some cooking today so i feel productive lol

how is your day nonnie?

[aycius]

WAIT IM SO DUMB LOL ?? ur earlier than me omg

when i posted the ask it’s was like 23:00 for me and 20:00 for u jus pretend u didn’t saw that, im so embarrassed rn? it wasn’t bc i got the math wrong i just forgot what time you said in the answer 😭😭 let’s pretend that it didn’t happened at all pls lmao 🎉 :D

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BAHAHHAHAH NO DONT BE EMBARRASSED STOP ITS OK 😭😭😭😭

[aycius]

hiii pookie (it’s so fun calling people that omg) anyways, answer the question you made me yesterday, ur 1 early than me! so rn for me it’s 18:46, so it’s 19:46 if im not mistaken lol (wich is very cool <3)

question of the day! what’s ur favorite song in the moment? mine is probably the black dog by taylor swift!!

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hi nonnie :D ! my favorite song as of rn is she won’t go away by faye webster!! i’ve been getting into her as of recently, her lyrics and music is just too good.

wow i didn’t know taylor swift had a song called that lol, ive been listening to her music recently as well but im guessing that one’s older?

anyways have a good day lovey <3

[aycius]

CONGRATS ON 100! you deserve it and sooo much more!

anyways, question of the day (can we make this a thing? lol :D) what time it is for u rn? i never know bc there’s people from every part of the world here, and i find that so cool, really

hope ur having/had a nice day 🫵

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OMGGG ID LOVE A QUESTION OF THE DAY YAYAYAY!! ALSO THABK U SM 🥹🥹☹️ you’re too sweet to me nonnie

it’s currently 10:10 pm where im at :D wbu? and ikr! different countries, etc, it’s so cool!

my day has been swell! im currently baking cupcakes (it’s late ik lol) and watching jjk 0

[aycius]

hi hi omiiiii !! (i hope it's okay 2 call u that)

i just wanted 2 pop in & say congrats on 100 :))

i saw ur post & was 2 shy 2 comment on it so i figured i'd say it here instead 😭

hiyyaaa ash!! thank you very much heheh :D and i get it!! i’m pretty shy as well but thank you for popping by and saying it 🫶🫶 how are you today?

[aycius]

kid yuuji and teen choso

[aycius]

it turns out, gojo satoru hates silence. to be more accurate, he hates the sound of total nothing when it comes to you.

that's not to say that he wants you to scream at him like all hell's breaking loose but he just wants something from you, good or bad he doesn't care, over this suffocating silence. you don't even look at him; instead, you focus on attempting to secure the sterile white bandages on top of his injuries. you pretend like you don't see the crimson red of his blood seeping through them as you do.

"baby..." his voice is barely above a whisper, a rare occurrence for someone who's always been the loudest in any room he's in. he gets no response from you, only the sight of your jaw tensing up as you grit your teeth. satoru tries and fails to meet your eyes.

"baby. please, talk to me." he pleads softly, using his other unoccupied hand to reach out to you. you freeze slightly at the feeling of his fingertips upon your arm.

a small sigh of defeat escapes him. "see? i'm fine, nothing's gonna hurt me alright? it's just a scratch, that's all." as if to emphasise his point, he raises his arms up in a show of goodwill, swallowing the harsh wince of pain that threatens to escape his lips.

for what feels like the first time in forever, you look back at him, your eyes meeting his cerulean ones. "that's not the point, satoru." you state, finishing up your bandaging of him. "what if one day you do get hurt badly?" the clang of your tools hitting the metal tray table echoes within the walls of the infirmary.

he brushes off your concerns with a wave. "that's not going to hap-"

"okay, but what if it does?" you cut him off bluntly. your expression is serious, deadly serious with your unwavering gaze and slightly furrowed brows, to the point where he's rendered speechless for the first time.

"have you ever thought about what would happen to the people you leave behind... about me?" your words trail off at the end of your sentence, your voice faltering slightly as well. maybe it's a trick of the light but satoru swears that tears are welling up in the corner of your eyes.

his chest tightens with an uncomfortable squeeze, his gaze falling to the floor. no one dares to speak for a moment, whatever words and phrases of reassurance satoru would typically throw your way now suddenly seem shallow and lack any sort of weight behind them. the air is tense around the both of you.

you don't even need him to respond to know the answer to your own question as it would be a resounding no. for most of his life, satoru lives and breathes like he's untouchable, detached from most things including other people. being someone who has been leagues above everyone else since birth does that to a person.

however, it seems that this has caused him to forget that others around him don't share his fate and that no matter how detached he still believes himself to be, there are still ones who crave his connection and see past his facade of godhood and more as the human he truly is underneath it all.

"...i'm sorry, baby." he murmurs under his breath as he looks back up at you, sincerity and raw vulnerability evident in his expression. "i promise that i'll be more careful next time." he brings your hands to his lips and presses a soft kiss against your skin, letting himself bask in the warmth, your warmth, that is radiating off of you.

"there shouldn't be a next time." you huff half-heartedly, trying to stand strong in light of his previous behaviour which led to this moment but you feel your knees start to turn into jelly the moment his lips graze your hands.

a faint laugh escapes him. "i'll make a promise on that too." he adds, spreading his legs slightly just so he can pull you against his chest and into his arms.

gojo satoru is used to living only for himself but now, he has to remember that he has someone to come home to and he's going to make sure that he starts living like he did. only a shame he didn't see this earlier.