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Fuck me how long has it been since I’ve been here

Time to clean up and reminisce I guess

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When I look in your eyes all I see is the stars.

thoughts #68 | r.m (via rmeisel)

For Ashley ❤️

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An old #weeklyoverview I did in my first ever bullet journal! Don’t think I’ve ever tried it since. Might have to start incorporating this idea again in some form! #bulletjournal #myfirstbulletjournal #throwback #bulletjournaling #bujojunkies #ukbulletjournal #bujo #bulletjournalweekly

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Dad @shutup-shinji let’s wear these together 😂👌🏻

when are male celebs gonna stop wearing boring ass plain black and white tuxedos and suits to award shows like step it up they all look the same I don’t care who made it. I wanna see some hunger games Capitol style fashion

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If I got rid of my demons, I’d lose my angels.

Tennessee Williams (via quotemadness)

Basically

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Me

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Bullet journal updates!

I’m gonna be finishing it at the end of this year (I use a journal in six months so have two per year), so am slowly compiling a list of my favourite pages! Gonna share them with yall in one big ol masterpost soon!

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If I was in America I wouldn’t stand for it tbh; I’m not very patriotic for this country either (the uk) so I don’t imagine I’d be different elsewhere. Like I get it symbolises all yall struggles to get to where yall are now, but is where you are now that awesome? Like trump. That’s all I have to say lol

“Please rise for the Star Spangled Banner”

Me:

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The mania you feel after a long depressive period tho, I’m like idk what this sudden positivity and productivity is but I like it

When people say “you’re so bipolar,” I’m like, tell me something I don’t know lol. Just the day before I was extremely depressed and the next day I woke up like I didn’t just have a melt down at 3am. Sometimes you have to laugh at yourself so you don’t entirely feel like shit.

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Literally me

i’m learning to love myself. i’m learning to love every fiber of my being in hopes that one day, i will be able to love myself as much as i love you

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This has been a PSA!! As a survivor of emotional abuse/ manipulation, these are all accurate! Please remember that ♥️

To Anyone Who is Friends With Someone Who Experienced Emotional Abuse

We do need reassurance.

We need to know that you want to talk to us. We need to know you want to see us. We need to know you don’t hate us. We need to know we aren’t annoying you. We need to know we aren’t making you unhappy. We need to know it’s okay to trust you with our emotions. We need to know you aren’t leaving. We need to know you still care. We need to know that you want to be here.

We grew up learning that the things we thought were wrong. We learned to stay quiet. We learned to be “low-maintenance”. We learned to put everyone else first. We learned not to make eye contact. We learned to wait and see if we’d be screamed at or treated kindly this time. We learned to shrink down. We learned our opinions weren’t valuable. We learned that talking about our feelings was bad. We learned that if we weren’t good enough we would be left or hurt.

Please be patient. We know we’re being inconvenient when we ask you for the millionth time if you still like us, or if every little thing we do is okay, but please remember we are struggling too.

It doesn’t take long to say, “No, don’t worry you’re okay.” “I care about you.” “I want to see you.” “It’s okay.” “I’m here.” “You’re safe.”

Please don’t come into our lives and make promises of not being bothered if you can’t handle constantly reassuring us. Please don’t tell us to trust you and then leave.

Be honest with us and yourself about your limits and capabilities.

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Bullet Journal Prompts!

Hey, lovely citizens of tumblr!! It’s 12 am here and I’m still pumped because I drank me some salted caramel coffee (no regrets). I thought it would be super cool to make a masterlist of bullet journal prompts when you wanna spice up your journal, ya know?

So, yeah. I put them in sections so you guys don’t need to be confused about anything +++ I’m a little too obsessed with organizing lists and actually organizing EVERYTHING.

Basic & Essential Pages

Index (a total must have)

Legend or Key

Month At-A-Glance

Year At-A-Glance

Week At-A-Glance

Monthly Full Page Calendars

Goals this year (short & long term)

Resolutions

Important dates

Your personal daily layout (for to-dos and daily reminders)

Month’s title pages

School and Studies

School/Class Schedule

Classes taking with details (Teacher/Professor’s name, room number, subject, # of credits, dates & times you meet)

Grade Tracker (especially great for college students. Just track all your grades for every semester so you don’t have to keep requesting an unofficial transcript)

Reward Page (write down all your rewards for yourself if you get an A, take a test, or even finish your homework. Grab that smoothie girl!!)

Study Motivation page!! (put inspirational & motivational quotes to get you pumped up to rule the world.)

Classes-You-Still-Need-To-Take Checklist (a checklist of the classes you’ve taken and still need to take in order to finish your degree!!

School supplies Checklist (not for the supplies you’re missing but literally a list of supplies you should have and already do have. Think of it like a reference or inventory guide of sorts.)

Assignment Page (write down all your assignments for the month/semester if you’re feeling it. It never hurts to be prepared!!)

Study Websites to remember!!! (and youtube channels)

Books

Checked out library books with due dates

Books I’ve read this year

Upcoming Book Releases

Book-et List (list of ALL the books you want to read)

Books to buy

Reading Challenges

Book quotes page (Don’t forget to label the book so you know where it cam from!!)

Quick Book Review Pages (divide your page into sections- i prefer 3 sections with my graphed Moleskine- and add ratings, reviews, and your thoughts!!!!)

Books I’ve Read in my entire existence

Music

Songs I Want to Listen to

Songs I Need to Download

Completed Playlist/Mixtape Pages

Discovered Songs (i personally like to divide these up by genre)

Songs I Like/Love (also like to do this by genre)

Playlist Ideas (just write down emotions you wanna feel, titles you like, purpose of the playlist, etc.)

Cleaning

Cleaning Calendar or Schedule

Cleaning To-Dos (I like to divide these up from Sunday-Friday and make this page a reference point)

Cleaning Days (Garbage Day, Mopping Day, Laundry Day, Clean the Bathroom Day)

Essential Cleaning Stuff (Laundry soap, bleach, Swiffer wipes, etc. Use it as a reference point to check what you’re missing currently!)

Health & Fitness

Monthly Fitness and Health Goal

Daily Workout Routines

Workout Pages (put for arms, legs, abs, full body, yoga, etc.)

Water Tracker (could be added to your daily layout)

Motivational Fitness Quotes

Healthy Snacks to Eaat List

Healthy Recipes. Yummm yummmm.

Planned Meals Pages (i prefer allotting a page for this and putting the meals of each day on separate post its so I won’t use too many pages on this.)

Films, Movies, Series, and Anime

Movies to Watch (I put these in genres too. Like, 80s, Action, Fantasy, etc.)

Movies I’ve Watched

Film Reviews (same format at the book reviews, but for films and movies)

Series to Watch (which we all know, the list never ends)

Series I Finished

Fandom Page (print out Styles and Lydia making out, I guess. Or or or Regina and Robin Hood *heart eyes emoji 1000003428times*)

Series Tracker (Create consecutive boxes and each box represents an episode. Check off the box once you’re done watching an episode so you know where you’ve left off.)

Anime to Watch

Anime I’ve Watched (god knows i need more than one page for this)

Anime Tracker

Anime Season Lineup Tracker (if you’re really into Anime, you probably check different lineups. I like to put anime in sections like Winter Lineup 2015, Summer 2014, etc.)

Diary/Journaling

Standard Diary Layout

Conversations you’ve overheard

Glue a bunch of receipts/lettters for the month

Poems you like

Reaction & thoughts to poems

Original writing (poetry or prose)

A week of photos (just put pictures with the date and let the photos do the talking)

One Liners (thoughts you suddenly think of that you like, song lyrics that hit your heart, movie lines that are the feels, or book quotes that you really like.)

Art Journal Pages (create a collage, do an entry with a drawing, or even do this art challenge here!!)

Writing Prompt Pages (write down writing prompts and allot some space for you to write when you have nothing to do.)

Wreck This Journal Page (cut out Keri Smith’s 100 journal prompts, put them in an envelope, and stick it in your journal. Gradually do the prompts!)

Cute and Random Pages that Make Me Happy

Gratitude Page

Pen Test Page (it’s just so satisfying)

Goals I’ve Achieved (even the smallest goal like eating a 1 cm piece of onion without puking counts)

Things that Make Me Happy (like the warmth of newly dried clothes)

Bible Verses or Spiritual Book Quotes you like a lot

Cat/Pug/Puppy-Sized-Elephant Page (print and cut out a bunch of pictures of your favorite animal and go crazy.)

Confidence Page (put reassuring words that you tell yourself like “breathe.” “close your eyes and count to 10.” “you are a smart person who is probably just having a bad day. cheer up!)

Ok!! That’s pretty much all that I have. Please remember that these prompts are only ideas and that you can make them however you want! I haven’t even tried some of these and I’m excited o! Also these prompts can be done in ANY page of your bullet journal. They don’t have to be in sections or anything like that. & I hope you guys are enjoying the last few days of holiday break!! And if you’re already in school…. Happy back to school!! You can do this, you smart person you. 

If you guys wanna keep adding feel free to reblog and add on!! 

Happy Bullet Journaling! :)

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pls stop scrolling for a moment to properly appreciate this oriental shorthair kitten

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if that sewer clown makes himself an image of your worst fear before he eats you, i could kick his ass. what’s he gonna do turn into the physical manifestation of being abandoned by your closest friends? gonna turn into an ooky spooky visual representation of catastrophic failure and loss? jokes on you dumbass the only thing im afraid of is myself

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my goal is to be completely vaporized at disneyland so they cant take my body off the premises and pronounce me dead offsite