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I have been trying my best and pushing and pushing myself but everything is still slipping from my hands. Im losing friends. Any drive or motivation i had is gone, I spend all day in bed. I dont know what else to do, every day feels worse than the last. how do i try harder

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guy who needs to send an email so he completely isolates himself from the world misses out on every opportunity curls up in a ball and dies. and like 2 months later sends said email finally

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*this option is there for folks with bipolar who experience psychosis as part of their bipolar, if you have bipolar but not psychosis then select no

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it fucks me up so bad that thinking you're the scum of the earth can lead to you acting like a Bad Friend. my avoidant behaviours can easily come across as arrogantly, or laziness, or uncaring-ness. like god

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now i am become avoidant destroyer of connections

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Thank you. This really does mean a lot, i cant really think of or type words right now but this did help

I am so incredibly suicidal. I cant live like this. I don't want to.

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I am so incredibly suicidal. I cant live like this. I don't want to.

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like. theyre right. i dont know what to do

officially ruined another friendship. I feel sick. They deserved so much better

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officially ruined another friendship. I feel sick. They deserved so much better

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avpd culture is believing no one will perceive/think negatively of you if you don't interact, only to find out everyone actually just thinks you're arrogant and stand-offish instead.

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