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looking for a popular fanfic i’ve forgot the name of 🫶🏻 again

sirius cannot touch anyone like at all and he goes through the pain of touching people for the people he loves that’s the only part i remember but it was significant and it was su ch a good fic i’m writing this while landing on an airplane but i need this damn fic i lovedddd it

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i dont even know why i found this text w my sisters bf so funny but here it is anyway.

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james’ love language was giving gifts because he loved the look on people’s faces and thrived in making people happy

regulus’ love language was giving gifts because that’s all his parents could be bothered to do when they showed ‘gratitude’ and ‘love’. Bear in mind they always made it a point to show regulus and sirius as kids that money was NOTHING to them. so them giving money and gifts was basically saying ‘hey regulus. here’s something i just bought. it doesn’t mean anything.”

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Remus *trying to study*:

Sirius *comes in to steal more chocolate*: soRRY could i just....have ONE more piece ha...ha..

Remus: JUST TAKE THE WHOLE THING

Sirius: BUT THEN I WONT HAVE REASON TO COME BACK

Remus: THATS THE POINT

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SOMEONE FIGHT ME PLS

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what’s the real meaning of a bastard? i’m so confused i’ve heard different. My grandad said it was where you were born before your parents got married but something online told me that it was when you had no dad so I’m really confused 

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Sirius Post Prank Headcanons

Sirius was one of those typical aristicratical people who got punished for biting or picking at their nails. So, he was one of those people with extrememly long nails and they always stayed that way. After the prank, he started biting them becuse his nails were so weak ( from not eating- also a punishment his mother came up with that he thought he deserved ) that it hurt to pick or bite them. And boy, did he think he needed to be back under the sharp gaze of his mother again, holding him under the crutiatus. He also begged Regulus to crucio him and Regulus got mad at him for presuming he would, not knowing Sirius had no one else.

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james was definitely the one afraid of spiders. Regulus couldn’t care less about them and got rid of them for him but james was petrified- he was a night terror kid who used to imagine spiders crawling on him and who couldn’t look at pictures of tarantulas. ( i was in fact a night terror child who has this exact fear )

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bend me over pls

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can just imagine james leaning on sirius as they stumble through the door to jegulus’ house (red and green shutters dw) sobbing his eyes out

reg on the sofa: what’s wrong james?

james: I- I- I didn’t mean to-

reg: what did you do? it’s alright baby tell me

sirius: ew. anyway, he ran over a bird-

james: IT HIT MY WINDSHIELD

james erupting into tears again practically jumping in regulus’ arms when he opens them.

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my mum isn’t speaking to me now. my dad apologised after ignoring me for 4 days now. my dads blaming it on her being peri-menopausal or smth.

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my dad isn’t speaking to me for a stupid sarcastic comment i made to my mum that was 100% a joke. That was monday 4pm. it’s now tuesday half 9 and he still isn’t speaking to me. I think he’s joking cause it fucking hurts. He’s a shit dad to me already and at this point i can’t decipher whether he is kidding or not and i’m sobbing in my downstairs bathroom cause i tried to go into his ( my mum was having a bath in the main bathroom) and i was already upstairs and he kicked me out in a serious tone saying i couldn’t go in there. What the fuck? he looks jokey but he sounds completely serious and i’m terrified.

Before i get into this next and very deep part, would just like to ask if the UK social services can take you away from you parents for narcissism and emotionally abusive behaviour?? What if you have no proof? And what if my sister testifies to stay with my parents? What if i miss them when i’m away if i get taken?? WHAT IF I DONT REALLY WANT TO LEAVE?? WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO HUH?

I used to be a daddy’s girl- what the fuck happened- you might be wondering. Well dad, i grew the fuck up. i stopped listening to your bullshit ideas you’ve been spoon feeding me about the N-Words being okay to say universally, weird asian jokes that are racist, saying how you’re glad i’m not turning out like my oldest sister who just doesn’t have the same opinions as him. He’s a narcissist and i’m not having it anymore- i want to leave this fucking house and i can’t. I’m trapped here and i am sick of it. My mum doesn’t do much about it as she’s on both of our sides. She favours my other sister over both of us and i hate it. She called my mum up today and told her she didn’t know it she was allowed where she was or not ( on a random field somewhere -WE ARE TOLD EVERY TIME WE GO OUT TO NOT GO IN FIELDS OR THE PARK IN MY TOWN-) My mum replied to this saying “ Nope you’re not allowed there- i’m so proud of you though darling for going somewhere new”.

I’ve been to that same field?? What the fuck. i hate my life and i hate everyone except my friends. it gets so bad i have to bring friends over to make my parents mask their anger so post one it and it decreases over the night. I hate everything about my life and i just want to die. Bye people of tumblr i love you and you guys were always there for me 🫶🏻

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it’s my birthday.

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HEADCANON THAT SIRIUS RANG REMUS AFTER HE FOUND THE POTTERS AND SAID ‘it’s my fault- Remus it’s all my fault-‘ ( talking about how the potters changed the secret keeper because of his doubts) before the line disconnected and it made remus believe he was the spy because how else did remus think SIRIUS of all people was the spy. makes no sense

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WAIT WHY IS MY AO3 TELLING ME THAT ZEPPAZARIEL HAS NO WORKS AND ONLY ONE BOOKMARK?? WHAT IS GOING ON??

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ANYONE KNOW THE BOOK 'GOODNIGHT MR TOM'?? WELL CAN SOMEONE WRITE A MARAUDERS AU WITH THE PLOT. MR TOM AS REGULUS, HIS DEAD WIFE AS JAMES, WILLY AS HARRY, WILLYS FRIENDS ARE THE GOLDEN TRIO, BRONZE TRIO ETC. I NEED THIS PPL

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my head canon

marlene and evan are twins. their parents seperated after their mother got pregnant with though an affair. The father was in a forced marriage with his step mother as he was pure blood. Once he found out he had a male heir, he made a deal with their mother; she gets to keep marlene whereas he gets to have Evan. It was a known fact throughout their lives that they were twins however they both disliked each other for the life the other had. Marlene jealous because of Evans money and how her father never wanted her and Evan jealous because he wants a mothers love for once and wanted to get out of his fathers strict punishments and responsibilities.

someone write this pls