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i  will  be  archiving  this  blog  and  moving  my  multi  elsewhere.  until  then,  you  can  find  me  here:  @khonschu :  high activity @askabound :  medium activity  @blackbearde :  medium activity

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i am a ghost now.     a spectre of the moon.     the moon’s knight of vengeance     —     and i got work to do. 

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𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁 𝙵𝙴𝙴𝙻 𝚃𝚁𝙰𝙿𝙿𝙴𝙳 ?    like    you’re    just    treading    water.    waiting    to    DROWN.

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me being strangled by someone who rightfully wants me dead: lmaooo i can't believe how bad u wanna fuck me

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HAPPEE BORFDAY TO ONE JAMES FLEAMONT P.OTTER AND ALEX C.LAREMONT-DIAZ

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ya   girl’s   got   an   interest tracker now !!

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happy ides of march to the dellecher seven 💀

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'Were you in love with him?'

'Yes,' I say, simply. . ... 'Yes, I was.' It's not the whole truth. The whole truth is, I'm in love with him still.

Don’t be angry with me, Oliver, I can’t take it right now.”

His warm drowsy weight in the bed beside me felt natural, comfortable, comme il faut.

What were we?

M.L. Rio, If We Were Villains

James Farrow x Oliver Marks

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🌀   ooooh   you   wanna   plot   with   me   so   bad   🌀

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    featuring muses from popular literature ( fbaa, acotar, caraval etc ), as well as smaller fandoms such as green creek and carry on.  heavily featured are muses from harry potter, these are written heavily headcanon based with emphasis on diversity in sexuality, gender, race, and am staunchly anti jkr. muses from films such as star trek, and star wars feature - as well as popular shows like bridgerton and killing eve.  mythos muses that combine popular literature and video game lore, as well as original source lore are also written. 

chaos caused by lydia // 29 // slow reply // caard // follow

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me reading iwwv and even after reading oliver make that comparison still wondering why the bird on the cover is dead 🤡

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thinking about how james and oliver were in the end each other’s villain. thinking about “when friends become enemies, there is no limit to the damage they can do” because ultimately, their predicaments were caused invariably by each other. thinking about how oliver always assumed that he was james’s side-kick, on stage and otherwise, and therefore never realised the full extent of the power he had over james, what his actions with meredith would lead to (perhaps getting close to wren, going after richard at her behest, richard’s accusation taunting him), but his role as the singular love interest in james’s eyes being what drove most of james’s actions. taking wren up to his room the way oliver had gone up to meredith’s room, kissing meredith after class when he knew both of them would just think about oliver. thinking about oliver taking the fall because of and for james, keeping his promise from moments before his arrest. james being eaten alive by his guilt because oliver refused his help.

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Read— and I cannot stress this enough— If We Were Villains

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that scene in carry on when simon grabs baz’s arm and reaches over with his other hand to touch his stomach and my mans baz is having a meltdown was really something huh

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shippy memes for you hoes

“ i had a dream about you. ”

“ i’ve never cared about anyone the way i care about you. ”

“ i know it’s not fair to ask you to wait for me, but i can’t bear the thought of seeing you with someone else.  ”

“ i’m not really good at this sort of thing. i never really had much luck with relationships before but i wanna make it work. i want us to work. ”

“ i love you. you don’t have to say anything, i just thought you should know. ”

“  i do care about you i’m just. i’m not good at talking about it. ”

“ i didn’t like seeing you with them. ”

“ you’re my person. you’ll always be the one i go to. ”

“ i could have lost you today! do you know what that would have done to me? ”

“ do you even know what you do to me? ”

“ i can’t stop thinking about you.  ”

“ you’re the most amazing person i’ve ever met. ”

“ i don’t deserve you, but i want you anyway. ”

“ you’re safe with me, you know that right? ”

“ please just tell me how you feel. ”

“ just say the words. tell me you want me and i’m yours. ”

“ you’re always there. i didn’t used to see it before, but i do now. every time i’ve ever needed someone, you were there.  ”  

“ you had a dream about me? ”

“ i guess i always kinda had a little bit of a crush on you. ”

“ you thought i never noticed you, but i did. i always saw you. ”

“ oh my god please don’t tell me you tried to make breakfast again, the stove hasn’t recovered since last time. ”

“ you waited for me? ”

“ i was always kind of hoping we’d give it a shot one day.  ”

“ you were always my maybe, ya know? ‘maybe they’d finally ask me out.’ ‘maybe when i wasn’t the one looking, they were noticing me too.’ i know it’s silly, but. you were always in the back of my mind. ”

“ oh god you’re really gonna do the whole rocks against the window at midnight boombox thing aren’t you? ”

“ i’m gonna wait for you, as long as it takes. ”

“ loving you saved me. ”

“ why me? out of everyone you could’ve chose.  ”

“ i’ve always loved you. ”

“ i know it’s late, but i just needed someone and. i guess you always answer when i call.  ”

“ i brought pizza and wine and a horrible movie so in the words of rory gilmore, i’m ready to wallow now. ”

“ you didn’t have to come ya know? i’m glad you did though. ”

“ if we could run away together and go anywhere, where would you take me? ”

“ what are you doing here? it’s the middle of the night. ”

“ i dont want to go back to how we used to be. i want more. i want you. ”

“ you’ve had every piece of my heart since the moment i met you. ”

“ why is it your always the one to pick up the pieces every time my heart breaks? ”

“ are you gonna keep looking at me like that or are you actually gonna kiss me? ”

“ i’m gonna marry you one day. ”

“ i used to think about what it’d be like if we got together. ”

“ yes, of course i love you, you idiot. ”

“ just stay this time. stay for me. ”

“ don’t you dare give up on us. ”

“ i always come running back to you. i can’t help it. ”

“ you deserve someone who always puts you first. ”

“ you were never my second choice. ”

 “ they don’t deserve you. and i’m not— i’m not tryna be that asshole that says i do. but sure as hell would never hurt you like that. ”

“ i’m never gonna let you go.  ”

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ind. priv. headcanon based SIRIUS ORION BLACK. anti jkr, firmly. by seashell. 

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don’t look at me