astrayangel

[astrayangel]

//i deserve an award

Bright, rounded amber eyes remain fixated on the drawing that'd been offered to her. "#1 bab" was scribbled with an arrow pointing to, who she could only assume, was Obito, and she assumed she'd meant to write Dad. It was amusing, and warmed her heart in an odd way, that Sakura had taken the time and effort to present her with a drawing.

"It's beautiful, Sakura, you should be an artist." Her voice remains soft spoken, but rings with joy and warmth when she sinks to Sakura's level and reaches out, ruffling her hair.

"Thank you." It's much better than Deidara's art, she wanted to remark sarcastically, but she bites her tongue and allows a small, soft smile to rise onto her lips.

[astrayangel]

kushimaki replied to your post “you are so weak and pathetic it makes me laugh.”

anon, you're the weak and pathetic one here. it makes me laugh.

/ I agree with you, but anons will be anons, insulting others to feel better about themselves. uvu

[astrayangel]

; Anon feature has been temporarily turned off, I apologize but I don't take kindly to being harassed and I've blocked this anon several times and they continue to return.

I'll turn anon back on in a few days, or a week tops, sorry again.

[astrayangel]

you are so weak and pathetic it makes me laugh.

; Alright anon, whoever you are, you seem to know me on both of my blogs, and your harassment is beginning to get old. I've blocked you several times and I have no idea how you keep coming back. Really, if you have an issue with the mun, I wish you'd talk to me like an adult, instead of insulting me and stalking both of my blogs.

; Do you really have nothing better to do, that you've been reduced to quite literally lurking my blog nearly 24/7? It's creepy, it's immature, and it's really getting old. Again, if you'd like to be mature about this and talk to me, don't hide as an anon, come right to me. If anyone is weak and pathetic, it's you, for hiding as anon. I don't really deserve this, I may not be a perfect person but I'm not bad either.

; I'm not going to bother answering any of the other countless messages you've sent to my blogs, and I'm now going to be turning my anonymous feature off. So if you want to say something, you'll have to show your face.

[astrayangel]

Underneath the skin there’s a  h u m a n Buried deep within there’s a  h u m a n  And despite everything I’m still  h u m a n                          I think I’m still human                                                           But I think I’m dying here.

[astrayangel]

[/shoots flames at her]

Silly beast, she's nowhere near foolish enough to be in plain sight without justifiable cause and a partner at her side.

The flames hit their designated target, but it's merely a paper clone --- leaving behind a cloud of smoke in the wake of the attack.

Nearby, hidden from sight and tucked within the shadows, she watches grimly, eyes trained on the beast like a cat on the prowl. 

[astrayangel]

      at first I wanted 

 you to fuck [ m e ]

       but then I got greedy and wanted

you to l͔͎̦̳͕͍͑ o̼̘̭ͩ͂ v̎̍ͥ͋ e͈̠̼̩ me

[astrayangel]

—- Woohoo! I reached 200 followers today and have decided to do one of these because well, why not? First of all I want to thank you all for following me and I understand that I haven’t had the opportunity to interact with a lot of you but I’m still eternally grateful. [I swear people are going to unfollow me after this has posted and if it does I’m going to grow a six pack from laughing so damn hard.]  A n y w a y. I just want to give a little special shout out to certain people. These are the ones who made me feel welcome on my old account and stuck up for me when I was receiving death threats and convinced me to come back to this wonderful community! [hover over your url name ;3]

Kakuzusjashinist. You’re so wonderful and it was actually you who made me create a RP blog in the first place because you followed me on my normal fandom blog. You were the first person I ever interacted with and you’ve helped me improve my writing so much. Our skype convo’s never make sense and you’re my baby pizza. I’m so glad to of met you because I’ve made a very dear friend and I adore you.  Deidara-un. Oh man, Lau, I love you so much! I mean who else would read my shitty snapchats about my cousin arguing with his girlfriend when I’m sat next to him? I love talking to you OOC and IC, you’re a fabulous Dei and I think you’re beautiful! Inside and out of course. Seriously you make me laugh so much and I thank you for becoming my friend. [Whispers I’m coming to meet u some day so I can make out with you.]  Masterofshinratensei. MARIEEEEEE! You’re my French/Canadian wife. I’m serious. I love you so much and I adore your voice, it’s the cutest thing in the world and we need to skype call again because I looked absolutely horrible the first time you saw what I looked like. I adore our interactions and you make a wonderful Pein. No joke, you’re the greatest thing to ever happen to me. You know how badly I treat myself and you always pull me out of my moods. You’re my light in the dark and I love you.  Masukunin. Kelby go fuck yourself. I want to wrap my arms around you and snuggle with you for like seven years but at the same time hit you with butter in a sock for making me ship Kakakona. You’re a wonderful friend and a fantastic Kashi, I’m super glad that I came back to speak to you again because I missed you a lot when I was gone. Even though It wasn’t for that long because I missed all of you so much. I’m a wimp meeeh. Ne, thank you for sticking up for me when all that crap was going on. You’re such a sweetheart and you’re the smartest person I know a part from my mother. [kisses] I love you but fuck you at the same time.  Snowbladecharly. You make me laugh so much it’s insane!!!!! Normally I’m hard to get a laugh out of unless it’s a stupid video or it’s in person but I crack up at your tags and the things you say to me, you’re a wonderful person. No seriously Nat I love you so much and I’m so happy I followed you and interacted with you. I don’t even know that much about you but I think we’re soulmates okay. 

Anyway, these people are wonderful RPers I admire from a far or interact with. Ily aaalll~ ✿ 0bito-uchiha : a-new-dynasty : ashenos : asksasorinodanna : astrayangel : blinded-prodigy : bloodandsacrifice : blossomhime : chaoticrelic : dangeroussharkwaters : deidara-un : deprauationem : eliteuchihacrybaby : flee-on-sight : forsaken-mother : fragrantly-karin : godofsenju : green-eyed-cherry : hinatahyugay : ichaicharaku : immortal-snake-god-orochimaru : incendiamessor : indigocosmos : jibaku-bunshin : kakuzusjashinist : kakuzussexualstitches : kushimaki : little-scarecrow : maskedhawk : masterofshinratensei : masukunin : mikuchiha : orangesage : origamiqueen : pacifismes : peacemakernagato : scorpion-stings : senbonprincess : sexual-nagato : sexually-frustrated-uzumaki : shukkakku : snowbladecharly : southernsassafrastea : ssuigetsu : thatjashinmotherfucker : tobiisabadboy : tsunadehs : u-zumakikushina : waterfall-ragdoll : whiterose-aeon : windywriter : zetsu-munchies ✿

[astrayangel]

She rolls onto her back and reaches her hands up. She wants up, she wants Konan to pick her up. "J-juice."

Oh. A simple request, for such a monstrous, ear shattering tantrum. Were all children like this? If so, she'd have a lot more to handle than she originally thought.

"Ah, of course." With outstretched arms, she pulls the small girl into her arms and supports her weight on her hip, an arm beneath her to keep her snug against her chest. Juice. She could manage that.

"What flavor would you like?" Her tone is considerably gentler now, sweet like honey and soft like silk.

[astrayangel]

Fuckers That Should Follow the Ways of Jashin bloodlacedscythes' Follow Forever Special 1 YEAR BLOG Anniversary Edition Art source: [x]

[Happy Birthday to my blog!!! Oh gosh, this is huge, man. I’ve role played on Tumblr in the past, and in this fandom once more, but I never stuck around for long, and I think it’s a miracle that I’ve kept this blog for one whole entire year! That is, in other words, a long ass time. I’ve made a lot of nice friends, and I’ve role played with so many amazing people! A lot of people helped shape my blog and my portrayal to what it is today, and there are a few who helped inspire my headcanons, and it’s thanks to them that my Hidan is how he is! Sometimes this place is a real dump, but there are so many lovely people that have made this whole experience so wonderful, and I’m just so grateful!

I’m grateful that so many of you have been following me all this time, especially to those who saw all my dumb antics from the start and have continued to follow me up to today. I’m so grateful that there are so many people who enjoy my portrayal, and I’m grateful that over 900 people have thought to themselves that my blog was worth following. I really wasn’t expecting over 50, to be honest! Jeez, this has gotten long and sappy, but man…ahhh. You’re all terrific people, and I’m just—- Cries I don’t even know what to say anymore man. Ran out of words. Anywho, you’re swell, I love you guys, and thank you for everything. I’m stoked for what the future’s got in store for Hidan and I! Thanks for putting up with the both of us for this long ♡

Also, (P.S)!!! There are a lot of personal blogs following me, and I’d like to thank you guys especially!! To think that you wanted a little role play blog on your dash…gosh, it’s an honor. Thank you! The lot of you have been so sweet to me, too! Thank you.

Also… I was gonna do little messages over each url, but…I’d run out of words to say about all of you ;w;]

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[astrayangel]

[/conTINUES TO THROW A TANTRUM]

Well, clearly Konan’s method wasn’t getting her anywhere. She winces, a sigh spilling from her lips when Sakura continues to flail her arms around and scream. Of course, she’d have to get accustomed to the sound; soon she’d have her own bundle of joy to handle.

Where was Obito when she needed him.

"Yes, Sakura. I see you." Perhaps she was doing this just for attention, so Konan gives in and bends at her knees, weighing her gaze on Sakura heavily.

[astrayangel]

In this world, in order to end evil, you have to become evil..

[astrayangel]

[/thrOWS A TANTRUM]

Remains watchful as the small girl carries out her tantrum, but otherwise ignores it. That's what they say to do, right? Konan doesn't really know, but she decides to try this method first. She shifts her weight and rests her lidded gaze on her, remaining passive.

[astrayangel]

Konan watches him as he moves around, eyes trained on him, cat-like in the way she observed him. The pair never shared more words than what needed to be said, the bare minimum was good enough. She never expected too much from him, as she was sure he didn't expect too much from her either. 

There was a lot to consider and plan for when it came to bringing a child into the world, let alone a world as cruel and promising of pain as theirs. Reality was hell, they both shared the same perspective, the only clarity she could find was him and he seemed to find a semblance of peace with her, as well.

She presses her cheek lightly to his shoulder when he sits, violet-blue strands tickling his neck. It's not much, but the closeness alone is enough to temporarily soothe her heart that'd been broken and reshaped in glass.

"It's expected that you, and I as well, feel a bit uncertain and, perhaps, nervous." She begins slowly, capturing his hand when he draws back to replace it on her stomach, resting her fingers over his knuckles. She draws circles over his hand thoughtfully, grasping for the right words to ease his mind.

"We've both sinned, even if we're trying to better the world in a twisted way. We'll always carry it around, never escaping it." She's blunt, probably painfully so, but she's getting to a point that she hopes will bring him some peace.

".. But, we're human, and we all sin. Bringing a child into this world may seem scary, but we've managed to find a semblance of peace, haven't we? I hope that our child will, too, find peace in this world. Whether we are criminals, or sinners, or even saints, that won't matter to our child. He or she will love us both equally, just as you and I love each other. It's not what a person carries around that makes them who they are, it's the good that's left in their heart that does."

   A soft hum rises and dies in his throat, onyx hues watching her every move carefully—even more so now that her pregnancy had begun to progress. Once she has settled and her cloak is off to the side he too moves to place himself upon their shared bed, settling beside her as his gaze drifts lower. The sight of the bump did make things feel more or less real, his gut churning with a slight unease soon afterwards.

    He still held a few worries in regards to the child, in raising the child properly in such an unstable environment, doubting his own lacking skills as a ‘father’ even before the child was born. With a mild hesitation he reaches out, along with quick removal of his glove, to place his hand over her own—residing where their child would remain for months to come.

   He gulps at her question, although is unease is briefly shown on his features, even with their closeness he dislikes showing her his weakness, “…A father…?…no…” They say a man only felt like a father once they held their child for the first time, perhaps the same would become true for him as well. “—I don’t know….what I feel like…” His voice is shy of a whisper, hand retracting once more. Everything was still to new despite having come to terms with the fact they were having a child, and accepting said child as his own. 

   To say he wasn’t excited would be a lie but his nervousness is more abundant. Nervous for what the child may think of him, of them and their criminal standing in the world, nervous the labor she would have to face when bringing their child into the world—it was almost enough to make him sick.

[astrayangel]

Uh you’re welcome Naruto!

[astrayangel]

Victory.

                 you win this round

[astrayangel]

did you papercut his dick for knocking you up?

"I don't owe it to the likes of you to give thought to such a profoundly stupid question, but I suppose I'll entertain your simple mind." Konan gives pause then, shifting her weight and considering what would be the appropriate way to respond.

"No, I have not, and would not lay harm to him. It'd be unfair to push the blame on him when it was an act that I consented to, as well. We've both come to accept, and embrace, the life we've made."