asthesunburnsbright
All We See Is Light
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Indie, mutuals only Evan Hansen (of Dear Evan Hansen) roleplay sideblog. Follows back from across-the-faistverse. Personals and under 21 DNI.
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asthesunburnsbright ยท 3 days ago
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๐’œ๐ฟ๐ฟ ๐’ฒ๐ธ ๐’ฎ๐ธ๐ธ ๐ผ๐’ฎ ๏ผฌ ๏ผฉ ๏ผง ๏ผจ ๏ผด
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asthesunburnsbright ยท 10 days ago
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About Chronically Late Replies
I am absolutely guilty of this, and I donโ€™t give a crap if your reply is a month late or even a year late.ย  It tells me youโ€™re still interested in rping with me.ย  And even if Iโ€™m not in the headspace for that particular thread anymore it also tells me I can come at you with new ideas without being a nuisance.ย  So reply away, no matter how long itโ€™s been!
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asthesunburnsbright ยท 13 days ago
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๐’œ๐ฟ๐ฟ ๐’ฒ๐ธ ๐’ฎ๐ธ๐ธ ๐ผ๐’ฎ ๏ผฌ ๏ผฉ ๏ผง ๏ผจ ๏ผด
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asthesunburnsbright ยท 27 days ago
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โญ’โญ’โญ‘โญ’ -- ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐˜๐˜€: FIRST TIMES (sfw), part 1
remember you can send 'reverse' to switch the roles ! other parts will be posted here.
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ANGRY receiver is angry at sender for the first time BED receiver and sender share a bed for the first time CAR receiver shares a ride with sender for the first time COOKING receiver cooks for sender for the first time CRYING receiver sees sender crying for the first time DATE receiver asks sender out on a date for the first time DRUNK receiver drunk calls/texts sender for the first time FLOWERS receiver gives sender flowers for the first time HAND receiver touches senderโ€™s hand for the first time HEARTFELT receiver sends sender a heartfelt text/audio for the first time HUG receiver hugs sender for the first time HURT receiver sees sender hurt for the first time HOME receiver goes to senderโ€™s home for the first time MESS receiver sees sender in a messy state for the first time JOURNAL receiver writes about sender in their journal for the first time SAFE receiver feels safe around sender for the first time SEEN receiver sees sender for the first time SICK receiver sees sender sick for the first time SNOOZE receiver falls asleep on sender for the first time SUN receiver and sender watch the sunrise together for the first time TEXT receiver texts sender first after a long silence for the first time UPSET receiver sends sender an upset text/audio for the first time
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asthesunburnsbright ยท 28 days ago
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๐’œ๐ฟ๐ฟ ๐’ฒ๐ธ ๐’ฎ๐ธ๐ธ ๐ผ๐’ฎ ๏ผฌ ๏ผฉ ๏ผง ๏ผจ ๏ผด
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asthesunburnsbright ยท 1 month ago
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ย  โ€”ย The Moon and the Yew Tree, Sylvia Plath
[text ID: How I would like to believe in tenderness]
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asthesunburnsbright ยท 1 month ago
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romance & relationship headcanons!
i know this topic is a bit overdone, but i wanted to make a more sfw romance & relationship headcanon meme! most if not all of these questions are related to romance and topics that may arise within romantic relationships, but without explicit nsfw topics!
1. what is your muse's sexual/romantic orientation? 2. has your muse been mainly attracted to masculinity, femininity, androgyny, or an even split (between two, many, or all of the options specified)? 3. has your muse been mainly attracted to men, women, non-binary people, another identity not specified, or an even split (between two, many, or all of the options specified)? 4. does your muse find any specific features particularly attractive? 5. what is your muse's ideal first date? 6. would your muse kiss on the first date? 7. where is your muse most sensitive? 8. is your muse a good kisser? are they experienced or inexperienced? 9. is your muse monogamous or polyamorous? would they be interested in a polyamorous relationship? 10. has your muse ever been cheated on? would they ever cheat on their partner(s)? 11. how comfortable is your muse with their appearance and their body? 12. does your muse get flustered easily? how would they typically react to compliments from someone they are interested in/dating? 13. what traits does your muse value in a romantic partner? 14. what traits does your muse want to avoid when it comes to choosing a romantic partner? 15. how does your muse feel about valentine's day? 16. what is/are your muse's love language(s)? 17. what are some of the signs that your muse shows their care/love without saying they love/care about their partner? 18. how does your muse feel about marriage? would they ever want to get married? 19. how many serious relationships has your muse been in? are they experienced or inexperienced when it comes to dating? 20. how does your muse feel about public displays of affection? would they engage in them? 21. is your muse more flirtatious or shy, or does it depend on the context? 22. does your muse tend to take on a more dominant or submissive role in the relationship, or does it vary based on circumstance? 23. would your muse be good at recognizing their partner's needs right away, or would it take some time? 24. is your muse proactive in communication with their partner(s), or is this something they need to work on? 25. does love and romance mean a lot to your muse? do they seek it constantly or let it come when it does? 26. is your muse more likely to be loud and proud about being in a relationship, or are they more quiet about it at first and open up about it over time? 27. is your muse more confident or shy when it comes to approaching someone they like? 28. would it bother your muse if they had differing interests from their partner(s), or would they delight in it? 29. how important is having (a) physically attractive partner(s) to your muse? 30. would your muse ever be in an open/non-exclusive relationship? would it make them insecure, or would they be open to trying it? 31. does your muse develop crushes easily? would they be open about it to a friend or keep it to themselves? 32. does your muse have an ideal "type"?
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asthesunburnsbright ยท 1 month ago
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SCAR-THEMED HEADCANONS
TW for self-harm
how many scars does your muse have?
is there a scar they don't like to talk about?
do they have any "mundane" scars? caused by a paper cuts, falling against a corner, an operation... ?
do they have any childhood scars?
do they have any battle scar?
are they proud of their scar?
do they tend to hide their scar?
which scar was caused by the worst wound?
do they have any funny story related to one or more of their scars?
do they have any scary story related to one or more of their scars?
do they have any scar shaped in a very particular way?
do they like it when people touch their scars?
did they ever come up with some absurd story about their scars?
do they have any scar caused by someone they still have a positive relationship with?
do they have any scar caused by someone they consider an enemy or a rival?
[ TW ] is any scar a reminder of a near-death experience?
[ TW ] do they have any scar caused by self-harming?
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asthesunburnsbright ยท 1 month ago
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ship headcanons
send as many symbols as you want for each kind of headcanon!ย 
โ˜ for a random headcanon about our muses โœฆ for a sexcanon about our musesย  โœฟ for a confession from my muse to yoursย  โœŽ for a headcanon about our muses domestic life โ† for a headcanon about how our muses deal with disagreementsย  โ™ก for a drabble about what made my muse realize theyโ€™re in love with yours โฆ for something my muse has always wanted to say to yours โ™Ÿ send your own requestย 
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asthesunburnsbright ยท 1 month ago
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asthesunburnsbright ยท 1 month ago
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๐’œ๐ฟ๐ฟ ๐’ฒ๐ธ ๐’ฎ๐ธ๐ธ ๐ผ๐’ฎ ๏ผฌ ๏ผฉ ๏ผง ๏ผจ ๏ผด
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๐’œ๐ฟ๐ฟ ๐’ฒ๐ธ ๐’ฎ๐ธ๐ธ ๐ผ๐’ฎ ๏ผฌ ๏ผฉ ๏ผง ๏ผจ ๏ผด
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asthesunburnsbright ยท 1 month ago
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โœฑหš๏ฝกโ‹† โ†ช ๐”๐๐‘๐„๐€๐‹ ๐”๐๐„๐€๐‘๐“๐‡ . ( a collection of lyric - based prompts based on hozier's album . adjust phrasing as necessary . )
i'm holding my world together with a bootstring .
i would do it again if i could hold you for a minute .
my life was a storm since i was born , how could i fear any hurricane ?
heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i .
i miss when we did not need much .
we didn't get it right , but we did our best .
when people say that something is forever , either way it ends .
i have never known a silence like the one fallen here .
there's money to be made , whatever is still to come .
i don't want to be anything like this at all .
there are some things that nobody teaches you .
we can celebrate the good that we've done .
if there was anyone to get through this life with their heart in tact , they didn't do it right .
all i needed was someone .
you only feel it when it's lost .
the awful things we do to make our heads feel quiet .
you may never know your fortune .
so far from home to have a stranger call you 'darling' .
i'm a butchered tongue still singing here above the ground .
if i was a riptide , i wouldn't take you out .
knowing that everything ends won't change our plan .
i feel lighter than i have in so much time .
i don't know how the feeling ended .
i know we want this to go easy by being somebody's fault .
how could i fall when i am lifted by every word you say to me ?
if i said that this was drowning , you'd tell me i'm walking on water .
who wants to live forever , babe ?
old and young are welcome to the meal .
how can something be so much heavier but so much less than what it seems ?
we had nowhere to go and every desire to go there .
if i fall , i only pray , don't fall away from me .
all our weight is just a burden offered to us by the world .
getting through still has a cost .
so much of our life is just carving through the dark .
after this i'm never gonna be the same .
some part of me must have died the first time you called me 'baby' .
are there limits to emptiness ?
i wish i was the sunlight , just sitting on the mississippi .
if you need to , darling , lean your weight onto me .
you can't buy this fineness .
some part of me must have come alive the first time you called me 'baby' .
the future's so bright it's burning .
i would do anything just to run away .
i heard once , it's the comforts that make us feel numb .
darkness always finds you , either way .
i know being reckless and young isn't how the damage gets done .
i haven't felt it since then .
i do not have wings , love , and i never will .
one time we would want for nothing , we knew what our love was worth .
i think i'll take my whiskey neat .
i'd still be surprised i could find you , in any life .
i don't need to know where we begin and end .
my name always hits my ears as such an awful sound .
i'm taking no orders , i'm gonna be nobody's soldier .
living the dream , benzos and gasoline .
i wish i could go along , don't get me wrong .
do you think i'd give up ?
i'm infinitely suffering , but fighting it off like all creation .
if you're drunk on life , babe , that's great .
what good would it be on the far side of things ?
i aim low , i aim true and to the ground is where i go .
i wouldn't sell the world , i would hold on for all its worth .
choose between being a butcher and a pauper .
i feel as useful as dirt .
it's the sound of it that brings me here .
when was the last time ?
i want to fade away with you .
whatever keeps you around , it keeps you around .
funny how true colors shine in darkness and secrecy .
when i was younger , i used to guess if there were limits to emptiness .
you know i'm good on my own .
one bright morning changes all things .
i'm sick to my skin , watching the news again .
how could you think i'd scare so easily ?
now that it's done , there's not one thing i would change .
would all things god allows remain above ground ?
i'd walk so far just to take the injury of finally knowing you .
you treat your mouth like it's heaven's gate .
could this be how every day begins ?
i can scarce believe what i'm believing in .
whatever you choose , you lose in the long run .
your reflection can't offer a word to the bliss of not knowing yourself .
the goal i was aiming for was the wrong one .
you're too sweet for me .
your heart , love , has such darkness .
let the sun only shine on me through a falling sky .
i don't wanna choose between being a salesman and a soldier .
how do you sleep so well ?
i wouldn't sell the world for all the gold and sterling .
the street is for the laughter of young women and men .
you can keep a dream in your mind only to find out it's the hope that's killing you .
each time i'm shocked by the light .
july is still coming , just knowing that gets me through .
maybe i have yet to venture out and see the places i dream about .
no closer could i be to god .
what you live in , it finds a way to live in you .
i want to be so far away from sight and mind .
you know the distance made no difference to me .
i thought you were like an angel to me .
i'd move so fast that i'd outpace the dawn .
all my love and terror balanced there between those two eyes .
i'm still glad i met you .
that moment i knew , i had no choice but to love you .
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asthesunburnsbright ยท 1 month ago
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asthesunburnsbright ยท 2 months ago
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asthesunburnsbright ยท 2 months ago
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Marianas Trench Haven Lyric sentence starters
โ€œHow can this be right?โ€
โ€œBut what about all those voices in the night?โ€
โ€œEverything almost fits together right.โ€
โ€œLiars creep on every side.โ€
โ€œThis moment's all we've got.โ€
โ€œCan we just stay a while?โ€
โ€œWe'll never, ever be the same.โ€
โ€œThis is only just beginning.โ€
โ€œI'm afraid of what if it isn't what it takes?โ€
โ€œJust get through one last show.โ€
โ€œI made a deal with myself that I'm keeping.โ€
โ€œYou know what, I think I might be getting better.โ€
โ€œI know I should stay away, so what?โ€
โ€œMaybe I'm not getting better.โ€
โ€œWho said I was getting better?โ€
โ€œEverything all comes down to you.โ€
โ€œJust stay with me tonight.โ€
โ€œI never know what to do.โ€
โ€œI'm coming to keep you near.โ€
โ€œThis is a dream worth dying for.โ€
โ€œSo, these are the dreams we're fighting for.โ€
โ€œFound the will but lost the nerve.โ€
โ€œIt's not giving up, it's surrender.โ€
โ€œIt ain't the same now.โ€
โ€œJust repeat this long goodbye.โ€
โ€œWe were born to step into the storm.โ€
โ€œSome days were perfect, some days were obscene.โ€
โ€œIt's good to see you, and we've both grown.โ€
โ€œWhere we came from stays the same though.โ€
โ€œYou've been holding on to what should have been.โ€
โ€œWhen you've had enough, I'll stay with you.โ€
โ€œYou're not alone.โ€
โ€œI can't make you want this for yourself.โ€
โ€œOnly you can decide to stay and fight.โ€
โ€œWe only get to live one life.โ€
โ€œIt'll never hold through the night.โ€
โ€œIt's not the fall, it's the getting up.โ€
โ€œWhat if it's too late to try?โ€
โ€œKnow that I should stay but I could leave tonight and run.โ€
โ€œI know that I'm not fooling anyone.โ€
โ€œWe could leave tonight and run.โ€
โ€œWhat will I become if all that I do is turn and run?โ€
โ€œThese are parts unknown.โ€
โ€œWe're on the edge of where the world drops off.โ€
โ€œJust don't turn and run.โ€
โ€œHere in the dark, no secret's safe forever.โ€
โ€œThe stars should point you home.โ€
โ€œWho knows where you are?โ€
โ€œYou disappeared for years out there.โ€
โ€œYou and I were meant to try.โ€
โ€œI've been waiting all my life.โ€
โ€œWhen the day's gone, we hold on to the nights like these.โ€
โ€œMaybe not how we planned it.โ€
โ€œEverything is different now, but it kinda feels the same.โ€
โ€œIs this a fever I'm feeling?โ€
โ€œYou got me burning like a dive bar cigarette.โ€
โ€œI know I don't seem to cross your mind.โ€
โ€œI'll give you something to remember me by.โ€
โ€œI bet you thought I would deceive you.โ€
โ€œI bet you thought that I would leave you.โ€
โ€œIt took forever to start it right.โ€
โ€œYou're like a small-town Juliet.โ€
โ€œUnto the breach, before the flood.โ€
โ€œIs that safe haven in my sights?โ€
โ€œI don't know how it got this far.โ€
โ€œIf we fall, then we all fall.โ€
โ€œKeep your voice down.โ€
โ€œI don't do well when I'm alone.โ€
โ€œIt's only you and me now.โ€
โ€œNo one's getting out alive.โ€
โ€œI know a place where I belong.โ€
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asthesunburnsbright ยท 2 months ago
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Care and control
"Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you. I just want to take care of you." "Youโ€™re safe here with me, I promise." "Everything I do is for your own good." "Iโ€™ve waited so long to have you all to myself." "You deserve to be pampered and loved." "Relax, let me take care of everything." "I know you didn't ask for this, but you'll see it's for the best." "Every touch is meant to bring you comfort." "Your happiness means everything to me." "Let me show you how much you mean to me." "You'll never have to worry about anything again." "In time, youโ€™ll see how much I adore you." "You donโ€™t need to fight this; just let it happen." "Iโ€™ve prepared everything for your arrival." "Your beauty deserves to be cherished." "You'll grow to love it here, I promise." "I want to see you smile, that's all I want." "Iโ€™ve dreamt of this moment for so long." "Every day will be filled with love and care." "Iโ€™ll protect you from the world outside."
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