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If I had a nickel for every time hwang in yeop played an older brother who had his younger sister die in his care, putting him under suspension by his own parents especially his mother.

I would have two nickels.

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the kaz brekker x reader tag is active y'all this is the best day ever i'm gonna sob 😭😭😭😭😭

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NO BECAUSE THIS IS SO TRUE

the moment i started watching hazbin (specially the series) i was like "hmmm he seems awfully familiar what?" and when i made the connection i just could not undo it yk ?!!!!

there is something that i simply cannot let go of and that is Kaz Brekker from Six of Crows and Alastor from Hazbin Hotel have the same energy in a very Particular Way and i have not stopped thinking about this for weeks

the entire time i was reading the six of crows duology (and even after sometimes) it takes a genuinely conscious effort to move away from the mental image of alastor from hazbin and conjure up the mental image i have of kaz

SPECIFICALLY WHEN ALASTOR IS TELLING ROSIE THAT CHARLIE IS SOMEONE HE CAN GUIDE AND ALL I COULD THINK WAS W Y L A N

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I don’t know how to explain this well so stay with me but yk what I fantasize about ALL THE TIME??

Just being that person to someone

Like the case falls apart, Reid is going out of his mind and Penelope calls you bc she knows you’re the only one who can help

Or he starts rubbing his eyes again and you’re the first one who will notice

Or the other way round where he is your person

So you’re getting worked up with the amount of pressure on yourself and you just hear Emily say ‘get Reid’ and when he hears someone say they need him because you need help he is out of his chair and across the room before he can think about it

You know? Sigh

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i'm convinced i've consumed every piece of media there is of kaz brekker out there, and i am very desperate for new content i kid you not i check the "kaz brekker x reader" tag religiously two times a day i am very much going insane

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xreader fic is so inherently healing like

do you love yourself? no? that's okay this character you love loves you back. are you kind? that is why they love you. are you patient? that is why they love you. are you a coward are you shy are you brave are you bold are you bratty? that is why they love you. you are loved and you will not be punished for seeking love. you are loved and you will find it here in these words.

do you love yourself yet? no? that's okay this character can love you until you do. this character will point out the few traits you can relate with yourself (your smile, your laugh, you brattiness, your whimsy, your strength, your sorrow) and tell you that they love that about you until one day you can love it, if not yourself, too.

do you love yourself yet? no? but you're starting to accept that you can be loved? that there is something in you- your awkwardness, your bashfulness, your straightforward mind, you ability to heal, your ability to fight- that someone could look at and learn to adore? well done. you're right, this character does see that and adore it. you may not love yourself just now, just yet, but now you see right? That there is something to love in you?

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OBJECTION‼️‼️‼️ nuh-uh but make it alastor and husk

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he's so me i love him 😔😔

CRIMINAL MINDS — 7.21, Divining Rod

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the colorblind one 😈

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papa more movie. papá me want more movie ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

angsty spencer one shots that are based off of lana del rey songs >>>>>>

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i am, once again, asking for help finding a fic😔

i don't remember what season it was, but it was when spencer's (reid) mom was staying over at his apartment (i don't remember if he and reader were dating but i'm pretty sure they were) and reader comes over to check on her and diana is just beating the ever loving shit out of her and calling her like a spy or something or like her wanting to hurt spencer and everyone's crying and i love it but i can't find it help me pls 😔😔😔

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Category is: episodes directed by Matthew Gray Gubler

5x16- Mosley Lane

6x18- Lauren

7x19 Heathridge Manor

8x10- The Lesson

8x20- Alchemy, 9x07- The Gatekeeper

9x20- Blood Relations

10x21- Mr Scratch

11x18- A Beautiful Disaster 12x6- Elliot’s Pond

13x17- The Capilanos

14x05- The Tall Man

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my baby 😔😔😔

Just a little early season spencer dump 🤗

taglist- @spencers1wifey | @mvndfvelds | @mindfullycriminal | @luce-reid I @ferrjulie | @khxna | @ilovebeingdelulu | @lover-of-books-and-tea I@jaden-reid | @eli-chris | @multifandomsimp69 | @multiversejumper | @shadoesx

taglist/masterlist

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when y'all see me like this , don't stop me , i'm very aware of what i'm doing and i have no regrets

you would fuck that old man. i would fuck that old man. we are the same. hold my hand

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The real barbie is Y/n.

Y/n’s a doctor, a cop, a scientist, an agent, vet, hero, villain, astronaut, lawyer, spy, criminal, artist, chef, engineer, psychologist, architect, journalist, firefighter, event planner, mechanic, photographer, musician, actor, interior designer, bartender, fashion designer, barista, florist, forensic scientist, flight attendant, profiler, tour guide, translator, etc.

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I just need a nerdy guy like him.

Like right now.

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I'm a simple girl. I wake up, I watch criminal minds and I cry because spencer reid will never be mine