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hi guys I’m still alive I promise

the quarter just finished - I have to play catch up. I’ve been tryin to give myself a lil break lol

just watched arcane for the first time. expect art.

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full version of this piece is up on Bluesky! https://bsky.app/profile/judas-iscariot.bsky.social/post/3lcgx4hyiys2x

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Still working on my zine (kill me)

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Vashwood stuff 💕💕💕

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we’re doing zines in art class - I’m doing the gospel of judas, a highly contested piece of lost biblical lore

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guys if you don’t want kids, don’t get a puppy.

unfortunately we made a massive err in judgment. atreus, though absolutely the sweetest thing in the world and just so so so full of love, is going back to the shelter. we’re too poor and I’m in school full time and my fiancé is working full time. truly - do not underestimate how much work a puppy is.

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y’all join Bluesky! it’s open for anyone now and it’s,,, delightfully kind and free of trolls (thus far)

first ten peeps to join and follow me (shoot me a DM there and say u came from here) will get a follow back!

handle is @//judas-iscariot.bsky.social

💕💕💕

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the full (extremely nsfw version) of this is now on blueskyyyy

follow me @//judas-iscariot.bsky.social <3

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okay. i’ve hit acceptance. i drank too much this past week and spent the entirety of it miserable in bed and disassociating from reality but i’m back

that’s where they want me. despondent enough to just. take everything that comes lying down. i refuse to. so, despite my continued terror at what 2025-2029 will look like, i,,,, move.

i have to.

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hey guys I’m on Bluesky now too!!! I’ll be posting my fully NSFW art there for free n shit. Gonna be uploading stuff over the next couple days, so stay tuned 💕💕💕

@//judas-iscariot.bsky.social

come on over!!!

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WHEW what a week lmao

Anyway I love you guys

I love u all so very very much

We’re gonna be okay. I refuse to be anything else. I’ve fought too hard for it.

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i love you.

all of you. but today, this love is directed specifically at my followers in the USA.

god... i've spent this morning reading posts from trans teenagers in red states and it's absolutely gutting me right now. why? how did this happen? why does hate and fear garner so much support? why was it so easy for trump to win?

one thing i know: i refuse to disappear. i refuse to silence myself, to surrender. i refuse to become a ghost and give way to this onslaught of cisgender male hate. i have been victim to it since i was seventeen, and i absolutely will not succumb to it.

if anyone needs to talk, my dm's are open. i will try to reply in a timely manner. please - take care of yourselves right now. if you are in danger of hurting yourselves, PLEASE reach out to a help line.

The Trevor Project: (866) 488-7386

The Trevor Project is the leading national organization providing crisis intervention and suicide prevention services to lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender and questioning (LGBTQ) young people ages 13-24.

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: (800) 273-8255 (online chat available)

The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is a national network of local crisis centers that provides free and confidential emotional support to people in suicidal crisis or emotional distress 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.

Crisis Text Line: Text START to 741-741

Crisis Text Line is free, 24/7 support for those in crisis. Text from anywhere in the USA to text with a trained Crisis Counselor.

The LGBT National Hotline: (888) 843-4564

The LGBT National Youth Talkline (youth serving youth through age 25): (800) 246-7743

Both provide telephone, online private one-to-one chat and email peer-support, as well as factual information and local resources for cities and towns across the United States.

Trans Lifeline: (877) 565-8860

Trans Lifeline is a trans-led organization that connects trans people to the community, support, and resources they need to survive and thrive.

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holy fuck.

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well. it’s Election Day.

i hope y’all show up and show out and vote blue to save this tar pit country

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i'm so sorry but if ur too braindead to navigate a long-form fic of a game that's been out for over a year and demand i put specific spoiler alerts in every single chapter for the spoilers contained in said chapter bc u haven't gotten that far in game yet i cannot help u

does that make me heinously rude idk but i'm exhausted lmao

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"which way, left or right?"

pls tell me this is an lotr reference lmaoooo

great chapter as always ! i yearn for m o r e

IT IS MY LOVE IT IS !!!

you’ve won thank you I love u

thank you thank you ilu 3000 😭🥹💕💕💕

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He cannot find himself in the mirror.