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Yellow reminds me of this place, this field of flowers. It turned the dull brown soil to an attractive radiating yellow. All the flowers were thriving in the air with full bloomed petals, enticing the bees and the butterflies.

The sky was clear that day, with no clouds, perfect weather, not too hot or cold, mellow breeze and the captivating smell of the field.

It's not like they bloomed over a night. Each flower took it's own time to grow and bloom. Each of them focused on growing up and working on themselves to bloom brightly.

Maybe that's what we should be doing. Whenever we complain about having a bad day or a rough night, we need to remember that it takes time, everything takes time to heal and grow. But, eventually, we bloom. We bloom with soo much brilliance that it could blind the Sun (and these bright flowers).

Bloom away!

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I'm walking past these hallways, delirious in between this crowd. Thinking about my own emotions and conflicting thoughts, letting those limiting beliefs affect my moods. Feeling the weight of a thousand boulders and feeling completely vulnerable and weak.

But, I forget.

I forget that everyone around me has their own conflicting thoughts and emotions, their own limiting beliefs and their own stories. Everyone in these hallways, every person that I laid eyes on, every person I smiled to, every person I randomly walked past, every single person has a story that we are not aware of.

Then, I feel at ease, knowing I'm not really alone. Everyone has their own demons to face, own dragons to slay. I don't have to fight alone because everyone are fighting together.

So, I pray everyone's pain eases soon. Take care :)

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I wish I was a sunset, radiating such bright aesthetic colors, catching everyone's eyes and making them feel lost into my beauty, grabbing everyone's attention and making them believe in love once again.

I'm often jealous of sunsets because they're so freaking perfect and it isn't fair for things to be flawless.

My ideal day would be to witness a sunset and getting bathed over its beautiful colors.

I wish people would get high and drunk over such brilliant radiance than other petty stuffs.

Sunsets>>>>

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Watching the sky through the leaves of a palm tree is a summer aesthetic.

There's a beach near my hometown with a bunch of palm trees alongside a sandy road. I always go to the shore at 6 in the morning with a book, sit on a rock, under the palm tree and close my eyes. The rush of the wind, the salty odour, the humidity, the feel of the sand between my toes and the sound of the waves hitting the rocks. Godamn it, I miss my hometown.

Every second of it feels holy. My Paradise.

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Do you see those different shades of color?

The blues fading into yellows.

Do you see that clear sky?

The clouds abandoning the sky.

Do you hear it?

The whispering sounds of fallen leaves

Do you see those trees?

The lonely trees of Autumn

Do you feel the wind?

The crisp breeze of a morning

Do you feel the sunlight?

The bright beam of a sunrise

These drive me to have a beautiful beginning.

And the best part is, we can have tonnes of beautiful beginnings because we're all blessed with these aesthetics everyday.

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Do you know the feeling of sinking deep into the ocean? I mean, i would drown irl, since I don't know swimming. But, that feeling, is heavy. I never know what I'm supposed to do or say, I just let it happen.

Initially, I start to panic and gasp for air. My throat starts burning. My lungs feel like they were stabbed a million times by a blunt blade. My limbs feel absolutely numb. My eyes feel heavy.

And then after minutes of torture, I stop. I stop to resist. I don't do anything and let the water engulf me. That moment, I'm at peace. I'm light. I'm me.