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             ❛     IN  ORDER  TO  ALLOW    for  a  new  generation  to  enjoy  good  fortune ,   then  the   price  that  we  must  pay   is  to  carry  the  bodies  of  the  dead  across  a   river  of  blood.❜          //     like  /  reblog !!     (     blog  still  under construction.     )  

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             ❛     IN  ORDER  TO  ALLOW    for  a  new  generation  to  enjoy  good  fortune ,   then  the   price  that  we  must  pay   is  to  carry  the  bodies  of  the  dead  across  a   river  of  blood.❜          //     like  /  reblog !!     (     blog  still  under construction.     )  

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ooc.  currently setting up the new blog  (  just gotta type out the rules page  ).  hopefully,  i’ll get it goin’  tonight,  butttttttt latest tmrw since i have a day off!

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@verheiz replied to your post:

dreams really do come true

lowkey squeals ‘cause  it’s a roy.  

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ooc.  hellos  c:  it’s late  &  i can’t sleep but...  i wanted to come by  &  TENTATIVELY  say that i’m going to  remake  this blog  c:  not sure how alive this fandom is,  but imma do it anyways!!  i look forward to rp’ing w/ y’all again.

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ooc.  ‘ello ‘ello!!  shizu here with a   `  new  `  fandomless oc!  i’ve recently decided to abandon  all  of my blogs  &  start anew.  i’m still in the middle of icons  &  stuff,  but!!  feel free to like  /  reblog   (  latter preferred  )   if you’d be interested in rp’ing with…      -  a university student who’s an aspiring nurse.      -  her name’s  adeline,  part of the  ashton  family  (  a fallen aristocracy  ).        -  she’s super selfless,  always putting herself above others.      -  spoiler alert:  her health fell b/c she was trying to help her brother.      -  she has one of the strongest stomachs around blood  &  guts         but is scared of everything else??      -  wears a pair of gloves  all  the time b/c!!  she can throw it at someone         to declare a challenge!!   (ง'̀-‘́)ง      -  i promise she’s a bundle of jokes,  laughs  &  just a lil’ bit of nerves.

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ofsakuras:

kinda important.     do you ever get the feeling of wanting to delete all your blogs  &  start over?  yeaaaaaah…  that’s where i’m at right now.  not because i’m sad or anything,  i just want a new start.  soo haha,  once i get things figured out,  imma delete alllll of my blogs  &  start anew with a new muse.

my blogs:  rachel phantomhive  (  @ashdrawn  ),  riza hawkeye  (  @ashcrownd  ),  adeline ashford  (  @xlarula  ),  &  li quiwen  (  @crownfate  ).  

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pops in  &  boops out.

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various starters

❛  you’re a weapon and weapons don’t weep.  ❜

❛  hurt me once, I’ll kill you twice.  ❜

❛  never trust a survivor until you learn what they did to stay alive.  ❜

❛  death is the only god that comes when you call.  ❜

❛  I am teeth. I am royal. you are nothing to me.  ❜

❛  the sun will rise and we will try again.  ❜

❛  we’re just kids. we aren’t supposed to be heroes.  ❜

❛  I like my women like I like my Absinthe: bitter and intoxicating.  ❜

❛  what doesn’t kill me better run.  ❜

❛  she wasn’t looking for a knight. she was looking for a sword.  ❜

❛  don’t dehumanize bad people, because it’s their humanity which makes what they’ve done so terrifying.  ❜

❛  she isn’t just pretty. she is otherworldly and vaguely threatening.  ❜

❛  magic is not good or evil. is a knife evil? only if the wielder is.  ❜

❛  I don’t want your crown. see, I’ve come to burn your kingdom down.  ❜

❛  they broke my wings. they forgot I have claws.  ❜

❛  all that blood was never beautiful, it was just red.  ❜

❛  what do you do when there’s no hero in the story? simple. you kill the monster and crown yourself.  ❜

❛  how terrible it is, to love something that death can touch.  ❜

❛  you may not be interested in war, but it is interested in you.  ❜

❛  I feel divinity in my bones like aching. like fire.  ❜

❛  you make me feel and I don’t like it. I want it to stop. now.  ❜

❛  you are losing my interest and that is very dangerous.  ❜

❛  she will burn your kingdoms down, herself with it, if it means your ruin.  ❜

❛  it’s okay to be scared. it means your about to do something brave.  ❜

❛  she looks like divine absolution.  ❜

❛  I will not be another flower, picked for my beauty and left to die. I will be wild, difficult to find and impossible to forget.  ❜

❛  be careful with words. they can be forgive, but never forgotten.  ❜

❛  you not wanting me was the beginning of me wanting myself.  ❜

❛  I’m tired of fighting. for once, I want to be fought for.  ❜

❛  never run back to what broke you.  ❜

❛  I was quite, but not blind.  ❜

❛  your gut knows what’s up. trust that bitch.  ❜

❛  we all eat lies when our hearts are hungry.  ❜

❛  do not judge my story by the chapter you walked in on.  ❜

❛  I’m just a girl, standing in front of a salad, wishing it was a donut.  ❜

❛  you can miss something but not want it back.  ❜

❛  you can’t save people, you can only love them.  ❜

❛  I came, I saw, I made it awkward.  ❜

❛  we buy shite we don’t need, with money we don’t have, to impress people we don’t like.  ❜

❛  you’re always one decision away from a different life.  ❜

❛  my brain has too many tabs open.  ❜

❛  I’m not saying I hate you, just that you’re like the Monday of people.  ❜

❛  there’s no ‘we’ in fries.  ❜

❛  apology accepted, trust denied.  ❜

❛  death and I have been scandalously intimate for some time now.  ❜

❛  life happens. coffee helps.  ❜

❛  I am mine before I am ever anyone else’s.  ❜

❛  I rely a bit too heavily on alcohol and irony.  ❜

❛  very early in my life it was already too late.  ❜

❛  is that a threat or are you flirting with me.  ❜

❛  was the use of force necessary in completing your objectives?  ❜

❛  I’ll let you drag me to hell if it means you’ll hold my hand.  ❜

❛  I do bad things, and I do them very well.  ❜

❛  you drink too much, you cuss too much and you have questionable morals. you’re everything I ever wanted.  ❜

❛  they will kill you, but first they will have to catch you.  ❜

❛  drugs might kill you but they’ll never break your heart.  ❜

❛  good girls are just bad girls that haven’t been caught.  ❜

❛  a pretty face doesn’t guarantee a pretty heart.  ❜

❛  no airbag, we die like men.  ❜

❛  true evil is, above all, seductive.  ❜

❛  it takes more courage to suffer than to die.  ❜

❛  you must be lucky to avoid the wolf every time. but the wolf? he only needs enough luck to catch you once.  ❜

❛  justice is vengeance in prettier packaging.  ❜

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I can taste IRON on my lips as velvet runs down my chin. There is a faint ringing in my ear, echoing at me to SURVIVE. I can see blazes of red and orange erupting around me, the gray cloud filling up my nostrils–the disgusting faint smell of VICTORY lingers in the air.

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bratjas:

requested starter for @ashcrownd​.

               SILENCE. It rang like the hefty toll of a solemn bell filling the space between them. Not a comfortable air to be settled over their shared company considering the circumstances of their outing.

With his cheek in his palm, Ed stared out the passenger-side window of the car. Alphonse had been left behind. Resigned to await his brothers return at the dorms; meanwhile Ed was debating how fast was too fast to chance a tuck-and-roll. Unlike Riza, the eldest Elric brother was less inclined to hold fast to duty when given trivial errands. Like forced brassiere shopping because of ONE audience sans-binder.

“ Is this really necessary. . ? “ At last the quiet was broken, but with a repetition of excuses and promises that Ed had already offered upon being all-but dragged into the car in the first place. “ I already said I wouldn’t do it again… “

「 ◦ ♛ ◦  ﹠﹠ ʰᵃʷᵏᵉʸᵉ⋅  ━ 」

        usual  facade  (  stoic  &  neutral  )  rests ‘pon her countenance ━━  comfortably  &  showed  no  signs of  relinquishing  it’s place.  having been given  (  forced  )  to complete this  errand,  her visage  betrayed  no trace of  VEXATION,  though in her mind lingered  perplexity;  she thought it was  common knowledge  that she  wasn’t  the most feminine  &  thus not  apt  for the task,  but who was  she  to complain.     ❛  ━━  please,  edward.  ❜     she starts as she parks the car at their destination.     ❛  we both know this is  necessary,  now,  let’s go.  ❜

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u are soft and warm like mash potatoes

「 ◦ ♛ ◦  ﹠﹠ ʰᵃʷᵏᵉʸᵉ⋅  ━ 」

        ❛  ━━  colonel…  are you  DRUNK?  ❜

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heathers starters!

“i am damaged, far too damaged.”

“you were meant to be mine, i am all that you need.”

“our love is god. let’s go get a slushie.”

“greetings & salutations.”

“you came so far why now are you pulling on my dick?”

“stick around here, make things better; cause you beat me fair & square.”

“you know what i want, babe? cool guys like you out of my life.”

“y’know, you fucked me up pretty bad there. you got power.”

“fuck me gently with a chainsaw, do i look like mother teresa to you?”

“they made you cry; but that will end tonight.”

“chaos is great! chaos is what killed the dinosaurs, darling.”

“our love is god.”

“i wish your mom stayed around a little longer. i wish she was a little stronger.”

“i wish your dad was good!”

“i wish we met before they convinced you life is war!”

“i wish you’d come with me…”

“please.. don’t leave me alone. you were.. all that i could trust.. i can’t do this alone..”

“let’s make this beautiful.”

“let’s be normal. see bad movies, sneak a beer & watch tv.”

“don’t you want a life with me?”

“you don’t know what my world looks like.”

“sorry for coming through the window. dreadful etiquette, i know.”

“i worship you. i’d trade my life for you.”

“wish you’d miss me, wish you’d kiss me…”

“but i believe a dream that is worth having, should be a dream that never has to end.”

“certain girls were meant to be alone.”

“fine. we’re damaged, very damaged. but that does not make us wise.”

“we’re not special, we’re not different. we don’t choose who lives or dies.”

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SHORT STORIES, my favorite kind of poetry ( meme ).

SIX WORDS .

❝ i heard you were doing good. ❞ ❝ you don’t grow your horns overnight. ❞ ❝ i promise, it gets better eventually. ❞ ❝ & we never talked after that. ❞ ❝ am i really, truly, that unlovable? ❞ ❝ don’t talk like you’re coming back. ❞ ❝ my most dangerous habit is trusting. ❞ ❝ we’re made of stars & stories. ❞ ❝ you didn’t have to do that. ❞ ❝ everything is poetry when you’re drunk. ❞ ❝ did i mean anything to you? ❞ ❝ real feelings don’t just go away. ❞ ❝ you came & changed the weather. ❞ ❝ when can you just be mine? ❞ ❝ there was no love, only lust. ❞ ❝ darling, stop wishing on dead stars. ❞ ❝ art is another form of screaming. ❞ ❝ silence is the most painful goodbye. ❞ ❝ what the fuck did you do? ❞ ❝ i’m drunk, dizzy & missing you. ❞ ❝ kiss me like you’re losing me. ❞ ❝ i don’t feel like smiling today. ❞ ❝ not all good people are innocent. ❞ ❝ we’re a disaster in the making. ❞ ❝ some things are better left unsaid. ❞ ❝ we really should’ve talked about it. ❞ ❝ i’m so glad i met you. ❞ ❝ i wish i knew you earlier. ❞ ❝ i fucked (pronoun/name) to our song. ❞ ❝ i dreamed of you this night. ❞

TEN WORDS .

❝ you saw the messed up parts of me, & stayed. ❞ ❝ all i’ve ever wanted was for someone to save me. ❞ ❝ since you left, i have no one to talk to. ❞ ❝ i apologize for the nights in which i cannot breathe. ❞ ❝ everytime i look at you, i want to kiss you. ❞ ❝ we said no strings attached but now we’re in knots. ❞ ❝ there’s a difference between missing someone & missing having someone. ❞ ❝ for which f are you drinking? fuck, forget, or fun? ❞ ❝ my biggest mistake was thinking i could live without (pronoun/name). ❞ ❝ whenever (name/pronoun) rose to kiss me, i fell even more. ❞ ❝ i wish that ‘goodnight’ was followed by ‘i love you’. ❞ ❝ let’s smoke a pack of mentholds & talk about love. ❞ ❝ your deep, sleepy voice makes me feel like i’m okay. ❞ ❝ i read both of our horoscopes looking for an answer ❞ ❝ reality is the absolute last place i want to be. ❞ ❝ i didn’t expect that drunk kiss could mean this much. ❞ ❝ all i need is a late night drive with you. ❞ ❝ feeling pain is nowhere near as terrifying as feeling nothing. ❞ ❝ your eyes are the color of summer fading into autumn. ❞ ❝ you are the warmest home i will ever, ever find. ❞ ❝ the world is less scary when i am with you. ❞ ❝ i still can’t tell which of us was the victim. ❞ ❝ i just need an excuse to hang out with you. ❞ ❝ your expectations for me have been set way too high. ❞ ❝ i don’t want to feel this way about anyone else. ❞

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