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inspired by Sylvia plath’s fig tree

Unlike a branched out fig tree my fig tree has only one branch with one fig through time the other figs have gone bad all wrinkled and withered.

Within me, a startling fear lies a fear that says I’m not good enough for that branch. Pressured to pick a rotten fig, where no passion lies and hold it tight to my chest for the day I fail.

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Isabel Marant Spring 2014

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actually bored af

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TikTok moots?

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I miss TikTok during covid

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The sun 

We talked everyday it meant everything to me you were my sun brighting my day but only for a while 

I find my self in need to talk to someone but your my sun i can’t get close

Hate grew in me anger grew in me but who’s to blame now me or you? 

I got over my sun setting 

Why can’t you? Don’t force your light where it don’t belong anymore 

don’t force that light on to someone who’s found it inadequate long time ago

From my sun you become my Pluto I just need you to leave 

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hello I’ll be making one on Twitter so if anyone wants to join just dm me

my summer might be boring AF so if anyone has a group chat or a non-weird discord server please let me in

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my summer might be boring AF so if anyone has a group chat or a non-weird discord server please let me in

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saying sorry for everything because if not then I would be thinking about it non stop and itlll drive me crazy

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Getting mad at people when they accuse me of not being okay (I’m not )

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did i bring this on myself????

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new twt layout

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so what if I feel sad by the end of any day no matter how good it was

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this is me being honest

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this month is not it

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idc i consider my self a poet