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Been on an Olympics high (:

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📸 | snapshot

xie lian soft-launches his bf hua cheng and the internet loses it

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It's not so bad (just got back here, will start hating in a few hours)

Assumption: British?

yes (I wish I lived somewhere else, I hate this country)

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milfs…,, milves,

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today's episode of being obsessed with The Radiant Emperor: this conversation (even before the ''you don't kneel" moment) is insane for the parallels it shares with Ouyang's internal struggles. Aside from the obvious ''Why can’t you make it easier for me to hate you?/Would that I could only hate, It would be easier", it makes me want to chew on glass that Ouyang seems to never have considered forgiving Esen for (essentially) being Chaghan's son and is so taken aback by the fact that Esen considers forgiving Baoxiang simply because he loves him. Ouyang could never conceive of such notion even if what he subconsiously wants the most is to live happily ever after with Esen!

Another thing is the parallel between Ouyang being like ''oh no, Esen, why can't you see reality for what it is" several times (even if he admires that) and Esen here going ''oh no, Ouyang, why can't you imagine a different reality"... For all the poetic Ouyang waxes about Esen's naivete he doesn't share I find it sooo interesting this instance of Esen dragging Ouyang for his lack of imagination because this is ultimately what doomed him...

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sorry about your strategist/civil advisor, my liege. yeah they put him in the time loop. its very traumatising hes not having fun. i think it's a metaphor for the cyclical nature of history and/or the process of reading a story with a forgone conclusion, hoping against hope that everything will turn out all right this time, maybe. idk might be a reach. good news though! he's really really improved his relationship with zhou yu. they make out in like 64% of the iterations. there was this really homoerotic qin duet in iteration #2008 you had to have been there.

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HAPPY 3 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO GAY PEOPLE !!!🚂♾💥💥💥💥

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oh 12.65 litres of blood clinging to the outside of my body, we're really in it now

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Nihuang my beloved finally competed her. The face is a little messed up in the photo somehow. The little armour details was a real test of patience.

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瑯琊榜 fanart

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Long time no see tumblr

time for me to disappear again

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I finished. It won't get any better. Considering I'm still sick, it still worked out well. Aquarius from Roman Szmal, natural W&N sable brushes, white Posca, 100% cotton paper, 300g.

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Painted in October

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srry for looking into ur eyes without permission

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The fairest maiden is sitting

So marvelous up there,

Her golden jewels are shining,

She combs her golden hair.

With a golden comb she combs it

And sings a song as well

Whose melody binds a wondrous

And overpowering spell

Heinrich Heine "Lorelei", eng by A. Z. Foreman

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Watching season 1 again and the sisters are making me sad again.