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"Who said I was going to be rough with you? I know how to handle a lady properly." There was a slight blush that tinted his cheeks after the words left his mouth. Truthfully, he didn't really know anything about handling women in that sense. But when it came to being gentle, however, that he knew how to do.
"You're missing the entire point. I do get it. You're not going to go without being injured. But please, for my sake and the sake of the people who care about you, take breaks as needed." Of course, he was one to talk, but that wasn't the point right now. "Let me patch you up and get you cleaned up at least. I will worry far less when you're properly bandaged and not at risk of an infection."
"I'm INJURED Kaveh. If you carry me around like a sack of potatoes, it's only going to make the injuries worse!" she groaned. Could he even pick her up? Probably not. He said he wasn't weak, but he could barely RUN or climb without getting a stitch in his sides. She sighed as she saw the look in his eyes. He looked like someone had kicked a puppy.
"Kaveh, you do realize that my journey, the reason why I joined the Adventurer's Guild, isn't because I WANT to go out adventuring all the time. That's only the byproduct. My true mission is far more dangerous. Getting hurt like this, to me isn't the worst I've had. But I also know that there are a lot of people counting on me right now." Lumine moved her arm and cupped his face with her blood soaked hand. "So please don't worry so much about my little injuries. My will to live is so much stronger than you know."
#inyvat#verѕe // lιgнт oғ тнe ĸѕнaнrewar & ѕυмerυ'ѕ grand arcнιтecт ≫ 001: мaιn#( -coughs- Kaveh is totally a virgin lbr )#( suddenly just like 'wait do I actually know how to handle a woman?' )#( then beating himself up because he let his brain go there )
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Drafting blueprints, designing models, and refining proposals… These matters demand the greatest expenditures of effort and thought from an architect. But to Kaveh, they are also things that can calm his heart and distract him from his frustrations.
#ιмageѕ // тнe вυιlder oғ eleganт and мagnιғιcenт dreaмѕ ≫ мιrror#( he is the best boy )#( I am seriously a Kaveh main now )#( I love my Alhaitham build BUT KAVEH... I LOVE HIIIM )
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So I ended up getting a new hard drive for my old PC and I've been trying to get it up and running. Stupidly I decided to go with Windows 11 this time, despite not really liking how it looks. And the amount of bullshit errors I'm getting is really starting to annoy me. I have a horrible migraine and it doesn't help that it's hot here. So if you are all wondering where I've been and what I've been up to, that's it. Trying to get this stupid computer to actually work.
#ooc // вacĸ тo тнe aвyѕѕ ≫ joυrnal enтrιeѕ: gнoѕт#( I built this PC originally back in 2018 )#( so I've been trying to update and upgrade it for a bit )#( the old hard drive had some sort of bug that wouldn't allow me to update windows at all )#( it was also only 2TB so I wanted something new anyways )#( so I bought an 8TB hard drive yesterday and had it shipped the same day )#( getting windows 11 on there was already a pain in the ass as it was )#( and now I've had so many issues that I may just start over and put 10 on it instead )#( wtf is with Microsoft making their OS' WORSE over the years )#( I swear I've never had this many issues with a new install in my life )
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"And? I've carried building materials further than that. Just because I look thin and weak, doesn't mean I am." He huffed softly, crossing his arms over his chest before letting his mood settle a bit. A frown formed and pulled at his lips. "You're not fine. I get it, you're an adventurer. But you still need to take better care of yourself." There was a pause as he felt his chest tighten at the thought of something serious happening to her. "People care about you, Lumine. We don't want to see you getting hurt like this. --And for some of us... we can't bare the thought of losing someone else in our lives..."
"Ah," Lumine winced as Kaveh pulled her over. The injuries she had sustained were indeed painful and deep. But she did not want to worry anyone. She was going to get hurt more and more as she went to the other nations. "Kaveh I'm fine!" she gritted out, the pain making her eyes water. "And you can't pick me up and handle me like a sack of potatoes! Besides Tighnari is all the way in Gandharva Ville."
#inyvat#verѕe // lιgнт oғ тнe ĸѕнaнrewar & ѕυмerυ'ѕ grand arcнιтecт ≫ 001: мaιn#( ;w; Kaveh has some serious ptsd and doesn't want to lose people )#( ahahahaaa )#( he's also like "yeah I get it BUT I DONT HAVE TO BE HAPPY ABOUT IT >:/ )
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Kaveh got me to floor 12 in Spiral for the first time. STRONG BOY!! Granted, I didn't get to 12-3, but that's the furthest I've gotten. Oh, Baizhu also was a reason for this I'm sure but still. I like to think my Kaveh is a good bean and deserves good things.
#ooc // вacĸ тo тнe aвyѕѕ ≫ joυrnal enтrιeѕ: gнoѕт#( I love him. He is my best boy. )#( ;w; )#( Also yes I'm maxing out my EM for him and not going with a traditional build )#( It works for what I'm doing anyways )#( he needs better crit rate but I'm slowly working on that )#( Hoyo just fucks me on the stats and sub stat rolls )#( as they do )
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"What? What happened? Let me see!" He was quick to take her hand and pull her over, already looking over the injuries. Clearly it wasn't just a scratch. He was well aware of her habit of trying to sway people's worries by now. "This is not just a scratch! Lumiiine~ You can't just hide injuries like this. You need to get this treated properly and get plenty of rest. If I have to pluck you up and take you to Tighnari, I will."
"I promise I'm alright. All it is, is a scratch. Those scythe-spears weapons the hydro rogue hilichurls wield are easy to dodge." She was definately downplaying her injuries.
#inyvat#verѕe // lιgнт oғ тнe ĸѕнaнrewar & ѕυмerυ'ѕ grand arcнιтecт ≫ 001: мaιn#( WORRY WART KAVEH TIME )#( he's always worried )#( gonna scold her always )
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I was SHAKING the whole time while pulling for him. BUT IT HAS BEEN DONE. ;w;
#ooc // вacĸ тo тнe aвyѕѕ ≫ joυrnal enтrιeѕ: gнoѕт#( THE BOY IS HEREEEE )#( That EM tho owo )#( Good boy. Best boy. Deserving of all the love. )
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Hello everyone! I'm going to be waiting for Kaveh to drop tonight so like for a starter !!
#ιc // ѕтarтer call ≫ мυтυalѕ only#( I am seriously tempted to stay up until 4am since I'm on Asia server )#( I have 164 wishes for him!! I'm excited! )
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EXCUSE ME WHILE I SOB OVER HOW ADORABLE AND PURE HE IS!!
#ooc // вacĸ тo тнe aвyѕѕ ≫ joυrnal enтrιeѕ: gнoѕт#( *screaming over this boy rn* )#( Event started for Asia server so now I have even more content for icons!! )#( HE'S SO PURE AND DESERVES NOTHING BUT GOOD THINGS!! )
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"Ah! So you have heard of me. Excellent!" It was a foolish thing to think anyone in Sumeru didn't at least know him by name. After all, his magnum opus was a crowning center piece the nation, next to the city itself. People came from miles to see it. Ah... yes, his greatest masterpiece and his biggest mistake all in one.
Shaking his head, he pushed the thoughts aside, keeping a smile on his face. "That is my specialty. Grand structures. Is there a particular location you were interested in having this estate built?"
Well, having the architect practically materialize out of the aether in his presence certainly saved Neka the hassle of finding one on his own.
"Oh, it's flattering to have the renowned Kaveh himself show an interest in helping me. Your works are quite well-known, after all. But, introductions aside, I was looking about having a rather large estate built that I could have others live in and maintain in my absence. I'm a traveling scholar, after all, and rarely stay for very long in any particular place."
#nekasu#verѕe // lιgнт oғ тнe ĸѕнaнrewar & ѕυмerυ'ѕ grand arcнιтecт ≫ 001: мaιn#( YES! And I have 154 wishes for him. I will C6 him. kjdkfhg. Best architect boy. )
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Kaveh slides over, his eyes lighting up immediately. CLEARLY he heard there was a need for a house constructed. Yes, surely it wasn't the huge pile of mora staring him in the face. Nope. Certainly not.
"I heard you are in need of an architect. Hello. My name is Kaveh. I am an architect. Please hire me."
"You know, maybe I should think about either buying or having a house constructed for me in Sumeru. It's pretty close to the center of the seven nations, and doesn't seem to be a horrible place to live. The only problem is that I'm..."
"...on a bit of a budget."
#nekasu#verѕe // lιgнт oғ тнe ĸѕнaнrewar & ѕυмerυ'ѕ grand arcнιтecт ≫ 001: мaιn#( I HAD TO. )#( Kaveh saw 'house' and 'mora' and was like 'IM IN.' )
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Ah the city on Mondstadt. Kaveh had long since desired to visit the place. Simply put, he never really had the time.... or funds for that matter. Either he was busy on a project or flat broke. Which never allowed for travel. However, this time was a special occasion. While he loathed to admit, he was grateful to his... sponsor of sorts. Or rather, his roommate, for taking him on this trip in the first place. Both of them needed the time away and what better way to spend a vacation than in the land of freedom?
Of course Kaveh's first stop was the ever famous Angel's Share Tavern. Of course, Alhaitham had been opposed to this idea, but in the end decided to allow Kaveh the freedom he so desired while he caught up with an old classmate.
As he allowed his eyes to move around the room, clearly awestricken by the atmosphere and differences from the tavern he was used to, he couldn't help but feel giddy. So much that he almost jumped at the sound of the voice.
Blinking for a second, Kaveh allowed his gaze to fall on the darker toned man, a smile finally taking him. "Ah! Thank you. I do enjoy a nice red." He said, giggling just a bit. "Apologies. I must look so obviously out of place. I've just never been to such a lively tavern such as this. It's quite exciting!"
𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒐𝒓 ⤏ @architectuals
𝑨𝒉, 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒕𝒆𝒄𝒕... Kaeya was familiar with him - but more so with his companion. However, there was no doubt that the familiarity of his attire and feathers in his hair gave him away. From his vantage point at the end of the bar, he glimpsed with a star-shaped pupil as he watched him enter.
Oh, he seems very excited.
That would certainly be to his advantage. It remained to be seen how Kaeya would benefit from the interaction however. Though, It was only fitting, that the visiting guests be greeted warmly and sincerely by the Calvary Captain of the Knights himself.
"Looking for a recommendation? I can suggest an excellent red..." His glass was placed down onto the wood, fingers brushing against the surface as he spoke. In acknowledgement, he turned his head just a few inches in the blond's direction, smiling faintly.
#cryoniic#verѕe // lιgнт oғ тнe ĸѕнaнrewar & ѕυмerυ'ѕ grand arcнιтecт ≫ 001: мaιn#( 3 billion years later I reply )#( Kaveh just lksdhfg like a kid in a candy store )#( he's so excited )
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The architect gave a soft chuckle, lifting the case and setting it on the table so as to keep it safe from those prying eyes. "Something like that." He responded, his eyebrows perking just a little. "And it is a tad obvious, yes. But it's not a bad thing. Since Inazuma became an open nation again, we have had quite a few come in from over the seas. It's nothing out of the ordinary." The blonde paused a moment, tilting his head a bit. "Though I do have to say, I've never seen an Inazuman with horns before."
A faint blush spread across Kaveh's face after the comment, feeling a bit rude for calling attention to those horns now. "Ah, my apologies. I'm not meaning to stare. It's just not something I've seen before." He said, laughing nervously for a moment before clearing his throat. "Ahem. As for Mehrak, she happens to be my companion. So she stays with me at all times." He gave the case a gentle pat then sat it upright for the man to see. With a few button pushes, the vibrant green display came to life, revealing a digital face on the front.
Watching the men quickly pretend they weren't eyeballing the suitcase draws a frown from the Oni. They were hardly lowkey about their interest in it, so Itto will for sure keep his eyes on them. After all, no injustice is allowed to happen when Arataki "The Maintainer of Justice" Itto was around.
"Oh, like a super secret puzzle box?" At first, the idea of the suitcase seemed really cool to Itto. However, remembering the situation that just happened, he frowns as he says, "Uh, not to tell you what to do, but isn't it a bad idea to carry something like that wherever you go? Shouldn't you leave it at home or something?"
His eyebrows shoot up from surprise when the other correctly identifies his homeland. "Whoa-- yeah, I'm from Inazuma! Is it really that obvious?" Little did Itto know, he stuck out so much amongst the Sumerians that there is hardly a need to put a sticker that said "outsider" on his forehead.
#theoneandonii#verѕe // lιgнт oғ тнe ĸѕнaнrewar & ѕυмerυ'ѕ grand arcнιтecт ≫ 001: мaιn#( omg this is so late )#( I had lost the draft for it and had to fish it back out of my activity )#( ahh! but yes! These two are precious already. )
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↪ ᵗʰᵉ 𝑫𝑼𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑻𝑶𝒀𝑩𝑶𝑿 . ( a collection of various unsorted sentence starters . adjust phrasing as necessary . no longer updating . )
why are you here ?
drive . drive fast .
i think we should make an informed decision .
are you coming or not ?
you’ve been avoiding me .
[ name ] , what were you thinking ?
this should be your priority .
let me hold you for a minute .
get out of my way . i won’t tell you again .
that wasn’t supposed to happen .
can you keep a secret ?
i don’t know what i did to deserve you .
you seriously think i could’ve done something like that ?
you��re safe with me .
sorry isn’t good enough .
where is all this coming from ?
who told you about that ?
sorry i’m late , i got caught up .
you’re being paranoid .
why are you looking at me like that ?
you’re the single most important thing to me .
all i’m asking is that you hear me out .
whatever they told you , it’s a lie .
we shouldn’t stick around here .
hold my hand , i don’t want to lose track of you .
[ name ] … truth or dare ?
i love you . nothing’s gonna change that .
can you tell me what happened ?
you can’t come around here anymore .
back off , okay ?
what , you don’t have time for me anymore ?
you’re asking for too much .
i’m trying to start a new life .
what do you mean , you aren’t coming back ?
sometimes i think you must hate me .
why can’t we just talk about this ?
i know i fucked up , you can stop rubbing it in .
you’ve got quite a reputation .
i’m not usually like this , i’m sorry .
please , just let me explain myself .
i love watching you work .
we’re on the same team .
did you ever tell anyone ?
you’ve got a lot of explaining to do .
really funny , you’re very mature .
you call THAT a PLAN ?
can we get out of here ?
i thought things would be different .
this is not up for debate !
do whatever you have to do .
karma’s going to get you for that .
it could’ve been a lot worse .
i asked you to leave me out of this .
maybe it’s time to take a leap of faith .
i never want to see you again .
can you see how many fingers i’m holding up ?
i’m gonna be there when you get what’s coming to you .
you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me .
i’ve been waiting all night for this .
i told you not to contact me .
sometimes i really think you have a death wish .
what do you need ? — what can i do ?
i would do literally anything to keep you safe .
that was supposed to be a secret .
you haven’t called me that in years .
stop telling me to calm down !
we make a pretty good team .
i have so much i want to say to you .
i’m not going to let anyone hurt you .
can we please not do this right now ?
wait , wait … just breathe for a second .
how are you holding up ?
why don’t you stay the night ? i’ll take the couch .
i don’t need your protection !
you’re not making this easier on yourself .
are you going to let me in ?
i’m supposed to be protecting you .
i will kill you if i have to .
do whatever you have to do .
this is going to hurt , i’m sorry .
what happened to you , where have you been ?!
there was nothing you could’ve done .
you’re all i need right now .
i don’t believe in love at first sight .
have you been following me ?
i need you to believe me .
what do you remember ?
i’m not a good person .
what the hell’s going on with you ?
you’re being followed .
just when i thought my day couldn’t be any worse .
i’ve been having weird dreams .
so you’ve been lying to me this whole time ?
are you trying to get us killed ?
this is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me .
i never asked for your help .
you’re being followed , pretend you know me .
why has it started to feel different with you ?
don’t worry , i have a plan .
i heard everything .
do you need to sit down ?
i have the right to know what’s going on .
i’ve just gotta catch my breath .
stay out of my business .
what did you think was going to happen ?!
don’t cause a scene .
tell me something about you that i don’t know .
can i buy you a drink ?
what if … we played spin the bottle ?
this was never a problem until [ name ] came around .
you can’t ask me to make that choice .
are you seeing anyone right now ?
i need you to listen to me , we don’t have long .
you’re lying , that doesn’t make any sense .
you look … stunning .
what are you trying to prove ?
who died and made you the boss of me ?
you can’t just show up here like this .
let me make it up to you .
there’s no way i’m leaving you like this .
can we stay like this ? just for a little longer .
i don’t need you to fight for me .
so … you lied to me ?
you’re the only one that can help me .
i can’t help you if you won’t let me .
i never introduced myself , i’m [ name ] .
i expected more from you .
you have no idea who i am , do you ?
are you real ? is this real ?
can i stay with you ? just for the night .
you’re going to get yourself killed .
why did you help me ?
tell me what i can do to help .
pick a card , any card .
i never wanted any of this .
i love you . you don’t have to say it back .
do you wanna get out of here ?
what the hell are you talking about ?
i should have trusted you .
get your head out of the clouds .
how is any of this MY fault ?!
what aren’t you telling me ?
i can’t help you if you won’t let me .
it’s never just one with you , is it ?
you’re not supposed to know about that .
shut your mouth .
i haven’t kissed you yet , today .
where is this coming from ?
come over here and make me , then .
keep lying to yourself , see where it gets you .
i’m not a bad person .
is that what you wanted to hear ?
we can’t be seen together .
i can’t give you what you want .
i need you to leave .
are you drunk ?
i’m here , i’m here . i’m not going anywhere .
you might want to take a seat for this .
have you been listening to anything i’ve said ?
i haven’t heard from you in weeks .
you’re jealous , aren’t you ?
who do you think you’re talking to ?
what are you reading ?
you could’ve killed me !
come on , we don’t have time for this .
i just need ten minutes of silence .
really ? that’s all you have to say ?
we could leave , you know . go far away .
you don’t look too good .
i never want to see you again .
why can’t you just leave me alone ?
i thought you died .
you’ll do anything for attention .
give me another chance .
how’s the weather up there ?
all you do is hurt people !
i’m sorry , none of this makes sense .
you need to get out of here before anyone sees you .
i told you i didn’t want you around here .
is that supposed to be a threat ?
you’ve changed .
don’t look at me like that .
it’s a beautiful day , don’t you think ?
i did what i had to do .
you never know when to stop .
i’ve got to get home , it’s getting late .
i have nothing to prove to you .
stop LYING to me … all you do is lie .
you don’t have to be nice to everybody .
don’t tell me what to do .
pull your head out of the past .
nobody can help me . i can’t even help me .
we are not talking about that right now .
are you new around here ?
you have no idea what you’re starting .
i’m gonna get us out of here .
whatever you came here to say , i don’t want to hear it .
everyone’s staring at us .
is there anything i can do to help ?
i won’t cause you any more trouble .
– just follow my instructions for once !
do you want to come in ?
i just didn’t know what to do .
you need rest , lie down .
i’m not who you think i am .
i don’t know what you want me to say .
you’re not like anyone else i’ve ever met .
i feel like i’m going insane .
stop asking , you’re not going to like my answer .
i didn’t want you to see me any differently .
i wish i knew what to say to you .
don’t give me that look , you know what i mean .
you should be afraid .
do you still love me ?
i never thought i’d get this far .
the world doesn’t revolve around you .
i need you to give me some space .
i know what you’re doing , don’t play games .
you left me to die .
i’m beyond repentance .
when are you going to get it through your head ?
i missed you more than i thought i would .
i’m in love with you .
what do you need from me ?
i’ll kill them , just say the word .
[ name ] , what are you doing here ?
how can i help ?
you’re pathetic .
i need you to come pick me up .
where have you been ? it’s eleven o’clock .
i couldn’t live with myself if i let you get hurt .
i can’t just pretend it didn’t happen .
you’re a real piece of work .
do you remember how we first met ?
when did all of this fall apart ?
that’s not what i came here for .
i would do anything for you .
i don’t need you to hold my hand through this .
are you sure this is the right thing to do ?
can’t we try to pretend things are okay ?
what is THAT supposed to mean ?
you’re always late , what am i supposed to think ?
there’s nothing you can do to fix this .
you’re far too kind to me .
can we go now ? like , right now ?
i have to do this alone .
where’s your common sense ?
we aren’t supposed to be in here .
can you feel my heartbeat ?
i think i’ve seen you around before .
why are you acting weird ?
i have a really bad feeling .
i hate seeing you like this .
how am i supposed to react to that ?
what do you want most in the world ?
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the empire of gold ( the daevabad trilogy book 3 ) part 1 - s. a. chakraborty change tenses/pronouns as needed !! some lines have been edited for clarity / length / ease of roleplaying tw ; death , war , violence
‘please tell me I’m seeing things. please tell me this isn’t what it looks like.’
‘you don’t get to die. understand? I didn’t save your life a dozen times so you could leave me here.’
‘I suppose war is often more violent than expected.’
‘I had the impression that you and normal did not quite fit.’
‘why do something that would make sense?’
‘it wasn’t you. I didn’t trust anyone. I was afraid to.’
‘it always felt like I was one mistake away from losing everything.’
‘you don’t always have to do everything on your own.’
‘if you rule by violence, you should expect to be removed by violence.’
‘if you could do it all over again, would you not have done anything to save her?’
‘when you left I thought it might’ve been because you hated me.’
‘I don’t blame you for anything that happened that night. and I could never hate you.’
‘I could never hate you. not in a thousand years.’
‘I actually thought you’d be happier if I stayed gone.’
‘you shouldn’t have to keep saving me like this.’
‘I thought I made very clear to you I never intended to let you out of my debt.’
‘I don’t think I can do this.’
‘I’ve always liked choosing my own path.’
‘I’ve got a lot of experience finding slivers of light to cherish when life gets more miserable than usual.’
‘every time I think there’s no lower our world can sink, we all plunge deeper.’
‘don’t. don’t do that. there’s no way (name) blamed you, and he wouldn’t want you killing yourself thinking that.’
‘you are not the only one who’s seen your world broken. nor the only one who grieves for their dead.’
‘you are impossible, do you know that?’
‘I could kill you. it would be nothing.’
‘you are brave, you are strong, and you will survive this day, I swear.’
‘I love you. I always will.’
‘I’m tired of resting. and of having nightmares as well.’
‘it’s been easier to keep busy. if I’m doing things it keeps my mind from everything else, though that’s probably a cowardly thing to admit.’
‘not wanting to be destroyed by despair doesn’t make you a coward, (name). it makes you a survivor.’
‘you chose a very inconvenient time to develop a conscience.’
‘you’ve changed for the better, whether or not you want to admit it.’
‘I don’t know what you’re running from. I don’t know what you’re planning next. but you could have a life here. a good one.’
‘you could have a life here. a good one.’
‘we can’t stay here. we can’t—- I’m sorry I wish we could.’
‘you know it. I know it. it’s only a matter of time.’
‘we will never be safe here and neither will anyone around us.’
‘I don’t want to be safe. not if my people aren’t.’
‘I am nothing like him. I would take a blade to my throat before I’d do the things he’s done.’
‘you and I, we tried, okay? we tried more than most.’
‘(place) is a death trap. it corrupts and ruins everyone who tries to fix it. and we could be free of it. both of us.’
‘I’m going to say something no one has a right to tell you, but it needs to be said and there’s no one else.’
‘we have a duty to go back, no matter the consequences.’
‘you and I don’t get to look away from that, no matter how tempting.’
‘forget it. I’m not going to waste my breath trying to save you from yourself again.’
‘you want to go die out there? fine. but you’ll be doing it alone.’
‘we need to be careful. no reckless plans of self-sacrifice and spouting off things that will get us killed.’
‘thank you. I don’t think I could get through all this without you.’
‘I just don’t understand why you had to be so mean.’
‘this is going to end with us in prison, isn’t it?’
‘not everything has to be a transaction, (name).’
‘your expression is not bolstering my confidence.’
‘you’ve really got to find a way not to look like a startled pigeon every time you lie.’
‘people are often afraid of what they don’t understand.’
‘there is honor in being a weapon.’
‘I envy you sometimes. I wish I had your faith in people’s goodness.’
‘who are you to decide who is a monster?’
‘I used to believe it all. I had too.’
‘because it had to be true. If the ___ were people, innocent mothers and fathers and children, and I did to them the things I did … then I am damned. I am a monster.’
‘I worshipped them, I trusted them, and they lied.’
‘what is any of this supposed to mean if it makes room for such an atrocity.’
‘my best and mind are telling me that I followed the wrong people.’
‘what do I do with that kind of burden?’
‘you are the bravest man I know, and you run.’
‘sit with this burden. you may find doing so is easier than holding it over your head and waiting for it to crush you.’
‘you have been blessed; you have been granted the power, the privilege, the time to fix things.’
‘i’m so tired. everything I build gets broken.’
‘it’s all for nothing. nothing’
‘it’s not for nothing. we can still put things right.’
‘don’t look at me like that. I don’t need your pity. I don’t need anything.’
‘there’s no one else here, my friend. you don’t need to keep up this front.’
‘I thought you were dead. I thought I was dead. I thought I’d failed everyone, and I couldn’t do anything. I couldn’t even fight back.’
‘you’re a good friend. probably the best one I’ve ever had. but if you tell anyone I cried, I’ll kill you.’
‘have you an actual plan or just wild fantasies that will end with our deaths?’
‘why do you look like you’re considering something very reckless?’
‘if i have found a glimmer of pleasure in all this, it is the assurance that you will destroy yourselves just as spectacularly.’
‘it is those we are closest to who have an opportunity to observe our weaknesses best.’
‘maybe they were afraid. maybe they were right to be.’
‘I wish you had told me. there weren’t supposed to be any more secrets between us.’
‘I feel like we just fell into a trap.’
‘I thought— I thought maybe there was a chance.’
'sometimes it’s wisest to let people show you who they are.’
‘you did not survive in (place) by sticking your head in the sand.’
‘I have never— for even a moment— forgotten how people view me.’
‘I left my home and a peaceful life to come here in the hopes of fixing things.’
‘I won’t be threatened.’
‘in my experience, parents are capable of doing a great deal of hurt to their children.’
#ιc // тeмpтed вy cυrιoѕιтy? ≫ ѕenтence ѕтarтerѕ#( gimme things to work on tomorrow while at work )#( sundays are hella slow )
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#ooc // вacĸ тo тнe aвyѕѕ ≫ joυrnal enтrιeѕ: gнoѕт#( I literally just watched this episode with Jess and it was the perfect reaction to this )#( I should not have to hard refresh to see my drafts being updated )#( I thought they'd gotten deleted or something I swear )
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