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cellular sentiment | ceedee lamb ꨄ iv

‘& shii took everything not to give yo lil ass exactly what you wanted. now call me and lemme see hear it forreal’

you stared at the message stomach in knots. part of you wanted to be excited knowing that it was something in him that yearned for you just as you did him, but the nervousness overpowered that feeling entirely.

you throw your phone on the bed in frustration.

he wants me- or at least it sounds like he does. what if its just a joke. no he’s grown and this isnt high school anymore guys dont just flirt with you as a dare anymore. but guys like him, guys that can have anybody they want, usually tend not to go for somebody whose status isnt similar to their own.

falling back onto the pillows your towel falls off of you leaving your bare body exposed to the air. nipples going frigid and you glance down at yourself- something you often try to avoid. you grab at the pudge of your stomach and sigh.

these moments tended to happen where youd find yourself being overly cautious about your body. usually itd be when you were shopping for clothes seeing as to how you didnt find yourself in a lot of situations that pertained men. you didnt seek out relationships, you never had, and whether it was due to your intense schedule or your subconscious fear of rejection you didnt take much time pondering on it. this for some reason really bothered you.

your phone began to vibrate throwing your train of thought out of the window. you stare at it as it rings body stiff and unmoving.

i cant do this right now.

declining the phone you turn on do not disturb.

you know ignoring the situation wont make it go away entirely but hopefully this will deter it for now.

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it had been 5 days since you had last talked to cedarian and you would be lying if you said this little escapade didnt hurt. a sea of emotion still clouded your better judgement but you knew you couldnt keep it up much longer.

the calls & messages from him did not cease after that night. he felt bad that much you could tell and it made you feel ten times worse.

im sorry i shouldnt have said that

can u please answer

i shouldnt have said that

fuck please answer i js wanna talk

answer me please

im sorry goodnight

hey js got out of practice i hope you have a good day at work im sorry again for ts

please answer me

hello

goodnight im so sorry

every single message from monday on was akin to one another. you wanted to respond but you felt bad for all the time you didnt so you continued till ignore him or that was until now.

you sat in your car outside of your house as the phone rang on carplay. you groaned and hit the wheel in frustration- not at cee but at your childish antics. you sighed and clicked the green button on the screen heart thumping as you did.

the other end of the line was silent at first then came the rasp of the voice you missed so much.

“hey.” a word so simple yet it felt so loaded with emotion.

“hi.” you say in response, internally kicking yourself.

“i-i um i dont know where to begin- im sorry for what i said. it was inappropriate- really inappropriate for our friendship and i-i dont know why i even sent that. fuck im sorry these few days have been hell without talking to you.” he says voice laced with emotions- sadness and regret being the most prominent.

it tugs at your heart strings and you feel worse than you did before seeing how you made him feel. “cee, you dont have to apologize. none of this is your fault. i freaked out when i read the message and started over analyzing shit because i couldnt process my own feelings towards the situation. fuck, im sorry none of this is your fault thought.”

the other side of the line is quiet and if not for the screen still displaying his contact you would have thought he hung up.

“over analyzing what?” he quizzes and you could all but picture him somewhere eyes wondering as he chews on his bottom lip.

“the fact that you could feel even remotely attracted to me. you are you and well im just me. i-i dont know cedarian i just kept thinking someone like him- someone who has the world at their disposal could even feel something as meaningful as desire or anything towards someone like me. it just made me relive all the times i was asked out as a dare or some stupid joke. i really do like you cedarian, you are one of the only people i still have with me and i-it all felt too good too be true to think that you actually liked me too.” you say the last part quietly.

the line is quiet again and you suddenly feel stupid. “see, i knew it was too good to be real.“ you say voice shaky as tears spill from your eyes.

“what, no, no. stop crying please god stop crying i feel the same way about you. no cruel jokes or anything. you dont see yourself like i do- you are beyond beautiful.” he says words beginning to soothe the ache of your heart.

“ you dont understand how your voice is my favorite thing to hear after a game- win or loss. you dont see how when im on long flights home i go through the album of screenshots i have of just of you. you dont even know how good it felt to finally hold you in my arms after wanting to do that for so fucking long. when i say it took every ounce of self restraint i had to just hold you and nothing more when i heard you call out for me i meant that. i dont ever want you to have to want for anything as long as there is breathe in me because you deserve everything.”

hearing this your heart skips a beat. you feel an immense sense of relief at the words and a new found yearning for him, something just short of primal.

“cee,” you say voice barely above a whisper.

“just say the words baby.”

“i need you.”

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yall every just look at a nigga and be like ill put this pussy all on yo face- have yo ass looking like a slug done been onnat mf cause yeah same.

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let me make it up to you | fanum

you loved the dominican man, you really did it was just at times he was too childish. like why he felt the need to spray fart spray in the bathroom and hold the door so u couldnt get out was beyond you but it was the last straw that much was for sure.

“you stupid fuck.” you yelled as he opened the door tears threatening to form in the corners of your eyes. “youre fucking dumb & you too damn old to be acting the way you do.” you scream walking over to your closet and grabbing a bag.

“im sick of this shit- IM SICK OF YOU.” you say tears now streaming down your face. you throw hoodies, shirts socks anything you can find in the bag before getting up and storming off- well trying too at least.

“baby, baby chill i was just playing.” he says voice soft as he walks over to you attempting to wrap his arms around you to prevent you from grabbing more clothes.

“yeah thats the fucking problem, YOURE ALWAYS PLAYING.” you say pulling away from him zipping your bag.

as you stride towards the door he stops you, “baby stop im sorry.” he says trying to pull you in for a kiss to which you avoid.

“get off of me im leaving.” you say angry tears still falling from your eyes.

“baby no, stop im sorry please baby.” he says grabbing you arms wrapped tight around your waist. “ima stop i promise baby please dont leave i love you.”

tears continue to roll down your cheeks as you ignore his words.

"just leave me alone, im tired of putting up with this childish ass shit you keep doing." you cry out not giving in to his please.

the look on his face made you almost feel bad for denying his apology but for once you had to be stern with the boundaries you were setting in your relationship. he needed to understand that you were his girlfriend not his homeboys.

"baby ok how about this, ill leave you alone- sleep on the couch as long as you want- just don't leave please baby." he bargains. you sit their quietly actually considering the offer.

"and you won't do any stupid pranks or anything ever again."

"as long as i live, i promise." he eagerly agrees.

you drop your bag and point to the door, "well go."

he looks at you for a second eyes full of sadness, but he obliges keeping his promise. as the room door closes behind him you feel bad at how you reacted but quickly ditch the feeling. you need boundaries no healthy relationship is going to function properly without them.

you sigh laying back on the bed. you close your eyes in hopes of easing the growing headache that is beginning that is coming to fruition. you let you body relax and your mind followed drifting into a state of calmness and sleep.

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"baby, baby wake up." the hand on your shoulder gently shakes your body back to consciousness.

your vision is blurred as you open your eyes to see the Dominican man standing there with bouquet of white roses. you peep around the room and its decorated with rose petals scattered in the floor a few around your body as you look around.

"im real sorry mama, i know this aint shit but i want to make it up to you forreal." he says handing you the flowers and you cant help the smile that comes to your face.

"aw thank you lovey." you say wrapping your arms around him as he bends down towards you. you accept his kiss and pull him atop of you.

"i love you, he mumbles peppering kissing along your cheek and making his way down to your neck and towards your bosom. "i love you so fucking much."

you cry out as he begins sucking on your breast your hips rolling into his.

"hollon baby ima give it to you." he says pushing your shirt up and off of your head. you pull him back down into your exposed chest and he continues to suck on your nipple, flicking the had ridge with his toungue. his large hand slips underneath the waist band of your tights and expertly maneuvers between your lips as he begins to massage your throbbing clit.

you bite your lip holding back your moan as you peer down at him, his eyes already on you.

the scene was erotic and only furthered the lust you had.

"daddy i want you in me, please." you beg.

he peers up to you and nods getting up and pilling you towards the edge of the bed by your ankles. he wastes no time pulling himself from his shorts and rubbing his length inside your folds. he bites is lip and the sensation the aligns himself with your entrance slowly pushing himself to a halt.

"fuck." he groans pushing your legs up into your chest. he almost completely pulls out before forcefully thrusting back into you.

your eyes flutter shut and you feel his hand come up to your face, "nuh uh, look at me." he says finding his pace.

you force your eyes open and stare at him his eyes glued back on yours. you see his gaze falter as you moan out. his look is needy, desperate even. you can tell he needed this just as much as you did making the experience even better.

you beckon him closer and when he is within reach you pull him into you, connecting your lips to his. you moan into his mouth as begins his assault on your g spot. he pulls away mere inches and spit still connects you two.

"im sorry baby, please forgive me." he says breathlessly and you can tell he's about to cum.

"yeah daddy i forgive you, dont cum yet. wait on me." you say reaching down to massage you swollen clit.

"baby i dont know if i can fuck this pussy tight." he groans burying his head in your shoulder.

"im almost there!" you cry out and just as you feel the sensation wash over you he pulls out finishing on your stomach. your turls curl as you squirt the liquid getting all over him and the bed alike.

"i thought i told you to wait." you whine.

he just shakes his head and falls down on the bed alongside of you, "my bad, give me 5 minutes and ill make it up to you."

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cellular sentiment | ceedee lamb ꨄ iii

sowwy for the late update long chapter to make it up to yall🫶🏽

“right there mama, you like that?” he whispers in your ear voice like velvet.

“yes daddy, please.” you beg, words coming out choppy. a groan escapes his lips as he thrust into you and you begin to claw at the canvas on his back as you feel you finish nearing.

“ah yes, right there.” you encourage him wrapping your legs around his slender hips in hopes of keeping his body connected to yours. the groan that escapes his lips is music to your ears and your toes curl in ecstasy and you cry out in pleasure- a cry that sounds weird. really weird.

“wait, what the fuck.” you say eyes peaking open and spotting the alarm that is blaring right beside your ear.

you press the stop button in frustration and let your eyes flutter close in hopes to finish that dream. it felt so raw, so real. almost as real as the body pressed up against yours and the stiff arm that you were laying on.

your eyes shoot open as you realize just how real it was. how the man of your dreams quite literally showed up unannounced and was spooning you in your bed. you cant help but think of how easy it would be to make that dream into a reality.

you try to shake the thought from your head but you mind wonders back to the dream. you close your eyes and squeeze your thighs together in hopes to calm the constant throb between your legs.

you hold back a moan as you imagine him sliding the gown up and pulling your thighs apart to bury himself deep in you with no resistance your slickness acting in favor of his actions. you can all but feel his warm breath as he’d whisper soft praises to you soft kisses planting themselves on your neck.

the thought felt too real as you arched back into him and immediately felt his body tense up.

his grip tightened around your waist and his voice came to you as a surprise, “well goodmorning to you too.”

you bit back a moan and barely managed to find your voice, “sorry, i didnt mean to wake you. i was trying to get up to go shower.” the lie rolls off of your tongue with minimal effort and he seemingly believes it as his grip loosens and you are able to get free.

you rush in the bathroom quickly shutting the door behind you. you sigh as you turn the light on and finally catch a glimpse of yourself in the mirror.

“lock the fuck in” you whisper to yourself turning the water on. you strip down contemplating a moment before grabbing the purple toy underneath your sink.

you place its suction cup on the wall before getting underneath the water. you sigh as you slide back onto it imagining the man in your bed is the one behind you. you slowly began to rock back on the toy hands bracing the wall and the side of the tub for support.

you imagine his big hands gripping your waist and the sound of lewd noises filling the steamed space. you quicken your pace to one you deem similar to what his own would be like and it takes no time for you to send yourself cascading over the edge.

you take deep breaths and regain your composure before you begin to cleanse your body.

the familiar sense of shame washed over you but it wasnt quite what it usually was. an unusual sen unfulfilment was mixed in as well. you needed more.

stop thinking like that he is a friend. a friend that came almost 2 hours to see you after a game, but still just a friend nonetheless.

thoughts swirled in your mind and complex emotions begin to swirl around your mind. you turned the shower off and stepped out grabbing a towel.

it wasnt like you hadnt thought about him in this light before- you did that quite often actually. maybe it was the fact that he wad there in the flesh that made the idea harder to shake.

of course. he’ll leave and the feelings wont be long to follow.

you smiled at the realization but there was still a feeling of uncertainty playing in the pit of your stomach. you chose to ignore it and get prepared for your day.

you did your usual morning rountine of brushing your teeth, slathering vaseline on your face and doing your hair which merely consisted of doing your edges and deciding if you wanted to wear a middle or side part today.

you replaced your towel with your robe and walked out of the bathroom.

“well dont you look refreshed.” he said smirk plastered across his face making your stomach drop.

did he hear me? fuck, no way he heard me.

“cant go teach the adults of tomorrow and not be.” you said voice almost breaking and showing your nervousness.

he said nothing just stared at you & you immediately got hot. “what?” you quiz turning to your closet as you begin searching for an outfit.

“oh nothing,” he mutters and you know he’s still smirking. “just found your dirty little secret.”

you whip around to look at him, ”what?!”you all but yell and he laughs pulling his jersey from under your pillows. the signed jersey he had sent you randomly that smelled exactly like him when you received it.

a sigh of relief escaped your lips, “oh, that wasnt no secret.” you laugh and turn back around pulling out a green sweater and and khaki jeans.

“i thought you said it wasnt for you.” he laughed.

“hmm i dont recall. wrong bitch.” you retorted and he suddenly wasnt laughing anymore causing you to laugh harder.

“man dont say that shit, aint no other girl.”he said tone suddenly serious. you roll your eyes and grab a pair of underwear out of your dresser sliding them on under the robe.

“right, well can you close your eyes or put a pillow over your head i need to change. you know some of us real people have to make a barely livable wage.” you sass and he is now rolling his eyes.

“ill do you one better.” he snaps and gets up going into the bathroom. you hurriedly remove the robe and throw on a bralette followed by the shirt and finally the pants.

as you carefully tuck the shirt in you hear the toilet flush followed by the sink turning on.

“you can come out, im decent.” you call to him pulling on a pair of socks.

he comes out smile beaming and you cant help but mock him, “well dont you look refreshed.”

he just shrugs at your words and begins making your bed. “thank you.” you smile sliding on your signature birkenstock clogs.

“of course, of course.”

“you want something to eat? i dont have long but i can whip you something up really quick.”you call back to him.

“no thanks its fine ill just eat at the facility.” he calls back and you roll your eyes. you check your watch, 5:47am, you have time and decide to make him a breakfast sandwich.

you turn the stove on high and throw a pan on it. you crack two eggs one for each of you seasoning them with red pepper flakes and then grab two slices of bacon throwing it on the same pan as well. as they are frying you throw two bagles in the toaster and wait. you grab your tote off the counter and check to be sure you have your ipad and such.

“ didnt i say i would get something at the facility.” the raspy voice caught you by surprise.

“dont really give a fuck what was said, food almost ready.” you still checking your bag. a tight hand grasp your forearm and you tense up making eye contact with the tattooed man.

he spoke no words his look said everything he needed. you snatched your arm away trying to ignore the tingling coming back between your legs.

“my bad shawty.” you try to play it cool,” just trynna do some nice for you, dont get all stern and shit.”

“yeah right” he rolls his eyes and sit down at the island.

“practice at 8 right?” you question flipping the bacon and pulling the bagel from the toaster.

“yep but gotta be on the field and stretched by 7:45”

“damn, you wasnt gone have no time to eat.” you say assembling the sandwich, “ill wrap it up so you can take it to go.”

“you really didnt have to do that, i know you never eat breakfast you gone be sick by second period.” he says and you can tell he is sincerely worried about you making you warm inside.

“im taking it for lunch, but i appreciate the concern.” you say wrapping the sandwich in parchment paper and tucking it into your bag.

“here.” you hand his to him, “now lets go, dont need mccarthy on yo ass.”

he just laughs as you both head out the door you jiggling the nob making sure it was locked.

“well i guess this is the part where we say goodbye.” you say standing in front of your car pushing a braid behind your ear, mimicking how the do on tv and he just smiles.

“shut up.” he laughs and wraps his arms around you pulling you in for a hug and boy does it feel nice. you let your body relax, and rest your head on his chest basking in the moment for as long as you can.

it is you who pulls away, “well alright ill see ya.” you smile looking up at him and he returns it.

“that you will.” he replied going to your door and opening it.

“well arent you a gentleman.”you say getting in and turning it on.

“that i am.” he says and you laugh closing it letting down the window.

“be safe.” he says as he bends down in the window.

“always, you the one need to be safe.” you reply. he gives you one final smile before turning and walking to his car.

you watch him through your rear view mirror as he gets in and turns it on. it doesnt take long before he back out of your driveway but he waits on you to follow. he drives behind you and as your light goes on to turn left you see his signal to turn right. you turn and honk a final goodbye and he replies with two of his own. you cant help the blush that comes to your face.

“what a great start to my day.”

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the school day flew by surpisingly fast as today was busy due to it being picture day which you had honestly forgot about. you had only checked your phone at lunch to see you had a message from cee saying that he had made it and to have a great day. you loved the message and told him to do the same.

by the time 5 oclock rolled around and you walked into your home you were utterly exhausted. you threw your bag on your bed and immediately stripped free of your clothes. as you walked in the bathroom and went to turn on the water your eyes widened in horror. the dildo was still stuck to the wall of your shower.

“nononono NO.” you yelled hurrying to remove it.

he seen it- HE FUCKING SEEN IT. theres no way he didnt see it.

you thought back to this morning to when he cane out of the bathroom all giddy and smiley.

“FUCK.” you cry sitting on the toilet your face turning red in embarrassment. you reached over turning on the water and hopped in not even giving the water an opportunity to heat up. you let the icy water attempt to wash the shame from you as you cleaned yourself.

he hadn’t said anything before he left so thats a good thing right, maybe there is some slim chance he didnt see it.

you pushed the thought to the back of your mind and washed yourself hopping out and grabbing a towel.

you immediately go to your room and sit on your bed picking up your phone and seeing two text from him from 10 minutes ago.

‘ see you js made it home call me when you get out the shower’

‘btw im way bigger than yo lil friend if its me its prepping you for’

your stomach does cartwheels as you read the messages and you stare at your phone in disbelief.

without second thought you respond

‘ and what if its not you.’

he immediately reads it.

‘oh it is, you couldnt stop begging for me in yo sleep.’

‘& shii took everything not to give yo lil ass exactly what you wanted. now call me and lemme see hear it forreal’

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cellular sentiment | ceedee lamb ꨄ ii

you sigh and unlock the door opening it only enough to peek out and low and behold its cedarian with a big goofy smile on his face and a bouquet of flowers in his hand.

your face is blank as you stand there processing the man in front of you.

“well i guess you know why i turned off my location.” he laughs nervously breaking the silence.

moments pass, your heart is beating a mile a minute and your brain cant form a proper sentence. you see his smile begin to fade and it suddenly brings all the words back into your being.

“yeah um its cool, im sorry um c-come in.” you stammer stepping out of the doorway so he can enter.

he cautiously steps inside the door closing it behind him once inside.

“i got these for you.” he says shyly reaching out to hand you a bouquet of pink lilies and you cant help but smile.

“thank you so much, howd you know lilies were my favorite?” you say happily accepting them.

“ you said you lilies were your favorite flowers because your mom always grew them.”

“oh my, no way you actually remember that God im about to cry.” grabbing an old vase you have sitting on your island. “please sit down, make yourself at home.”

you go into the kitchen and fill the vase with water, carefully unwrapping the flowers and a note falls out.

“when’d you get a coffee table?” you hear him call from the living room.

“uh, last week it was on market place for twenty bucks.” you call back opening the note.

‘ may these bring you the same joy that your friendship brings me - cee ‘

you smile and place the note in your pocket of your gown for later.

“damn only twenty dollars- i swear you always find the best stuff on there.” he says and youre brought back into reality.

“yeah, dumb luck i guess.” you said going to the stove and removing the steaks that were searing and placing them on a cutting board to rest. you open the oven and check the potatoes making sure they were still cooking as you wanted them to before closing it and heading into the living room.

he is sitting on the small velvet burnt orange love seat you have and you sit in the recliner diagonal to him. you cant help but stare. it feels like some sort of weird dream- him being there in the flesh.

this time it was you who broke the silence, “this is crazy.”

“im sorry, i knew i shouldn’t have just came here out of nowhere without warning. i just really wanted to see see you. in person you know. like with everything going on with the team and all. i-i dont know. i just thought this would be a good little escape, talking to you always feels like one i figured being with you here would actually be just that. i dont know i-im sorry, i can leave.” he rambles standing up.

“no, please stay.” you say getting up and grabbing his arm. he’s warm to the touch and you cant help let your hand linger there. “i didn’t mean it like that i just meant its crazy that im actually like meeting you finally. like it doesnt seem real- you dont seem real.”

his eyes bore down into your own and he suddenly places a large hand atop of yours, “it feel real though, right?” he quizzes and you nod.

“thats all that matters then.”he smiles.

and just as quickly as your nerves had came they vanished in an instant. he was right- it was real.

“yeah, youre right.” you say gently pulling your hand from under his and sitting back down and he follows in suit.

the silence is no longer awkward its akin to that of how you would sit on facetime when he was watching film and you were reading before bed.

“so did yall actually lose?” you question.

“what do you think?” he says flatly and you laugh.

“damn, sucks to suck.” you say getting up and going into the kitchen grabbing an oven mitt.

“wow, thanks for the sympathy.” he says sarcastically. you shrug and pull out the potatoes smiling at how crisp they were.

“perfection.” you mumble to yourself.

“what?” he says appearing behind you causing you to jump.

“nothing God dont sneak up on me like that, fuck.” you exclaim sitting the pan down and removing your mitt.

he ignores you, “hmm, looks burnt.”

your roll your eyes, “aint burnt and it aint for you, you sassy fuck.”

he laughs and sits at one of the stools by the island, “im just playing, looks good.”

you smile at the compliment and pull out your two nicest plates- thrifted of course and begin plating the meals.

“damn no paper plates tonight, i feel special.” he laughs.

“only the best for you lord lamb.” you say placing his plate in front of him.

he laughs and pops a potato into his mouth and you watch for any signs of disapproval, satisfied when you see none and take takes another.

as you begin eating your steak you hear him moan and your eyes shoot over to him.

“this good as fuck.” he says mouth still full and you giggle and nod chewing your own food. the rest of the dinner is silent aside from his occasional moans of approval.

“where you going?” you ask as he gets up grabbing your plate.

“to do the dishes.” he says as if you should have known that.

“thats sweet but no. i can do them just sit them in there.” you motion at the sink and to your dismay he continues on against your wishes.

you sit there and watch as he does it finally taking a moment to take him in. tall, lean and extremely handsome. his locs are pulled up in a sloppy bun and he donned a grey cowboys sweatshirt but his sleeves were rolled up. you admired the tattoos that dances up his wrist and disappeared into his clothes.

“i look good or sum?” he smirks and you do your best to keep a straight face but internally your screaming. “you look alright.”

“damn just alright?” he laughs and for your sake you just change the subject.

“so you wanna spend the night?”

he abruptly stops and glances at you and it feels like you may have said the wrong thing.

“im sorry, not like that or nothing like you can take my bed. you know its just late and you dont need to be driving on 20 right now.” you ramble trying to explain yourself.

“nah, yeah i get it i just aint expect you to offer. yeah ill spend the night!” he says turning off the water. “you can have your bed too, i know you got work in the morning.”

“boy you got practice tomorrow and you just literally played a game tonight i think ill be fine on the recliner.” you protest getting up from the stool and going over to the recliner.

“dont piss me off we been doing good, just get in the bed.” he say following right in suit behind you.

“cedarian you aint nobody damn daddy.” you huff sitting down in the chair.

he rolls his eyes before lifting you up and trudging to your bedroom.

“what the fuck cedarian put me down! im not playing put me down! ” you cry as he finally throws you onto your bed.

“hush, now go to sleep.” he says heading back towards the door.

“wait, come lay down at least. you can at least lay here till i go to sleep.” you say just wanting his presence near. he doesnt protest he just comes and plops down on the side opposite of you.

“thank you.” you mumble switching your lamp off and turning back to him.

you both lay in silence mere inches separating you and you cant help but yearn to close the gap and fall asleep in his arms. his smell is enticing and inviting. he is everything you thought he would be and more.

“goodnight cee.” you mumble shaking yourself of your thoughts.

“goodnight.” he says throwing an arm over you and pulling you into his chest.

you could only basked in the bliss of his body on yours momentarily before your subconscious fell into your state of rest.

some more lil fluff for yall💋 worry not smut will ensue soon!

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amp head-cannons | their dirtiest kinks & how you found out pt. ii

finally a part ii 😭

duke | breeding. man i just know dukes go to position is the mating press. head on yours, eyes boring into your soul as he tells you how he cant wait to see you all big a full with his kids.

- you knew duke wanted kids but never to this extent.

-your legs on his shoulders as he looms above you the words send chills down your spine.

-“ ima nut all in you- cant wait to see you all full of me & you better not let none leak out.”

-your nails dug in his back as he thrusted deeper emptying himself into you.

- “prop up.” he says grabbing 2 pillows and placing them under your back elevating your hips.

-“we gotta keep you full babygirl.” he smirks

fanum | facesitting. what can i say we all know he’s an eater.

-you had always wanted to try it but you were always too afraid to ask until one day he seen it on your twitter likes.

-“come on mama dont be shy- sit down. you aint gone hurt me.” he smiles up at you.

-“no im sorry i cant do this” you say trying to get down and off of the bed but he reaches up and pulls you down situating his lips underneath your folds.

-“his tongue expertly dives between them and you cant help bit feel erotic ass he eats you like there is no tomorrow.

-needless to say this quickly becomes a favorite position for the both of you.

kai | voyeurism. we all know he loves when we watch him but what he loves more than anything is to watch.

-he couldnt help but stroke himself as he watched you play with yourself.

- he sat in silence as you cried out in pleasure as the vibrator overstimulated your clit and you began to squirt on the freshly washed sheets.

-you pulled it away from your center as you began to convulse in pleasure when his voice came.

-“no, keep it there- keep going.” his voice was course and needy and you obliged putting it back onto your swollen clit.

-“yes sir.”

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loveee reading multiple fics by the same author and seeing little nods and references among them like yes! this is a multiverse to me!!!! i giggle and squeal everytime i catch a reference!!!!!!!!

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could you pleaseeeee make a agentxfemreader smut with some aggressiveness ☺️☺️☺️ thank youuuuu!!!!!!

it wasnt often that you got to attend nights out with him and the rest of amp but you should have known from the moment that agent had downed that first shot that you were in for a long night.

“you ready?” he quizzed in a hushed tone- round eyes boring into your own.

“yes,are you?” is all you can reply. youre having a blast but something in his tone hinted that he was ready to leave.

“lets go.” he mumbled, getting up and grabbing your wrist pulling you up from the booth and behind him through the mass of people. the colorful lights danced through the sea of disoriented people as you mumbled excuses as you shuffled through them.

a sigh of relief escaped your mouth as the two of you finally stepped out of the doors and were greeted with cool crisp air. he laced his fingers into yours as you too walked to his truck.

“you good baby?” you quiz giving his hand a squeeze as you make it to his truck.

“im about to be.” he says opening your door for you. a puzzled look dances at your face as you get in the vehicle and he closes the door.

“what do you mean about to be?” you ask as he gets in starting the vehicle and without second thought he grabs you by your cheeks and pulls you in for a kiss.

the motion startles you but you quickly give in and melt into his touch. its desperate, needy even how even without him asking you climb into his lap, mini skirt bunching at your waist as you rut against him. you reach down and tug at his zipper and button. wasting no time once they are undone you pull him out.

“fuck.” you hiss as he enters you, the all too familiar stretch serving as a welcome home of sorts.

just as you go to bounce he stops you. “no, wait until we get home.”

“but daddy,” a loud whine escapes your lips as you go to get off of his lap but his large arm wraps around you keeping you in place.

“i didnt tell you to move. youre going to stay right here and keep daddy’s dick warm until we make it. do you understand?” he says voice stern.

you bite your lip, “yes daddy.”

“good girl.” he says finally putting the key in the ignition starting the car.

as it jumps to life the rumble of it sends his dick deeper into you and you cry out.

“fuck, this is going to be a long ride.” you whine burying your head in his shoulder.

a smirk makes itself home on his face, “oh, you have no idea.”

idk i thought this was kinda hot. agent gives major dom daddy vibes.

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cellular sentiment| ceedee lamb

in which you and ceedee have been friends for a while but you only talk on the phone but he surprises you after his game.

you jolted awake as you felt the vibrations on your face.

“huh?” you say eyes still shut.

“damn what took you so long to answer i called you thirty eleven times.” the voice on the other side made you smile.

“hush cedarian, i was sleep.” you mumble turning over eyes still closed.

“thats all you do is sleep.” he says and you roll your eyes- or try to at least.

“what do you want man, why you call me this late?” you ask trying to sound annoyed.

he just laughs, “its 6 oclock in the evening almost 7, aint shit late about it, and i thought you said you was gone watch our game today just lies.” he says teasingly.

“hush yall ass. probably lost anyways, you know you sorry.” you laugh.

“shii, i dont know who you talking to but im far from sorry.” he sasses back. you cant help but laugh. “nah, but forreal though i was just trying to see what you had planned tonight.”

you finally open your eyes and the light from him dimly illuminates your face and he glances down.

“you so beautiful.” he smiles and you blush immediately dropping the phone.

“oh my God please stop.”

“im forreal- you know i always tell you that.”he says and you roll your eyes blushing even harder.

“thank you but anyways im not finna do nothing hell i may get up and cook but then its right back in bed for me- i got work tomorrow. i already got my gown on and everything.”

“which one? better be the one i got you.” he says.

“and is, what should i cook? steak and potatoes or shrimp fried rice?” you ask getting up and going to the kitchen.

it felt good, natural even. it had become a little routine that you both felt comfortable in. he would call youd answer, yall would chat about anything-everything under the sun and inevitably your fall asleep on him but he would never hang up.

how you managed to become friends was purely some twisted sort of luck if you could even call it that. after your mom passed he was the one that got her number and when the messages started sending in blue instead of green you werent quick to notice, so when you had a particularly shitty day and texted her number

‘mama, i wish you were here. i need you now more than ever.’

and received a message reading

‘im sorry but i think you have the wrong number. it will be okay though’

you almost broke down. luckily he was nice enough and allowed you to vent and the rest was history. a friendship blossomed even though it was only cellular.

“if you dont prop me up so i can see.” he griped.

“omg youre so needy.” you sigh propping him-the phone- up.

he laughs, “whatever hmmm i think shrimp.”

“hmmm i think not.” you say grabbing the steak.

“bro what the hell, why you even ask then.” he says smacking his lips.

“cause i can.” you say and you just know he’s rolling his eyes.

“if you say so, but ima hit you back, this my momma calling me.”

“ok be safe.”

“i will, talk to you later.” and the phone clicks.

you hum as you begin to season the two sirloins, quickly reaching over to turn on the stove.

its crazy how life works. your just a history teacher at a small high school in your area and one of your best friends is the biggest player in your state.

“who would have thought”you mumble to yourself thinking ahout when you finally realized who he was.

one of your students had worn a jersey with his last name on it and you found it a bit peculiar, so you texted him.

‘u have a cousin or something in the nfl? one of these my kids got on a jersey w yo last name’

‘😂is u being fr rn’

‘wym?’

‘omg you is lmaooooooo 😭😩 go ask him who jersey he got on’

‘wtf js tell me’

and he left you on read

you put your phone down and huffed.

“hey garret, who’s jersey do you have on?”

“ceedee lamb, excuse my language miss but he cold as hell.” and as soon as the name came out of his mouth your stomach dropped.

“o-oh ok. it-its nice.” you barely stammer out before picking up your phone.

‘YOU PLAY FUCKIN FOOTBALL WTF’

‘😭😭😭😭😂’

‘omfggg ts crazyyyy& u aint tell nb shi’

needless to say he got an earful that night when you two did finally get on the phone.

you flip the steaks over on the cast iron skillet allowing it to sear then place the potatoes on a baking sheet and toss them in the oven.

you grab your phone and go to see where cee is, but you notice his location is off.

‘where tf u at & why that damn lo off?’

he immediately reads it but you see no text bubble.

‘wowwww read ight bet.’

then you throw down your phone and almost instantly its a light knock on your door.

confusion washes over you as you furrow your brows together.

“who is it ?” you call getting on your tip toes to see out of the peephole but its just dark.

you sigh and unlock the door opening it only enough to peek out and low and behold its cedarian with a big goofy smile on his face and a bouquet of flowers in his hand.

this is ch1 of a fic im gonna be posting on wattpad lmk what yall think. i love ceedee he is so cute omf i just have all the feels.

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My fault but I need you to write sum smut for fanum 🥴🩶 cuz I don't see enough rep for my chunky monkey and ya writing is just 😤the details just gettin me

“baby, what you up to?” you hear the rasp of the dominican man on the other side of the line- his voice only advancing the throbbing sensation between your legs.

“oh nothing just laying down, what about you?”you ask voice low as you bite your lip squeezing your thighs together.

“shit im trynna come see yo sexy ass.” he says and you can almost see his smirk.

“aint nobody stopping you- the door open just come to my room.” you all but moan through the phone.

“say less ma- im coming up now.” the the line goes dead and almost simultaneously you hear the front door open.

nerves pulse through your body as you pull your thighs tighter together in anticipation.

the door opens and your heart flutters as you see the smile on the lightskin man’s face.

“dont be shy mami c’mere” he smirks inching closer to your bed finally halting at the end of the bed. butterflies flutter in your stomach as you slowly shift down towards the man.

his large hands wrap grip your thighs and pull you down further towards him and he bites his lips as he prys them apart. your already soaking core glistens as your folds become slights apart and a your slickness forms string from one lip to the other. as a moth to a flame he buries himself in your core tongue flat on your clit as he licks up the entirety and sending shockwaves up your spine.

“fuck.” you cry as he begins to slurp and lick every bit of wetness you produce.

his tongue expertly glides in your hole and up between your fold stoping once he gets to you swolen clit and he sucks it. you kick your legs as pleasure fills your being. your hands go down as you guide his face deeper into you and his hands wrap around your thighs anchoring himself down.

you grind your hips upwards and position yourself on the tip on his tongue as you guide his head up and down fucking yourself on the rough surface.

“fuck daddy thats it- this pussy was made for your mouth.” you breath out head tilting back pushing your legs further apart and his head further in. your hips rock steadily on his tongue and you bite your lip as you feel his nose tap your clit with each thrust.

“ou daddy yes im finna squirt fuck please dont stop!” you cry out as he pulls back and spits on your pussy licking it back up. you feel your hole begin to shutter as he flicks your clit on his tongue and your hips try to move but his grip is too much.

“squirt in my mouth mama, gimme all that shit.” he growls between licks eyes peering up at you. his gaze is dark and sends you over the edge. you convulse and shake but his lips are still stuck on your over stimulated. he continues to suck and gulp down the juices as they shoot out of your pussy and you silently cry out stomach twitching in please.

he continues his assault even after you finish finally stopping when you manage to shove his arms off of you.

you breath heavy as you try to flee to the top of the bed but he clutches your ankle and pulls you right back down.

“oh nah ma we aint done yet, we barely got started.” he laughs.

yeahhhhh #needthat

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Can you make a one shot/smut about Davis 🙃

wakey wakey | iamdavisss

a low groan escaped your lips as you felt the sun beaming on your face through the cracks in the blinds.

“go close the blinds” you whine agitation evident in your tone.

you feel davis stir a bit from his place behind you tightening his grip on you and pulling your body closer to his, but ultimately not moving.

“davis go close the blinds.” you say again this time louder. again he doesnt respond but his already hard length rutting against your ass is all the response you need to know he’s awake.

experimentally you push back on him and position your self just to where he is right between your cheeks. “daddy can you please go close the blinds.” you say rocking your hips back on him.

a smile etches itself on your face as he throws the covers off of himself and closes the blind. he walks back over to the bed but instead of getting back in he pulls the cover off of you and onto the floor exposing you to the cold. goosebumps dance at your skin as the frigid air touches you exposed flesh and he smiles grabbing you by your ankles and pulling you to the edge of the bed.

you squeal as he pulls your legs aparts and begins to massage your exposed clit- slickness covering his digits immediately.

“mhm yep you already ready for this.” he mumbles biting his lip pulling himself out his briefs.

without waring he slides himself into you and you cry out at the feeling of him stretching you out.

“fuck baby this pussy too tight.” he moans sliding in and out of you eyes squeezing shut- he knows he isnt going to last long.

your hands wrap around his neck pulling him to you and he connects your lips. wet kisses and the sound of your skin connecting at your center fills the room along with lewd moans and hushed praises.

“yes daddy- this yo pussy.” you cry between kisses. his light pubes stimulate your clit just enough to send you over the edge and you squirt all over his length.

“im finna nut in you baby fuck.” he groans in your mouth shoving himself deeper into you. you feel him halt and his dick twitch inside of you as he spills his love into your wetness.

he collapses onto you immediately as you both try to find your breath.

after a brief moment he gets up off of you and goes to the blinds opening them again and you sigh.

“what? we up now hell we aint going back to sleep- might as well open them.”

tell a friend to tell a friend SHE’S BACKKKKKK

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We miss u bookie omg 🫶🏾

i miss yall too omg i been so busy w class nd work yall i promise ian fg bout yall😫😫💖

[aradassbadass]

I just loveeee duke lord he’s so fine 😭 Could you do one of him breaking his celibacy for you bc yall are dating and he’s in loveeee

yes of course *duke voice*

you couldnt help but smile as you watched duke and davo argue as he tried to get him to leave.

“nigga you get a lady and act like a nigga like me aint ya day one boy ill tell ya.” davo said standing hands on his hips.

“nigga shut yo punk ass up.” duke said opening the door.

“oh so you kicking me out, nigga you aint worth a damn” the darker man said shaking his head as he walked out of the door.

“you know you aint have to do him like that now.” you said a small smile on your face as the handsome chocolate man walked towards you.

“yes like hell i did.” he laughs standing mere inches in front of you reaching a large hand out grabbing your cheeks and pulling you in for a kiss.

“i guess.” you mumble between kisses.

“ i need to shower though love bug.” you say as he finally pulls aways.

“you mean we need to shower.” he corrects as you hop down from the stool and walk towards the bedroom.

“oh you gone get in with me mr dennis?” you tease going through the bedroom.

“yes lawd.” he says hot on your heels.

you giggle as he closes the bathroom door behind him hurriedly pulling off his shirt.

“you better not pee on me.” you say turning on the shower, voice serious before bursting out into laughter.

“man what the fuck dont be weird. im a grown ass man fuck i look like pissing in the shower.” he says.

“oh shut up.” you say taking your top and bra off all at once.

a smile finds your lips as you see duke standing there staring.

“you like what you see?” you say walking up to him pressing your naked body against his. instinctively his lips goes between his lips as he nods wrapping his arms around you.

“im knowing.” you giggle pulling away and stepping into the shower letting the warm water cascade down you body and just when you thought the feeling couldn’t get any better you feel dukes large body press up against yours.

“let me wash you baby, you can relax.” he says grabbing the body wash. you are happy to take him up on his offer and you stand there as he lathers the soap between his hands and then onto your body.

he starts with your back, massaging your shoulders then going to your waist.

you moan at the feeling letting your muscles relax and leaning back into his body.

“thats it love let, me take take care of you.” his murmurs softly in your ear.

you close your eyes as his hands wrap around your waist and begins to lather up your stomach. its intimacy like this that kept your hormones at bay.

you went into this relationship knowing that duke was celibate and that wasnt a problem with you seeing as you didnt have a particularly high drive anyways. well then you didnt but now was totally different, all it took from him was a look a slight grab even some words he spoke sent shockwaves straight to your core.

his hands grazing your nipples bought you back to reality.

“fuck” you mumbles as he began to massage your breast.

the motion wasnt new to you as he always did it but something about it was different, it felt more sensual than usual, and then you noticed the feeling on your lower back.

your eyes shot open and you tried your best not to tense up but its like he sense it as his hands stopped the motion.

“im sorry baby, got a mind of his own.” he says a light chuckle.

“oh no, dont be sorry love its ok.” you soothe “glad to know im not the only one feeling needy.” you say the last part slipping out of your mouth before you realized it.

he’s quiet for a moment “baby i always feel it but now i need it.”

his words catch you by surprise, “ you need it?” you say turning around to finally face him, hoping for clarification.

“i love you and im ready to give you all of me.” he says a certain tone of seriousness in his voice.

“all of you?” you repeat.

“all of me.”

his words set you on fire and you slammed your lips into his. you moan into his mouth as he wraps around you and pushed your back against the cold tile of the shower, his hips rutting against you.

a moan escaped your lips as his fingers went down and began to rub between your folds, your wetness turning them slick in seconds.

“ you wet as fuck for me baby, you been wanting this huh.” he quizzes lips momentarily pulling away from yours.

“yes, fuck ive wanted this for so long.” you mewl your hand now the one in motion. you wrapped your hand around his length, the sheer girth sending what felt like electricity to your core. he began to rock his hips into you letting a slew of deep groans slip past his and your lips.

“fuck.” he says speed increasing and his kisses becoming progressively more sloppy. you begin to move your hands with his strokes. you can feel him twitch before he abruptly stops.

you yelped as he wordlessly turned you around and now your breast are what is rubbing against the cool wall.

you feel his leaking tip rub between your ass before you feel him squat a little and then he is sliding into your aching entrance.

“ah.” you moan as he stretches and fills you to the brim.

“fuckkk.” he groans halting inside of you. “this pussy too tight baby.”

youre too drunk on lust to respond you just let out a mewl as he begins to slowly thrust into you. you can feel every vein on his dick as he almost entirely pulls out of you and then slowly pushes back in.

duke bites his lips as he plunges back into the wetness of your pussy. he wanted to go slow and savor every second and inch of this but he knew he wouldnt last a minute if he kept that pace up, so he started to slam into you wrapping his hand around your chin and pulling it back causing you to arch deeper.

you cry out in ecstasy at the feeling, all the months of yearning and craving him- this was making you feel more connected than ever with him.

your own hands goes down and rubs your swollen clit and within seconds your gushing all over his length.

“fu-“ he moans pulling out of you and you feel his warm seed splash on you back.

your at a high you never felt before and all you can do is smile before his baritone voice interrupts you, “and no that wasnt no piss.”

you cant help but burst out laughing and hope that this was the idiot you got to spend the rest of your life with.

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edits and the story excerpt on the back of the book that goes w them !! duke

duke is an older gentleman who is just free from prison, he moves in next to you and shows you just the kind of loving youve been needing.

im so high yall fuck i got so many ideas i gotta get it out.

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heyyyyyyy i promise i see yall request and im doing them i just have alot going on w school and work! alsoooo i am thinking about eventually turning the dukexchrisxreader oneshot into a full fic lmk what yall think!!!

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amp head-cannons | their dirtiest kinks & how you found out pt. i

these are mostly hard kinks, you have been warned !

agent | anal gaping. we all know agent eats ass but thats not even the worst of it.

-“come on baby just let me slip it in” he said rubbing his length on your hole.

-it was in the heat if the moment so you agreed.

-after finally getting it in he becomes extremely vocal telling you how good it feels and how sexy you look.

-pulls out and grabs your cheeks pulling them apart.

-“fuck baby your hole is so open and wide fuck.”

-asks you to flex it for him before as he begins to eat it.

-needless to say in the next coming weeks he bought you hella butt plugs

chris | somnophilia. i feel like chris is such a cool calm dude that he did it the first time cause he aint wanna wake you up but really liked it and would purposely come in late just to get off to you without you knowing.

- you were in the bed and you were waiting for him to come back from a shoot and sleep was fast approaching

- your in the state just between rest and sleep when you hear him come in but you cant find the power to move so you just lay their eyes closed and motionless

- after a few moments you felt his hands lightly graze your ass and slip your panties to the side

-your eyes shoot open as you feel his tip sliding between your cheeks precum leaking onto them

- you lay their silently as he beats his dick on your ass cum spraying on you after a few minutes

- he cleaned you up and got in bed like nothing ever happened causing you to wonder just how much this has actually occured

davis | ddlg. i just know davis would have the meanest daddy kink. he would love when you two role play daddy/baby and he gets to reward you for being a good little girl.

-“awe princess that is beautiful.” he chimes as you show him the sweater you had crocheted.

-“youre so creative baby, you know what creative little girls get dont you? they get a reward.” he asks grabbing you hand pulling you down on top of his lap.

-he began rubbing your clit through your thin pink panties and you began to cry out.

- you hadnt been allowed to cum all day and he was finally gonna let you

-it didnt take long before you reached your climax and squirted all in your panties your juices leaking down onto his sweats.

-“ah baby look at the mess you made, shouldnt you clean it up.”

-you began licking uo your juices off his pants and when then you make eye contact with his thats poking & at that moment you knew you were in for a long night.