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aproudfriendtosevenstars-blog · 6 years ago

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TO EVERYONE THAT TOOK PART IN THE CREATION OF THIS BLOG :

Thank you. Thank you so much for sticking with me this 1+? years by my side through the hellhole that we're all forced to go through known as life (thanks I hate it I didn't sign up for this) . But guess what???? You made it so much better ; YOU made it bearable, enjoyable even.

How? You ask. Simple. You guys make it easy for me to laugh. To smile. To be open in the way that primary school Valerie Lek could never dream of : To let her guard down and share my deepest secrets, her insecurities that haunt her like demons every single moment of the day. This may seem small to others, but you make it the smiles and laughter come easy when they were hard to plaster on on my own. When there wasn't enough to hold up my mask. You surprise me everyday like WOW???? DID THIS BITCH JUST MAKE ME LAUGH????

Another thing, you guys amaze me. It may not seem like I'm normally amazed by anything in general?(Except Marvel and Sherlock tbh) but DAMN GURL 18/10 BAMBOOZLED. Each and everyone of you has given me something priceless, and I'll cherish it forever, long past when we have gone and parted.

Like Dania, you bring me positvity. When the storm clouds loom overhead, you radiate positivity. Maybe it's not a lot to you, but sometimes a sliver of light through the grey skies is enough. Not enough for me to be all brand new and okay again but enough .Enough for me to push through to the next day, to the next, and beyond.

For Joie, the way you notice something is wrong with me without me saying.( not blaming the others joie is just more...observant?You can say?? Idk.) Sometimes when words get too hard, you understand. And granting me that understanding when the words clump up and stick to my throat and i just can speak, is worth more weight in gold than any other thing you could give me.

And Kina, although we dont talk much compared to the others, you have the power to change my mood in seconds. Maybe I could be raging inside about some shit that happened, but BOOM. A vine reference and I'm laughing. Helping me laugh when I thought I just couldn't anymore. Helping me simmer down and not act rashly and explode like a volcano and sit down, take a step back, and breath, that's gold.

Then there's Rohanna. You taught me to be resilient no matter how others hate on me , verbally or virtually( cOugh RACHEL PANG cOughh). You showed me that I had value , that I was not as ugly as I thought i was. You chased away the insecurities that hounded me like hunting dogs on a fresh trail. That although I went through shit, I went in as dented, rusted copper but came out of the fire a shining, untouched bronze. You showed me how to love myself, mind and body.

Sarah. Sarah , Sarah, Sarah. You taught me to fight when I can't. Not physically, but verbally. You taught me that even though my fists are restricted by rules and propriety, I still had my wit and tongue. Barbed words and cutting smiles. How to murder a person with sarcasm or simply with just an 'oh' . You helped me learn how to turn the tides in my favour in a conversation , when seemingly I'm on the losing side. It's really true. That the pen (or tongue as well) is sharper than the sword.

Last but not least, Kia sin. You offered me companionship. Not just physically, but mentally and emotionally as well. You offered me that listening ear to dump all the joys, sorrows, anger and frustration into. You lent me that shoulder to cry on when things just got too much to handle , too many things out of my control. When things got too messy, too overwhelming, too LOUD ; and I just shut down. I clam up. I retreat into my shell and I just feel : empty. You fill my emptiness up with words when I can't find mine. You would talk about everything under the sun, just so to distract me from the demons, the devils that lurk in the deepest , darkest corners of my mind. You think you are clingy or annoying, you're not. You gave me strength to continue when I felt weak and I thought I couldn't anymore. You gave me the strength to step out to the open world filled with people hell-bent on dragging me down and let me dig in my heels lift my chin up like a queen. Like a warrior. And FIGHT. Whether it was 3pm or 3am, you were there. You were always there. And that is everything i could ever ask for from you.

Thank you, all of you, for being by me. For being the sun that stands by me during the day and stars that guide me as find my way in the night . I could never match up to you guys but when people ask, who is your friend? I am proud to call you , these galaxies turned flesh and bone, mine.

P.S: Thank you for the posts as well. And sorry it got this long. I'm too much of a coward to say all this face to face. I won't make it pass p1.

Yours Sincerely,

Lek Xuan Ru Valerie.

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aproudfriendtosevenstars-blog · 6 years ago

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-KINA

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aproudfriendtosevenstars-blog · 6 years ago

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SO I TOOK A NAP AND I MISSED IT .BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR GAY/BUTCH FRIEND-KINA

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aproudfriendtosevenstars-blog · 6 years ago

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with love from joie

hey valerie,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY🎈

i’m sorry if this is weird, i’m more of a “handwritten heartfelt card” kinda person, but either ways, i will still convey my emotions and gratefulness into this post with my best effort.

Thank you for being such an amazing friend in my life. I know that I don’t show my love very clearly, and I know I am an asshole in the mornings, but I really want you to know that I cherish and adore you veryvery much☺️

To me, you’re such a strong and bold person. I admire that you are not afraid to speak your opinion and loudly proclaim your love for people/characters/etc. I honestly wish that I could be like you sometimes.

And you might not think so, but gIRL you’re so hot. Like shit dude, you’re so attractive. YOU LOOK SO GOOD IN SINGLETS? Like if i tried, i would look terrible BUT YOU’RE SO HOT

I’m very happy that you’re somebody i can relate to when it comes to Marvel stuff and you always make me laugh and smile when you LOUDLY SCREAM Marvel quotes [or more specifically lines from Loki]

You’re somebody i trust a hella lot, and i wish we talked more. I admire your perseverance, especially towards St.Johns’ and i hope you get to the rank you want to get to because YOU SO DESERVE IT✨

Anyway, truly, truly, from the bottom of my heart, I love you soso much. And I haven’t been good at showing it, but this whole post is really my heart poured out.

I really want you to know that you are somebody I care for, somebody I would listen to, somebody I absolutely think is special in my life and pleasepleaseplease know that because its truetruetrue.

I love you so veryvery much, okay? ☺️🧡

Have a good birthday :)

Lots of love,

joie

8th September 2018.

me when i see you ⤵️

Literally me ⤵️

hehe okay, love you!!☺️🧡

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aproudfriendtosevenstars-blog · 6 years ago

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Thor is Lek tbh

Grandmaster: *sees Loki for the first time* Oh, no. A disturbed twink with daddy issues. Loki: *sees the Grandmaster for the first time* Oh, no. A caring old man whose approval I need. Thor: *looking at the camera like in the office* Oh, no.

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aproudfriendtosevenstars-blog · 6 years ago

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happy birthday you big marvel fan !!!!

wah , i can’t believe it’s your birthday is here already , time really flies huh , ive known you for 1 year and 9 months !!! and these past 1 year and 9 months i really enjoyed it because of you. i love spending time with you yknow!!! you always make me laugh and you also make me fear for my life (still ly tho <3) and the way you pretty much are a dictionary for marvel its so cute omg. you always dedicate yourself to sJaB and your hard work for it never fails to amaze me. i remembered you saying ‘i work hard for what i want’ and it still amazes me till this day. you’re a big baby and your ways of showing love for us is like a little cat. not really affectionate but you know they’re always gonna be there for you. i hope you know that I KNOw you love me and ilytttt!!! u always take care of us secretly and you always want to treat us whenever we’re broke and have no food to eat. you never fail to make me laugh so hard till we’re both rolling on the floor,and i love having you behind me in class so whenever shawn bullies me you can fite him. <<< you’re always there whether i need it or not and your presence always makes me feel safe because i know you’ll be there for me 24/7 and I thank you for it. wow , im spending time telling you how much ily instead of doiNg aSsEsSmeNT , okay be thankful HAHAHAHA , thank you so much for yelling out vines with me and sarah in class ( and we should do it more often 👉👉) and math aa with you is never boring bc we wiLD gah study more lah lek.im running out of things to say omG why can’t i think of all the good things about you where are they when i need them ajskfjejssj hahaha ilysm lek and all the little little things you do for me i thank you for it <33. continue being the beautiful , brave , amazing , loud and wild™️™️, hardworking , dedicating , cheerful , marvel obessesed , fearless valerie lek. here’s to endless times to spend with you (lmao bitch im not leaving you 👅👅) , hAPPY blessed birthday boo 💜💜😚

I L O V E Y O U V A L E R I E L E K X U A N R U

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜😚😚😚🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️

from dania <3

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aproudfriendtosevenstars-blog · 6 years ago

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Valerie Lek In The Eyes Of Rohanna 😤💪❤️

DEAR LEK,

As of 8th September 2018, 00:00, you're 14 and OLD. (suck it) (imsorry)

Thank you for being the rock in our friendship group, both physically and emotionally HAHAHA. You are an amazing person who's always there for all of us and I'm SO GRATEFUL for you. Thank you for MEME & TEXTPOST references and for just being so ??????? Thank you for "你还oh keh 吗" and SCIENCE LESSONS where the only thing that happens is us laughing our lungs out.

And last but not least, thank you for being my Extra™️ Buddy HAHAHHAHA

I know I'm not super close to you but I love you so so much and you're honestly such an ASTOUNDING and inspirational person :)

I love you and your fervent love of Loki ☺️❤️

^before Mr Ang gives back Science CT

^when Mr Ang says we did well even though we failed

^ us@you // you@loki

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aproudfriendtosevenstars-blog · 6 years ago

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kia sin 💓😫

hey lek :>

(after three people posted i realised how serious and sad mine is pls cry)

happy 14th hoe🎉🎉🎉

i have so many things to say but somehow while preparing this i played my phone while charging so i have electricity conducting all around my body at the moment so i might type a lil off (i literally have two legs and one arm numb)

i dont express it alot but amigo i love you alot, as a human, as a friend, as a hoe, as a sister.

our friendship is a little weird i have to say, started out with us bitching to rohanna one by one in orientation camp bc we didnt like each other (rohanna told me that), then some deep talks about how we were literally sisters from different parents and trying to come up with a conspiracy theory, a sudden drift, then further developing to some real gay arm hooking and late night talks at 2, bitching about people, then fangirling, crying or ranting about crushes then about marvel, and sometimes how rachel can be a real dick or how weilin is just so charismatic.

but now here we are, a year and a half ish?

literal best sisters (i can only hope its the same for you) who slap shawn and bing en for being the biggest dickheads to either of us, or joking around in history about daddies and the holy illuminati of you me and sarah getting wild in music and drama.

lek, thank you for always always being there for me even if i was the biggest dickhead pussy sucking ass bitch in the universe. thanks for being someone i rely on to tell all my troubles to, family issues or daddy issues ;) or just random shit like cutting myself with a scissors and asking for help. i dont express alot of gratitude but sometimes its because im selfish and put my pride over whats really important. youve been so tolerant with my bs and no matter how distant we were you were still there and i cannot thank you more. in st johns im really proud when you do events or just sometimes even the damn cca sessions when you face trash from louis or the sec 1s. plus ofc im like the few that know you feel insecure 200% of the time, but bro you are hot okay, 1000/10 would fuck ;) and like you are so generous and helpful and charismatic bitch look at them calves. just because there are more than normal pimples are on your face doesnt make you ugly, have you seen you in cca hoe, sexbomb okay

and sometimes you face problems with your father or long bean or just feel like shit in general, i fucking admire you for keeping your head up like a fucking queen. and sometimes you lead and you lead with pride, and you have a direction and a goal, you may not see all these things in you but i do. sometimes you do well in geog, english, cca, history, fucking pe and like i just wow lor, i mean youre so cool and when you start feeling insecure it would like make me sad bro that even after all that you still dont see it. idk why i type so long but i did and im not deleting any of it, im too lazy.

but alL iN aLl(too atas for me), lek, you are a great person whos really pretty, kind, charismatic, caring, generous and i hope you know it, i regret and definitely feel remorse for the times i bully you, basically being that one kind of bitch. thank you for all that laughter, jokes, puns, references, memes, everything honestly. i hope life works out, you do what you want to do, keep your head held high, i love you ;> happy birthday :)