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if you're waking up like me thinking "where do we even go from here?"

you:

build community & involve yourself locally

learn self sustainability skills

choose kindness

protect others & yourself

join or build a mutual aid group and/or network

find time for small joys (the arts, cooking a meal you love, spending time with loved ones, etc.)

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CHARLIE, DENNIS, and MAC

iasip 05.05

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Horses are easy to draw and their anatomy makes perfect sense

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down with found family. UP with FOUND DIVORCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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does anyone know what the first step of unlearning shame is. please say it’s substance abuse

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oh, don't mind me. Just thinking about how Percy canonically used nature magic even though that shouldn't have been possible for a normal demigod. (in the lightning thief on gabe, I swear)

oh don't mind me, i'm just thinking about how Sally seems to get younger when she's near the sea and her eyes change colors as well.

oh don't mind me, i'm just thinking about how Percy described the sea nymph his father sent to talk to him as looking exactly like his mother.

oh don't mind me, i'm just thinking about how Percy is part sea nymph and nobody fucking noticed.

EDIT: no I don't think sally is a full blooded sea nymph I still think she is more human than mythological creature. I just think it might explain a few things

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are you ever like. i’m not the right Me right now to hang out with people. wait until the better guy shows up lol this one kind of sucks 

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Buffy the Vampire Slayer 4.04 | Fear Itself

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Just a reminder that Vincent van Gogh did not eat yellow paint to make himself feel happy, he ate paint, and drank different chemicals because he was suicidal and this is why he was not allowed in his studio while having breakdowns. He also did not paint starry night and his other great works because he was depressed, he painted most of them while he was in recovery and demonstrated his hopefulness and love of the world through this. Most of his great works were painted from his room at a hospital. Van Gogh’s depression should not be glorified. His hope and effort toward a better life, as well as his recovery from depression should be glorified.

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thinking abt Marrowbone (2017). how jack can’t look in the mirror because his siblings aren’t right behind him. unable to look in the mirror without being reminded of the parts of his father in his face. if you are an older sibling, you are always the older sibling. i could never live without my siblings. they are always with me wherever i go.

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i know this is incorrect but the younger kids jumping into jack’s footsteps in the sand .. so there’s a reason there’s only one line of footsteps when he turns around.

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just watched Marrowbone (2017) and i’m still trying to catch my breath

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It’s crazy how low self-worth fucks with peoples lives

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Hanging out with old people rules because after a while they trust you enough to confess to murder totally unprompted