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My heart is broken. I just don't know how to do this anymore. I love him so much but I just can't. I would do anything to close my eyes and open them back up a year from now.

I'm so lonely

12-22-20

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“There it goes again. That heavy feeling in your chest when you don’t feel any desire to speak or move. All you want to do is close your eyes and sleep, because the process of being broken is incredibly exhausting. You attempt your best to make your days fulfilling, but no matter how hard you try, you can’t seem to connect to anyone or anything.”

— (via melaniesanta)

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And you are going? You are going?…No, you are not going: I am keeping you…You leave your soul, like a coat, in my hands.

– Marguerite Yourcenar, from “Mary Magdalene, or Salvation,” Fires (FSG, 1981)

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“Sometimes, there was no getting over it. Sometimes, you lived with the empty place inside of you until you imploded on it, loss as singularity, or until the empty place expanded and hollowed out the rest of you so thoroughly you became the walking dead, a ghost in your own life.”

— Caitlin Kittredge, Bone Gods

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He's teaching me to sit with my discomfort.

To not react with every emotional shift.

To listen, steady, and absorb.

To wait patiently.

To stay silent.

To just be.

Quiet.

9/24/19

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tac·i·turn

/ˈtasəˌtərn/

adjective (of a person) reserved or uncommunicative in speech; saying little. 

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“For you, I was a chapter. For me, you were the book.”

— Tom McNeal

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“Acting like you don’t care is not letting it go.”

— Penelope Douglas (via naturaekos)

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“Even though I think I’m over you I keep crying.”

Ten Word Stories #575

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I wanted this to mean something.

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— Virginia Woolf, The Waves

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How much more do I have to lose before nothing matters anymore? 7/24/19

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I've been making huge strides to get over you this past year, so if you and your gf could politely fuck off? K, thanks.

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That awkward moment when...

Your girlfriend follows me, likes 3 of my posts, then you unfollow me, then she unfollows me. Wtf, dude?

July 10