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anncjee · 2 months ago

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M not blaming you nor will I ever, but things you say pushes me back to my fears, thats the part when I get vulnerable I get more anxious, thoughts all over...the slangs, the way you say m the problem everytime kills a happy healed part of me that you helped me out with..seems like my fears are covering me back maybe the uncovered me was there till the sun didn't set, but it's winter the sun doesn't really come out these days.. cornering every scarred part with darkness and blames.

#scarred for life #my lovelies #i solemnly swear that i am up to no good

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anncjee · 10 months ago

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I am now going to ask you a favor which sounds quite crazy, and which I should regard as such, were I the one to receive the letter. It is also the very greatest test that even the kindest person could be put to. Well, this is it:

Write to me only once a week, so that your letter arrives on Sunday — for I cannot endure your daily letters, I am incapable of enduring them. For instance, I answer one of your letters, then lie in bed in apparent calm, but my heart beats through my entire body and is conscious only of you. I belong to you; there is really no other way of expressing it, and that is not strong enough. But for this very reason I don’t want to know what you are wearing; it confuses me so much that I cannot deal with life; and that’s why I don’t want to know that you are fond of me. If I did, how could I, fool that I am, go on sitting in my office, or here at home, instead of leaping onto a train with my eyes shut and opening them only when I am with you?

~ Franz Kafka