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Guess we weren’t meant for each other in this reality, but strangely connected in the world of dreams and nightmares.

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𝓕𝓸𝓻𝓰𝓲𝓿𝓮𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓼 𝓢𝓹𝓮𝓵𝓵

Forgiveness can be difficult for some, so here's a spell to give the caster a bit of a push toward that goal. Just a reminder, you cannot force yourself to forgive someone without the determination of choosing to do so--there is also the question of whether someone deserves your forgiveness, and that is dependent on the types of boundaries you hold. However, if the person who hurt you is someone you value, or perhaps you need to forgive them to move forward in peace, then this spell will help.

𝑀𝑒𝓉𝒽𝑜𝒹

Depending on your intentions, this spell can be performed best under a specific moon. For example, if you are casting this spell to move forward from a wrongdoing someone has inflicted upon you, then perform this spell during the last quarter moon. Basically, it is under your discretion which moon to perform under.

To prepare the spell, write down the actions that harmed you on a piece of paper. (I personally consecrate the paper using moon water before writing into it, but that's up to you.) These can be a list of things they've done or perhaps one thing that you can't let go of.

Then prepare a sigil on an inflammable surface. This is a necessary step because a candle will be placed in the middle of the sigil. I provided a sigil in the image below, but you can create one if you wish.

Before casting the spell, make sure to cleanse your space and items to prevent other energies from tainting the ritual.

𝐼𝓃𝒸𝒶𝓃𝓉𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃

With this flame as my witness,

I declare the desire,

To forgive your actions,

As I burn them in the fire.

Whichever will heal,

The self or another,

These words said with zeal,

Make my heart softer.

Thus I say: I forgive you [name(s)]

I forgive [read aloud what you’ve written on the paper]

Once you complete reading what you've written, burn the piece of paper in the flame. Place it in a cauldron or non-flammable bowl to prevent any fire hazards. Make sure to take note of your emotions and observe how they ebb and flow then disappear. Stay in the moment until you are satisfied with the spell. If you still feel the pain of the past haunting you, repeat the spell at another time until you are at peace.

Written by: https://afanc0d.tumblr.com/

date: 7/20/2021

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I'm sorry I make your life a living hell. I'm sorry I'm a selfish child who doesn't understand you're emotions. I'm sorry I make you wanna kill yourself.

I don't deserve you.

I'm sorry you lie to yourself saying "your fine" and "happy" just so you don't have to see the look on my face. I'm sorry Im an inconvenience in your life and I'm a terrible girlfriend. I'm sorry I try so hard, yet fall short on everything that really matters. I'm sorry you go out of your way for me. I'm sorry you hate when I apologize for everything but I am, I really fucking am.

I'm sorry for meeting you, for becoming your girlfriend. I'm sorry for making you fall in love with me when I only bring you so much misery. I'm sorry for being just like every ex you've ever had and for being too emotional. I'm sorry I am the opposite of what you were looking for.

I feel so guilty for everything, it constantly gnaws at me. It hurts so much seeing you smile in our pictures because I know how much damage I did to you without even knowing.

I'm so sorry we met and for walking into your life. It will always be my biggest regret and I fucking hate myself for it.

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Be with someone who loves you harder on days you can't love yourself at all.

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I'm sorry I make your life a living hell. I'm sorry I'm a selfish child who doesn't understand you're emotions. I'm sorry I make you wanna kill yourself.

I don't deserve you.

I'm sorry you lie to yourself saying "your fine" and "happy" just so you don't have to see the look on my face. I'm sorry Im an inconvenience in your life and I'm a terrible girlfriend. I'm sorry I try so hard, yet fall short on everything that really matters. I'm sorry you go out of your way for me. I'm sorry you hate when I apologize for everything but I am, I really fucking am.

I'm sorry for meeting you, for becoming your girlfriend. I'm sorry for making you fall in love with me when I only bring you so much misery. I'm sorry for being just like every ex you've ever had and for being too emotional. I'm sorry I am the opposite of what you were looking for.

I feel so guilty for everything, it constantly gnaws at me. It hurts so much seeing you smile in our pictures because I know how much damage I did to you without even knowing.

I'm so sorry we met and for walking into your life. It will always be my biggest regret and I fucking hate myself for it.

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i just want to look like the girls that make his eyes light up, when he talks about them.

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Book Aesthetics

They were loud and triumphant and kings of Henrietta, 

because they’d found the ley line

and because it was starting, it was starting.

The Raven Boys | Maggie Stiefvater

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I hope you love him. I hope you really understand what you’re holding. Because you don’t know it but you’ve got my whole world in your hands. The one thing that means the most to me, is all yours. I can’t feel the warmth of his touch or listen to his laugh anymore. I hope you squeeze him tight and enjoy every laugh. The eyes you look into are the ones I dream about every night. So I hope you don’t take a single moment with him for granted. Because somewhere in this world, my tears fall for him. He’s all yours but at one time he was all mine. I hope you love him more than you’ve ever loved anything because I know I do. But he’s yours now. Take care of him for me, someone needs to.

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I want to talk, but I also don’t want to talk - not everyone will understand this

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It’s all about perspective. You could have everything and still not be happy or have hardly anything and make the best out of the smallest bit that you have. Learning how to appreciate what you have is the first step on the journey to enlightenment.

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I just want to leave like I never existed.

I don’t want anyone to remember me,

I don’t want to hurt anyone.

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Maybe I’ll wear makeup before I kill myself so I can die a little pretty.

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apology cakes

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