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Me

If you’re scared just because I’m angry then you don’t know me If you’re scared when I became apathetic then you truly understand me angry, nagging, those are one form of caring meaning I still have hope on you on us But once I act apathetic, that means I’m getting tired already started to not caring, numb my heart, giving up on you on us – know me well

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Habit

Habit can be scary Really Trust me My habit of looking for him everyday Makes me unconsciously looking for him still My habit of sending him silly sweet reels or meme Makes me unconsciously sending it to him still My habit of depending on him whenever something bad happens Makes me unconsciously reach for him still My habit of feeling empty when I didn’t get any text from him Well, it’s…

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Something Blue

“How I Met Your Mother” I’m sure a lot of you watched that series Currently I’m also watching it Yeah, late, I know.. Anyway, I’m on season 2 episode 22 It’s part where … *spoiler alert!!* read at your own risk! Ted and Robin decided to break up When I watch this part Omg.. I was so shocked! Me and my boyfriend are just like that! In the same situation Only the roles are reversed Me…

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Trust

Remember when we watched the movie Commenting about the relationship issue of the couple in that movie I said that it’ll be better to be open, Telling your partner about women around you And then you said it was all about trust I was laughing my head off Do you think my trust will be given to you for free? When all you did was making sure that all my red flags are rising high up in the…

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Wonderings

Tell me, How do I know when to stop? How can I be sure, Whether to keep fighting for us, Or accept the fact that You are not for me; That you were never meant for me? How long should I wait? What would happen if things actually work out yet I decided to give up? What would happen if I kept holding on yet our stars were never actually aligned? I hate these wonderings, I despise…

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Great service anyone?

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Here We Go Again

Another end to my love story It ended so suddenly That it caught me off guard I was surprised But deep down I knew This day will happen sooner or later Maybe I was just hoping it was the later Anyway, That doesn’t matter anymore Another heartbreak Another healing process Another searching involves Sigh.. Here we go again

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Flightless Bird

These days, all I’ve been doing is just looking outside my cage Gazing at those blue sky high above my head My heart filled with pain It hurts so much these days Usually it doesn’t hurt this much Why? I wonder… What happened? Don’t worry.. It’s not like the cage locked It’s always open But, It’s just my wings already shredded by one human And now.. I’m just a flightless bird

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What Am I To You?

We walked together We goes hand in hand Sailing through this sea of life Together When you asked me to be your always, My heart beats so fast Like there’s a marching band walking through But now.. After so many days.. Weeks.. Months.. Everything seems to change I know that only constant thing Is change itself But somehow I wish.. Truly wishing from the bottom of my heart That…

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I Learned

With you I learned not to have any expectations I learned to go with the flow I learned to stop hoping Because after spending so many days together I realize that Having hope is a really dangerous thing Having expectations will only bring me to disappointment Thus I learned

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Always

Always… Well, that’s an ambiguous word. Depends on how you perceive it. It can be a good one. Like when you say, “Will you be my always?”. Oh, boy, you don’t know how happy I was at that time.. That was the happiest memory I had. Now, where I was.. Oh! Always.. The word always that associate with me the most lately. Also the one that makes me feel like sh*t most of the time. Always wrong… Why?…

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Quotes Of The Day #322

“In the world of beauty and chaos, I found you..”

Love can make you feel everything and more,

From nothingness to something that is rather unexplainable.

Here are strands of thought about love that are divided into two, as follows,

Beauty:

Where love is yet to be revealed and if it has already, it gives you happiness beyond expectation. This kind of love is worth a lifetime, where…

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Teacher

When I saw my LinkedIn page, I saw profiles of my friends from high school and university.

They all looked amazing!

Bla bla bla manager, head manager of bla bla bla, senior manager of bla bla bla, all those amazing titles from their workplace.

And then I saw mine

No amazingly long title

Just simply says,

Teacher

I stopped and thinking

“Did I make the right choice?”

Be…

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Quotes Of The Day #321

Maybe

the silent one is just too tired

to whining

Maybe

the one who speaks is just too tired

to keep it all insife

We both fighting our battle

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Quotes Of The Day #320

When sadness came,

give what you have

for those less fortunate than you

Trust me

It heals

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Quotes Of The Day #319

I often heard

“Don’t be sad..”

Even I said it sometimes

It’s as if human could control their feelings

with on and off switch

Whats wrong with sadness?

When grief came,

please grieving

But

Don’t take too long..

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Quotes Of The Day #318 A lot of things came after you let it go