ang3lf4ngz

[ang3lf4ngz]

She's beat up, her home button doesn't work, she can't run spotify, but she's pretty, pink, n all I need :3

Ignore my messy ass room

[ang3lf4ngz]

Damndest thing happened today.

I got a message on Reddit (filtered bc ig we weren’t in any mutual subs) from [DATA EXPUNGED] calling me a proshitter and shit and that they found me through a Google search.

You can find my art via a Google search.

I'm famous :D

[ang3lf4ngz]

Well. Glad that's over.

Update: I feel okay on Tumblr. I'm just gonna let the doc breathe.

[ang3lf4ngz]

I'll be honest, most of this should have remained private and should've been discussed privately. A lot of my dirty laundry was aired, and false judgments on my character were made.

Why did all of this start?

I interacted with a post asking for proshippers in the dialtown fandom to interact. That's it. Everything else was perpetuated by Dusty and William. I don't care that William blocked me. It's understandable. What made everything unreasonable is when I decided to block Dusty when I found out they led me on (as a friend/platonically) bc I knew my worth. In hindsight, I was with a lot of the wrong people. And no, I don't forgive Dusty. He should've done something normal, i.e., what give-liife did. For clarity, he sent me an ask saying they aren't comfortable with proshippers, and I respected that. Done and dusted. I learned that if they can't be honest, they're not worthy of my time or friendship.

Something I forgot to mention in the doc: The reason I said I enjoyed being a proshipper is because I wasn't bound by archaic fandom rules, having freed my mind from antishipper mindset. And, I was not aware Dusty was a minor. I knew he was in HS, but based on his skill level and way he talks, I thought he was around my age, 17-18. But I may have been wrong, and that's my fault.

Words are cheap. Actions speak louder. My actions have said I want to be better, and that's what I'm doing by posting this doc, admitting to my wrongs, putting things into context, debunking the falsehoods, and apologizing.

Once again, I don't feel safe on this platform. I'll most likely be changing my username, and I'll be leaving for a very long time. I'll still post my art from time to time.

I'm sorry to anyone I hurt, intentionally or otherwise. You deserve better.

Except William and Dusty. I'd say you can go fuck yourselves, but you're kids and 15-16 year olds are a-holes. But I don't forgive either of you, and I rather you just stay out of my life.

I'm gonna enjoy my weekend with my grandparents. Drinking monster, eating good food, listening to my grandpa's wacky politics. The simple joys.

[ang3lf4ngz]

(Mental agere advisory!)

It a Steben! And sorry gays he's woke... /j (half me yapping about my AU half me venting)

N e way, I really had fun thinking over his design and ofc drawing him! While reworking my AU, I decided to put wings on the phoneys and then it just evolved into a biblical dark fantasy... Oops. Oh well. Steven's suit jacket, tie, and pocketwatch once belonged to Joe! Yeap... Steven's the quintessential Joerry ship child.. I mean I came up with it!!! I can do what I want forever. And, sly is a gen 1 phone, meaning 3 sets of wings!! That's all I can rlly come up with ough..

Bruh I have a headache and my grandparents were talking politics and being kinda ableist bc I wanted a freaking youtooz plushie wtffff. N e way I like to play and draw.

[ang3lf4ngz]

It's all coming together. My brain is braining. (Tags)

[ang3lf4ngz]

if you are a trans man or masc who has ever been asked to tone down your masculinity in order to make other people feel safer and more comfortable, i just want you to know that you're doing nothing wrong by being a masc and/or man. there's nothing wrong with masculinity or manhood. you are not inherently dangerous or a threat for being those things. they are refusing to make the space safe for you, not the other way around.

you are not inherently harming anyone by virtue of existing as a man and/or masc. you don't have to tone down your identity for anyone. you are not endangering someone else's identity by having your own. there's nothing to be ashamed of or wrong with being a masc and/or man. hang in there

[ang3lf4ngz]

proship community reblog if you hate AI

[ang3lf4ngz]

trying to prove a point to the boys at school

reblog this if you believe trans men are real men like this if you dont

[ang3lf4ngz]

I hope you guys had a great Halloween! 🎃

[ang3lf4ngz]

I did say I was going to post some stuff. (Even though I don't feel v safe on this platform.)

TangoDave.

Just a heads up for those who read this. I have a post scheduled for Saturday explaining everything. After that, because I no longer feel safe on this platform, I'll most likely leave or leave until I feel safe. I still want to share my stories and my creativity with the world, while also shedding light on the icky parts of the world with my art. I wanted to dream and create, it's why God put me on this earth. Hopefully I can share my dreams with you again one day.

[ang3lf4ngz]

i am begging you all to stop treating this site like instagram if you dont want it to be content free by next year

[ang3lf4ngz]

Just an experiment. Reblog if you actually give a fuck about male victims of domestic violence and rape.

Of fucking course

What sick bastard doesn’t

[ang3lf4ngz]

Okay okay. One more post and then I'm gone.

I just passed my driving permit exam, so I got that going for me! And if I do decide to return this blog just might become a burner for rbs and such. I never liked having the obligation to be online anyway? So I'm kinda glad my ass was handed to me.

I do not agree with what I've said or done in the past, and frankly I find it cringe at best. I do have like a CNC kink and stuff like that, but I'll just keep it private.

Thanks for everything, and hasta la vista, baby.

[ang3lf4ngz]

One more thing: if you see me 'active', that's bc I go to Tumblr for my fandom fix so don't really harass me for not taking a real break.

Another thing: I'll probably go to grippy sock jail after I graduate high school so I can get a diagnosis and some meds. I know lots of people would rather I'd do it NOW, but that's not entirely possible. I could, but I'd have a shit ton of homework to come back to and yeah.

I'll still write fanfics and draw because that makes me happy, and I'll post it for portfolio building reasons.

Once again, I'm very sorry. To anyone and everyone. I'm hope you find peace with me out of your lives. and to those who stick around, I love you and appreciate you. (/pl ofc.)

Hopefully I'll come back a changed person. I'm still a dude with a heart too big for his chest and lots of ideas to share and tons of things to say. That's why I joined the internet at 11, possibly 9 or 10.

But despite everything?

It's still me.

And im okay with that.

What a start to the new year, huh...?

First of all I just wanna apologize to anyone I've made uncomfortable intentionally or not. I wanna apologize for the nsfw, the shit I said, and everything. Idc what it is, I'm sorry. /gen

I'm not going to defend myself. I'm too tired. What most of what I said was a result of mental illness, I've hurt people, intentionally or not. I never wanted to hurt people or be weird. I just wanted to post my art and make friends.

But ig that's a bit too much to ask when you keep screwing up again n again. But it's whatever. I'm gonna take a break from most social media (Exeption: Discord. Id probably lose my mind if i didn't have anyone to talk to.) Until my next school break, possibly.

For what it was worth? I had fun and I was happy. Thank you for the happiest year of my life.

- Vincent Fine

[ang3lf4ngz]

What a start to the new year, huh...?

First of all I just wanna apologize to anyone I've made uncomfortable intentionally or not. I wanna apologize for the nsfw, the shit I said, and everything. Idc what it is, I'm sorry. /gen

I'm not going to defend myself. I'm too tired. What most of what I said was a result of mental illness, I've hurt people, intentionally or not. I never wanted to hurt people or be weird. I just wanted to post my art and make friends.

But ig that's a bit too much to ask when you keep screwing up again n again. But it's whatever. I'm gonna take a break from most social media (Exeption: Discord. Id probably lose my mind if i didn't have anyone to talk to.) Until my next school break, possibly.

For what it was worth? I had fun and I was happy. Thank you for the happiest year of my life.

- Vincent Fine

[ang3lf4ngz]

Tumblr is basically the flooded wwi shellhole we all come to huddle in. No one likes it but its better than standing in view of the snipers (twitter). Every once and a while someone gets a package from home and we all get a chunk of stale and slightly muddy sponge cake to nibble on.