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Some days I look in the mirror and can see nothing but the shadow of my beard and the shape of my face.

Other days, like today, I can see past the shadow, past the shape, into my own eyes where my true self lies. I love getting to see me more and more. No longer feels like I am seeing a different person inside, it feels like I am truly seeing myself for the first time in my life.

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When guys on meetings at work see a “guy” on my end of the line and try to talk sports

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One of my favorite things about chastity is the little cage queefs from shrinking and growing in the puddle of pre.

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Helen Crump (Aneta Corsaut) was a stunner

Just look at this beautiful, fierce woman. The most intelligent person on the show, intellectually and emotionally, Helen Crump was Andy’s long time girlfriend on The Andy Griffith Show.

I find her amazingly gorgeous. Take some time and appreciate her beauty with me.

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The Healing Feeling

Spent my holidays driving 10 hours to another state for my grampa’s funeral with my mom, attending said funeral, spending time with family, and driving 10 hours back. This was followed by the holidays with only a few days of working in-between.

The holidays were spent at my family’s place.

The entire time I have had to go without shaving, without my feminine clothing and without any real privacy. It was emotionally draining and, even though I enjoy spending time with my family, they are boisterous people and I get anxious in loud crowded rooms.

That all said, I got home to find my roommate is gone until after the new year and I have the place to myself. For the first time in a while, I am able to fully wear my real clothes, openly around the apartment, and catch glimpses of myself - smoothly shaven, wearing pretty things - feeling like my own person. It makes me long for the day I finally decide to tell everyone and make the change. Until then, I will enjoy the time I have.

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Next time you want to jump, do it where I’m eating.

In one of the bonuses added to the Manga, a man is standing on the side of a building, about to jump, when he notices Saitama eating next to him. Conversation happens, with Saitama being his usual nonchalant self about everything.

Things happen and he saves the man’s life, and what Saitama says to the man after really touched me.

Saitama sees this man, and understands. The guy is burnt out from his office job, and does not see a path out. Saitama sits and listens to the man, but does not try to stop him.

Saitama himself became a hero because of that same feeling. He has been where the man was. He can relate, and he sees himself in this man who just wants a way out of the corporate hell he is in.

So, he listens, and eats his lunch. When the man stumbles and almost falls by accident, Saitama saves him.

He not only saves him from the fall, but from his own self. That is when Saitama tells him, “Do what you want. And next time you feel like jumping, do it where I am eating”.

He is telling this man, “You wants and desires matter, you matter. If you ever feel like you cannot go on, I am here for you”.

And honestly? This one made me cry. It is couched in all these layers of parody and comedy, but you can see the sweet, touching message in the gooey center.

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Blåhaj is love

reblog to give the person ur reblogging from an ikea shark

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When a TERF likes one of my posts:

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This is an amazing story. One day the legend of Brigitte Bandit will be told at every drag show - “The Twerk Heard All ‘Round Texas”

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Easily the best panel in the first couple of books. This bit in the show had me rolling laughing, and I had to stop trying to take a pic of the panel a few times because it brought on new giggle-fits every time I saw it.

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Sora: exCYUSE me?! It’s WHERE?! Poseidon, I think we need to have a chat about appropriate parent/child interaction

*Jiminy quickly whispers into my ear*

Ohhh, my bad. Proceed.

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Another December, another Super Fun™️ Family Christmas Party with my step-dad’s redneck family.

They are generally good folks, and are pleasant enough to be around, but that likely has a lot to do with them being blissfully unaware of my Atheism and my Queerness (my parents are aware of the Atheism - dad is also Atheist - but neither are currently aware I am anything but a cishet male).

Why are they unaware? Because of my mother.

Now, I love my mother, but she cares a LOT about what other people think of her. It filters down to her trying to control my behavior (at age 32) to not sully her image with the family. I could (and likely will) dedicate an entire series of posts to that relationship, but that is a story for another post.

The fact she got on to me for smelling like weed and cursing in front of the preacher make me even more hesitant to come out to her than I already was. What about next holiday season, when I want to show up en femme? Am I going to have to “tone down” myself to not offend the backwoods pastor? Are the teenagers with 3 year olds going to be scared to have me around their children so I need to boymode it, “just for one night?” And what about the one cousin who is so scared of the outside world, he HAS to carry his pistol on his side at a family get together in the suburbs? How do you think bubba is going to feel about it all?

I know - KNOW - even if she is supportive when I finally find the courage to tell her who I am, that she would still rather I be miserable than for the family to think she is not perfect.

These are worries for another day, and I am at peace with it. Just a thought I had on the way home from the party.

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My therapist called me a woman today

And it was the most validating thing I have felt in a long, long while.

Any remaining doubts I have about who I am inside have gone away over recent weeks (thanks to @kryspiekream for helping me break my shell a little when I needed it most), and this was enough to make the remaining doubts disappear completely. I am sure they will be replaced by different doubts and worries, but for the moment - sitting here in my closet where I joined the session (seemed the proper place for it), crying from happiness - I am doubt free and feel a warm sense of acceptance.

I. Am. A. Woman. Even when I do not feel particularly feminine, even when I look in the mirror and hate what I see. Who I am inside is who I am meant to be.

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Good gods, this was beautiful to read.

A cut transgirl romance comic by Garun

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So we have Sora as a merperson, okay that tracks. Donald Ducktopus? But he only has six tentacles so Donald Squiduck?

And then we have Goofy the…. Wait, what the heck even is Goofy? Like I get that he’s a turtle here, but is he a dog originally? So Dogle? Definitely not a turdog

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Pooh bear is lucky he is such a charming bear, otherwise he would be considered a complete menace. The bear strolls into Rabbit’s house, and Sora - also a loveable goof - almost maliciously points out Rabbit’s hidden stash in the rafters.

Then Pooh has the outright audacity to eat the entire pot?! Absolute menace behavior.

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Shame on you Jafar! But I get it, have you SEEN Jasmine? I mean, real hourglass figure on her. (Also, call me any time.)

The universe, and me too, Sultan 😍