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I think the hardest realisation you have to deal with when you have an eating disorder is that you won’t get skinny from one day of not eating. Sure you restricted yesterday, but that doesn’t grant you the permission to eat everything you want to today. You have to stick to your diet continuously, otherwise all those days spent restricting will have been in vain. And if your suffering doesn’t make you pretty, why did you even go through it?

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it’s me again, last time didn’t work i’m in a healthy relationship and that made me gain weight like crazy and i’m fat again so i’ll be posting what I eat so i can finally be fucking skinny again and all the thigh rubbing against each other and tummy rolls WILL STOP

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You did this

You ate yourself to this weight, now you can starve your way out

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day 2 of fasting and I be feeling way emptier and my stomach is making noise so it means it’s working right?

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having an ED is comforting for some strange reason

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Azúcar = celulitis

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Was feeling hungry then I saw how my stomach looks sitting down 🙃

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Esta imagen me representa tanto.

Y Dios, como duele...

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that euphoric feeling i got when we’re laying in bed and he ran his hand down my stomach and said, “did you get skinnier? ..you got skinnier”

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27.05-28.05 25hours fasting

ate some nuts and started my fast again

almost 2 days without eating any meals and my body is so fat that it doesn’t feel hungry

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everytime you say "fuck it, i don't care" and eat that cookie or that bag of chips, there's a 100% chance you'll care later.

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i hate being hungry but i hate the feeling of being full even more.

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That feeling when the scale goes down

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Can somebody please help me

It’s 2 am and I can’t stop thinking about losing weight

Summer is coming and I stopped fasting a lot of months ago and I actually started losing weight but now I gained it back and even more

I am fat. I reached a point in life where I can say it

Im very ashamed

I really want to try this time even though I already said it a couple of times ago

I think if I update everyday here then I will continue the journey

In some days I will buy a scale

Tomorrow I’ll try to fast

(My fasting and weight lose period which was a couple of months ago made me lose like 5kg and now I’m going to try to lose 10kg by not stoping the weight loss journey until summer)

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hello again now I’m for real with this shit

Yesterday I started fasting 16h+

I think I’ve made like 30h+ fasting so I’m proud of making it now for real

Im very hungry ngl but I’ve made it so good so far so I’m not gonna give up

I’ve only eaten on the fast breaks 2 cucumbers which are like 50 cals max. which I think it’s good for 48h

Im starting very hard but it’s better for my body so it’s not so hard later and I adapt to not eating

I really hope that until summer I’ve losen 5-10kg

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I’m so embarrassed about myself

How am I letting food control me

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This shit is so fucking hard I can’t stop eating