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"𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘦𝘳, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙙𝙖𝙮" ﹒⠂⠔ ʾ . ☆ ˓ ʾ ﹒‧

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190

You stick out. A few too many fat jokes are made about you. And as nice as you might be, you usually sit alone, by choice or not, because you simply take up too much space.

180

You’re ‘the big girl’. In pretty much any situation, you’ll find yourself being the heaviest girl in the group and often times you’ll be considered as ‘one of the boys’ and end up talking with them about which of your skinny friends they like.

170

You’re invisible. You kind of just exist. No one really bullies you but your friends are constantly going places as a group and simply forgetting to invite you. You could probably spend a full day without speaking and no one would bat an eye.

160

You’re losing weight and people are noticing. Girls have started letting you join their sexy group pictures that they like to post on insta and they’re now calling you ‘thic’ and ‘curvy’ as opposed to ‘chubby’ and ‘fat’. But “please don’t try on my clothes, you might strech them out.”

150

You’re seemingly healthy. A few people have congratulated you on choosing a healthier lifestyle and for the first time, you feel starred at in a good way. Guys have even started acting interested, although you suspect it has something to do with your stomach not sticking past your boobs anymore.

140

You’re just average. You’re treated like any other girl. Usually never the biggest or the smallest in the group, you blend. And your friends invite you to go shopping with them now because even places like Brandy Melville might have your size if you’re lucky.

130

You’re everyone’s health coach now. People are constantly coming up to you asking how you lost all the weight, expecting some magic formula, to which you usually reply; “I don’t know, i just eat healthy i guess.” And frankly, it’s making all the girls mad.

120

You’re considered skinny. In the general eyes of the public anyway. But your family on the other hand, they’re trying to fatten you up now. They wanted to see you lose the weight and they were happy when you finally had a flat stomach but now there’s a gap appearing between your thighs.

110

You’re petite. People will buy you clothes in an extra small and apologize “incase it’s too big”. You’re always the one to take the middle seat or to sit on someone’s lap when there aren’t any chairs left and some will start to make jokes about your weight again, but this time, about how small and weak you are.

100

You’re tiny. A lot of people do things for you without you having asked them to, because they just assume you’re too weak. They’ll say they don’t want to crush you when giving you a hug and if you try to fight anyone, they’ll just ragdoll you or throw you over their shoulder.

90

You stick out. Your bones are your most prominent features and when you tell someone you’ve lost 100 pounds, they laugh, thinking you’re joking. People are always asking you to eat more and praying you haven’t lost more weight.

You’re starting to scare people and you like it.

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93 hours into my fast 🥹

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Stats <3

21|she/her|

Height: 5’8”/172.72 cm

CW:115.4 lbs/52.34 kg |BMI:17.5|

-66.2 lbs/30.03 kg

SW/HW:181.6 lbs/82.37kg |BMI:27.6|

GW1:160 lbs/72.57 kg |BMI:24.3|✨

GW2:150 lbs/68.04 kg |BMI:22.8|✨

GW3:140 lbs/63.50 kg |BMI:21.3|✨

GW4:130 lbs/58.97 kg |BMI:19.8|✨

GW5:120 lbs/54.43 kg |BMI:18.2|✨

UGW:115 lbs/52.16 kg |BMI:17.4|

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💜🚬🌃

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Cole Sprouse

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Cole Sprouse

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ✶ㅤ.ㅤ𝖼𝗈𝗆 𝖾𝗅𝖾 𝖾𝗎 𝗆𝖾 𝗌𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗂𝖺 𝗏𝗂𝗏𝖺ㅤ!

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lisa is such an icon 💓💓

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currently