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magma doodles:]

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TW: blood

they live rent free in my brain please help

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little preview piece for a fic ! Memories of Her by @your-compadre-infinity has been a wonderful experience, im so glad @sthbigbang hosted such a fantastic event:D

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alright so me and @thetiniestemo did a thing (follow their artblog RAHHH!!!!)

i did the line, they did the colour and accents and i added polish/unnecessary accents

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🌧️🍃sky watching with @caromyy

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Only they can banish the ANGEL'S HEAVEN.

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oc doodles!!

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buncha doodles for @tapakah0 and @somerandomdudelmao

(you ever cherish a person and their creativity so much you want to shake them around like a chew toy?? yeah. thats me with tap.)

have a swell one :]

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gratitude:]

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yipee??

there’s additional context since yasha kindly drew me a wrf sketch that had connotations in it but i dont wanna post art that isnt mine so. anyway, long hair kris, huzzah ifg

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@tapakah0 narrative parallels amirite

they miss him. i- the animatics. the music for them . the last three animatics. they destroyed me. i loved it anyway, moving onto the sillies:

anyway. this is the most hilarious and heart-breaking community i have ever been a part of. wow

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Hello/// I think this may be considered as a little addition to the last part (8)... I hate what I'm doing but they just... they feel this way, I can't help it? I said that I wanted to focus on Raph, but one circumstance emerged from "this" event, which I cannot remain silent about. Mikey. Mikey is the most emotional, Raph's death hit him the hardest. You remember that in Cass's series (I repeat, for many events I am guided by her comics, but I am not responsible for the reliability of the information) Raph died twice (not counting the last one). Once he died, the second time he "disappeared". Remember how excited Mikey was to talk to Donnie after he died? What if he reacted this way precisely because he couldn't talk to Raph? He couldn't talk whole year to Raph. Karai said that she felt him, but couldn't reach him. He was somewhere, but Mikey couldn't reach him. Raph died, but he is somewhere, it is impossible to reach him, and a reminder of him is around Mikey. Everything around reminds of him... I can't wait to see Raph again in Cass apocalyptic series, we will know more of the times "before", times with Casey, maybe we will know about "disappear" times... But right now it's only Mikey... I really hate all this painful parts, I'm falling apart because of them... everything will be okay for them, but that "will" is not now, just a little more... I hope that reunion with Raph will be ten times more emotional after knowing more about what he and his brothers came through... Music - First OST from “Interstellar” Covered by Dorian Marko

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i still go to that house sometimes, to say what i need to say

@tapakah0 anyway uhm. HI. i was checking up on the prologue and made a doodle but then i didnt wanna ping you without a reason so i started making fanart and... THIS?? came out? cool. anyway. as you can see youre a great inspiration 4meee glad u and cass and magma are re-inventing the joy of creation? because like?? you make stuff that you enjoy making and other people enjoy it and it makes them so happy they just cant express their admiration in any other way but to create themselves, too??? which? spreads even more love? more awe? like an endless cycle of inspiration and creation and evaluation?????? like COME ONNN. yall badass as hell. dont you dare ever think otherwise. now, for the sillay-ass doodles and the amazing song that i used the lyrics from

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I SCHEDULED IT. FOR FIVE FUCKING PM

bestie drop the Kris & Ralsei relationship rant and why there's less fandom reception for them because of archetypes. the ppl want to know.

its. ugh

im not tidying it up, ill be putting it off forever (haha krals quest reference. VIBE CHECK)

so, deltarune community, i introduce to you, a half-assed 3AM rant about kris and ralsei.

transcription below, sidebar screenshots, tldr and everything. uh, i recommend reading the post

while i still cannot pass out i figured out what bothers me about the way theyre presented and why platonic kralsei is such a craving that has no material in the fandom to work with whatsoever

we know the susie relationships. everyone cherishes kris and susies friendship. id say it comes first if anything. people vaguely appreciate her and ralsei as well - we had plenty of hangout opportunities for the two, there are even two or three comics about ralsei and his beef with her. friendship content. dynamic exploring

kris and ralsei presentation however includes but is not limited to: dry interaction (choose your flavour: kris/kris as player projection aka the thing everyone did with ch1 ralsei cutesy content), dry interaction 2.0 aka The Sillies/ralsei as sole background commenter in goofyass situations/the normal dude (may or may not include in-game shit), kris' resentment of ralsei (at least theyre getting creative), and finally mushy romantic couple shit and sugarcoating tropes

vc: and you could excuse that with a "oh, well but we dont know anything about ralseis backstory" yet we hardly know anything about susies either. we only theorise of her past related to adoption, being homeless, insert other determinators based material. we factually know very little of her, yet susie has established friendships with both kris and ralsei, even well-written fan content with noelle that is not limited by surface romance but rather the exploration of their dynamic, friends first, partners - second.

as in for either of them being morally gray? susie has no problems with that and i love her, we love her, the_newest_girl sweepstakes log hasnt changed anything. i do have a theory on how that could affect ralsei, though. might contemplate on that.

so susie has all that. kris, their nature still unknown to most, but overall sympathetic with a shade of gray morality (HEEEELLL YEAAA) has the similar spectrum. kris has all that.

with them and ralsei though? its like. not a single plate of them as a dynamic. as actual friends

and honestly its no wonder kralsei is getting rejected from lightner ship/old darkner ship communities

we present no base. no fundamental understanding or interpretation of them

...though i wish id browse through deltarune tag more legitimately and take samples every time i see kris and ralsei on-screen to have a list of categories for each interaction to sort them like legos by shapes and colours.

there was one.ONE comic of them that kept the hopes up. this is why kralsei is stayin alive. that, and tunas scarf thingy. our icon (shhhh hes seepy)

i, uh, dont have a conclusion. i remember writing it because i wish we actually came up with who they are. wish that even they had conflicts and resolutions, similarities and differences, like any other dynamic in the fanon, having multiple headcanons and interpretations.

i just wish we gave them a chance to be friends.

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bestie drop the Kris & Ralsei relationship rant and why there's less fandom reception for them because of archetypes. the ppl want to know.

its. ugh

im not tidying it up, ill be putting it off forever (haha krals quest reference. VIBE CHECK)

so, deltarune community, i introduce to you, a half-assed 3AM rant about kris and ralsei.

transcription below, sidebar screenshots, tldr and everything. uh, i recommend reading the post

while i still cannot pass out i figured out what bothers me about the way theyre presented and why platonic kralsei is such a craving that has no material in the fandom to work with whatsoever

we know the susie relationships. everyone cherishes kris and susies friendship. id say it comes first if anything. people vaguely appreciate her and ralsei as well - we had plenty of hangout opportunities for the two, there are even two or three comics about ralsei and his beef with her. friendship content. dynamic exploring

kris and ralsei presentation however includes but is not limited to: dry interaction (choose your flavour: kris/kris as player projection aka the thing everyone did with ch1 ralsei cutesy content), dry interaction 2.0 aka The Sillies/ralsei as sole background commenter in goofyass situations/the normal dude (may or may not include in-game shit), kris' resentment of ralsei (at least theyre getting creative), and finally mushy romantic couple shit and sugarcoating tropes

vc: and you could excuse that with a "oh, well but we dont know anything about ralseis backstory" yet we hardly know anything about susies either. we only theorise of her past related to adoption, being homeless, insert other determinators based material. we factually know very little of her, yet susie has established friendships with both kris and ralsei, even well-written fan content with noelle that is not limited by surface romance but rather the exploration of their dynamic, friends first, partners - second.

as in for either of them being morally gray? susie has no problems with that and i love her, we love her, the_newest_girl sweepstakes log hasnt changed anything. i do have a theory on how that could affect ralsei, though. might contemplate on that.

so susie has all that. kris, their nature still unknown to most, but overall sympathetic with a shade of gray morality (HEEEELLL YEAAA) has the similar spectrum. kris has all that.

with them and ralsei though? its like. not a single plate of them as a dynamic. as actual friends

and honestly its no wonder kralsei is getting rejected from lightner ship/old darkner ship communities

we present no base. no fundamental understanding or interpretation of them

...though i wish id browse through deltarune tag more legitimately and take samples every time i see kris and ralsei on-screen to have a list of categories for each interaction to sort them like legos by shapes and colours.

there was one.ONE comic of them that kept the hopes up. this is why kralsei is stayin alive. that, and tunas scarf thingy. our icon (shhhh hes seepy)

i, uh, dont have a conclusion. i remember writing it because i wish we actually came up with who they are. wish that even they had conflicts and resolutions, similarities and differences, like any other dynamic in the fanon, having multiple headcanons and interpretations.

i just wish we gave them a chance to be friends.

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since i dont post much as of lately, - a few of my parts of the whiteboard we did with @officialambassadorfrisk and @rowynri!!

anywayyyyyyy

our teeny tiny utdr server where were doin it, if you wanna join :]